Depression mOde~ Red alert

Back to work after 1 miserable day of rest...Was on MC yesterday. Wat did i dO? mOrning went to see doc @ 930.. End up waiting for almost an hour before he finally sees me.. If i seriously ill, by den i would haf been dead.. -_- after that, went to buy back some lunch & reached home abt 11plus.. eaten my lunch, start to online (update blog, check email -office & personal), den went to visit my beloved xiaoyi # 4pm..after tat went to meet dear fren for dinner @ Yishun @ 8plus..Haf the teppanyaki @ B1... reached home @ 10plus..watch TV & went to bed..

mOrning wake up still feel very tired..sigh...back to work..many many things to do (budget report, headcount report, email etc). Juz replying emails can take up half my day..within 1 hr can haf like 40 emails loh~ I wan to die liao!!!! oNly got time for 3 cigarettes today during work.. haiz.... left office onli @ 8pm & still need to bring work home to do~~

I'm supposed to be doing my work nOw & sleep early..if nt cant wake up tmr..bUt got no mood to do WORK!!! Is oredi 12am...and i haven even started..sigh...

feeling very mOOdy @ the moment..suppOsed to meet him for dinner tOday..he oredi agreed yet within 5 min..msg me say he is feeling unwell..& ask me to be understanding.. i DUN understand.. feeling rather depressed.. been feeling tis way all the way from the time i left office till i reached home..

why issit when i feel so passionate & so much love & sms him, his replies are always so cold & unfeeling? "Nite nite", "Sleep well".. nOthing mOre to say? feel sO lOusy & dumb @ times!!!!!!! i off my hp~ Guess nOone will bOther to call or sms me anyway..will do so for whole of tmr~~ Argh!

Stupid hOme PC!! Super slow~~~~~ gOtta start dOing my wOrk, at least sOme of it ba~~

my weekend

Friday - Never realised the significace of Friday until i started work @ my new place.. Friday means tat weekend is near & i can forget abt wOrk & stress for 2 whole days!! TGIF~~

After work on Friday, dear came to Bugis to fetch me.. we are going to Randall's chalet @ Tanah Merah SAFRA Club~ Been there once & liked the atmosphere & spacious chalet~~ We reached there ard 730pm..Hmm... This time rd, Randall did't ask many ppl along~ When we reached, only got Randall, some of his relatives, "Ah Lