Get over it...

Love is letting go,
even when you dont want to.
Love is letting her be happy
even when it doesnt involve you.
Love is being okay with just being friends
Love is being able to say goodbye
because you know its the best thing for her
Love is letting go

A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken
than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.

Breaking up is not a stupid thing;
instead it makes you a better person
and realize your mistakes.

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't
even feel the same is much harder.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!
It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream.

When you love him - truly love him,
how are you supposed to get over him?
I've tried everything possible ...
but I just can't. Isn't that what true love is?

I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.

My biggerst fear is that one day
we will pass each other on the streets
and have an artifical conversation.

There is nothing sadder in this life than
to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you.
To watch the distance between your two bodies expand
until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.

Love is when you can't stop looking at him,
even if he'll never look back

What happens when he's your prince charming,
but you're not his cinderella?

Going crazy...

I hate missing you most of all.
When im sad and alone and all
i want is to see you.
And you never really realize all
i want is to waste some time with you.
But the problem is you
dont want to waste any time on me.

Love that we cannot have
is the one that lasts the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

Even If I Already Knew You
Were Gonna Break My Heart,
I Still Wouldn't Change The Fact
That I Fell In Love With You.

I'm scared to lose you, and I don't even have you.

true love leaves a memory no one
can steal and a heartache no one can heal

It's good to miss someone sometimes,
even if it hurts your heart.

We are the perfect couple, we're just not in the perfect situation.

The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.

Our sweetest songs are those
that tell of the saddest thoughts.

I keep telling myself that I don't miss you,
and that I don't love you,
hoping someday I'll believe it.

Technically i'm single
emotionally I'm completely taken
cause in my mind i'll always be his girl
even if he doesnt want me anymore

In my mind he isnt worth anything,
but in my heart he is worth everything

Loving you was my favorite mistake.

"Love don't cost a thing" except a lot of tears,
a broken heart, and wasted years

The 1st time i fell in love..

The moment I looked in your eyes I fell in love.
Every time I look I fall in love again.
I've looked so many times, and have gathered so much love. I have so much to carry with me I don't know what to do

Loving you is what I've learned so easily.
Trying to forget you is the last thing I could possibly learn because I'm deeply in love with you.

I would give up everything for one moment with you;
for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you

I never loved you more cause
I never loved you less,
I dont love you now coz
I will love you always,
I dont just love you coz
I love you more than
I love you can say ...

The sun can have the sky and it wouldnt matter.
The night can have its stars and i woudnt care.
Tomorrow can be majestic yet remain empty,
for it simply wouldnt matter without you there.

Have you ever noticed that the worst way
to miss someone is when they are right beside you
and you can never have them?

I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast,
because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.

There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when
I dont want to see you because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you hurts me even more ...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.


I hate the stars because
I look at the same ones as you do, without you.

Love

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can't be together,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
in my dreams you're mine forever.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend
, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart


You are always there for me
and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

Emotional...

How do you heal a broken heart?
I have no idea where to start
because everything I do reminds me of you.

first dates are awkward,
first kisses are heavenly,
first loves irreplaceable,
first heartbreaks are unforgettable

How come the one i wanted to
share my dreams with,
took my dream from me.

Don't make the same mistake I did.
Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving,
because one day you'll wake up from that anger,
and the person you love will be gone.

The hardest part of dreaming about
someone you love is having to wake up.

Love is a precious gift that
people try to hold onto until the end of time,
even when there is nothing left to hold.


Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...it might have been.

The hardest part of dreaming
about someone you love is having to wake up.

There is one pain I often feel which
you will never know because
it is caused by the absence of you.

Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...it might have been.

Who do you turn to when the only person
who can stop you from crying
is the one who is making you cry?

I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did i have to love so much?

The part that hurts me the most,
is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...

The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love
you have and knowing it will never be returned.

Its hard to pretend you love someone when
you don't but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do.

Short one

Juz a short update. Finally managed to update my blog till date le... Hmm.. Slept @ 7am this morning, woke up @ 1pm..

Been uploading photos & updating my blog. Very tired. Supposed to go DF tonight but dun think will be gOing liao.. tired...

Eunice jio me go eat steamboat... but a bit lazy to go out... How?

Past week updates

29 Jun 09
First day of new semester. Wan to die liao. Tis semester, studying on Mon, Tues, Thurs (In aug), Fri, Sat & Sun!! How to survive u tell me? Wan cry liao!! Zenon starting sch wif me as well. Met Andrine @ Sembawang MRT & took circle line to school. Met Zenon @ Hougang. Taking Organisation Design, Management of Information System, Intermediate Accounting & HRM this semester. Stressed. Mon taking accounting, my worst & hated subject. Dying.

After tat lombang Raymond car to AMK met Amy & went down SB. For the past few nites, been spending time talking to someone on the phone & getting to noe him.. Well... I dunno... Making myself confused again... Anyway, drank till 2am den left le.. Went to meet someone... Sorry amy for leaving u alone...

30 Jun 09
Supposed to go sch but never go.. Nite went Chambers & SB wif Amy, Eunice, Christine & Kash... Drank till closing then left.. Camwhoring again... Some weird things + stupid things happened tat nite.. Damn tired..

1 Jul 09
Got back some money tat i lend out.. Rushed day.. Took cab many times.. From Jurong West to my place.. Den my place to Raffles Place (Standard Chartered 2nd interview), den from Clementi to Science Park (interview). Den nite time from home to SB cab again.. Think i spent like $70 on cab alone tat day... Damn jialat.. Super tired... Went to many interviews for the past few days..

2 Jul 09
Got feedback from my agent tat SCB has decided to employ me! Will no longer be a slacker liao~ Supposed to get reference check. But tat damn bitch gave me a damn lousy reference. But too bad, SCB still wanna offer me despite tat lousy reference! So there! Went SB again wif Amy & Kenny.. Stayed till 4plus den go home.. Stupid me cried again @ SB~ Due to some meaningless quarrel.... Sigh... Enjoyed + Sad. Weird.

3 Jul 09
Supposed to start work but postponed to next Monday cos i got fever. Went down to SB @ nite.. Some stupid random thing happened. Ended up onli left myself in de end. Shared cab wif Max. Reached home, online FB den sleep.

MIA - Updates for last week.

Sorry for being mIA for so long.. hmmm.. been 2 weeks since i update my blog le... somehow when i logon, dun feel de urge to blog...issit cos i'm tired of blogging? not reali... quite a lot of things happened.. felt like letting it all out.. but juz cant seem to go thru the blogging when i am online... sigh...

22 Jun 09
Was supposed to go for an interview @ HP in the noon but did not. Why? Cos noon time went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to put my "ang gong". ^_^ ended up under-estimate the time to be taken and cant make it for the interview. My "virgin" time. How shd i describe it? Was damn gan cheong & scared when the actual time comes... Drank 2 bottles of red wine (buy from 7-11) before doing it so when i actually did it, was quite high (nv eat cos no appetite). Hmmm.. Been thinking of doing it for a long time and finally plucked the courage to do so. I put my surname, surrounded by a tribal design + my english name juz below it. Total damage? $180. Amy dear fren went down wif me, she went to extend hers. Hmmm... A bit fuzzy memory now but all i can remember is tat the feeling is like when i do my eyebrow tattoo. De pain is still manageable. Maybe because AMy keep talking to me to distract me, or cos de alchohol. =) Anyway my artist is shuai ge. I keep telling ppl tat when his hands hold my shoulder, I dun feel much pain (",) Oh, i put it @ my left lower shoulder blade. By the time it was done, is 5plus liao. Worst thing, I got exam on tis day & nv study, juz roughly read thru. Took cab down to Hougang & due to de drinks, I felt damn drowsy & drunk. Reached sch @ 7pm & finished de exam within 1 hr (supposed to be 3 hours paper). Last one in & 2nd to go off. Not cos i very smart to noe how to do, but cos i juz give up liao. But surprisingly, I managed to answer all de question. Damn heng, those i read thru actually came out. Hahahaha... After tat went down SB to meet AMy & Christine drink. Everyone admiring my art. =) Cant rem wat happened after tat...

23 Jun 09
Think i went to SB again.. Wif amy & Christine & Elric & Edward they all... Mad nite. Keep camwhoring de whole nite.. Hahahaha... Scandalous... After tat think i share cab wif Amy & David home..

24 Jun 09
Think i was supposed to go club @ Double O but many ppl fly kite. Ended up went to play mahjong wif NB they all. Won $80. Den went to Khatib meet my dear fren & treated her to zi char. Eat chilli crab, oatmeal prawns & one vegetable dish. After tat took cab home & rest. Nv go out liao.

25 Jun 09
Went for an interview @ Standard Chartered Bank, a one yr contract position. After tat eat dinner alone @ Chevron House. After tat went to Harry's Bar to meet Kash for some drinks. Christine, Amy & Eunice joined us shortly after. Den us ladies went down to SB, while Kash went off. Crazy nite of camwhoring again, Edward joined us for a while. Think i left wif Edward if i rem correctly...

26Jun09
Went to Illuma to watch transformers wif ex company. Movie nite event org by them. Saw many ex colleagues & saw those 2 bitches as well. Oh ya, supposed to get my final cheque from them but they keep delaying. Inefficient 2 pieces of shit!!!! After movie, meet Stephanie & AMy @ Bugis. Stacy joined us as well. Took cab down to Shenton Way, went Oasis. One ass came as well. Bored. Went down to SB shortly after. Stupid nite, whereby i realised tat there is no point in treating tat jerk good, and tat one of the ger is juz a bitch who trys to act princess only. Dun wanna elaborate more on de nite. But after tat, I nv asked those 2 idiots out anymore. Very tired nite.

27 Jun 09
Went to play mahjong. Second time play $1, $2.. Ended up winning $1110!!!! First time i win so much in MJ loh~~~ 1 person win all~ hahaha... Cos play shooter & win a few 5 tai & 6 tai~ Damn cool i tell u! I win zi mo "siao san yuan" loh~~ ^_^

After tat took cab down to SB to meet my dear fren, her hubby & her hubby cousin. Hmm. Interesting nite. Benedict (last time fr AISS) was there. Christine & Jason there as well. Amy working tat nite. Very fun nite cos keep taking photos & dear fren acc me~~ So happy!! After tat left ard 2am. Went to dear fren place to sleep. Reached her place oredi 3plus liao. Den talk on the phone till 7am den sleep. Sleep till 11am den wake up next day.

28 Jun 09
Went home & nua till evening time. Damn tired. BF came to help me set up computer table. Den went to eat dinner @ Sembawang. Den go home liao.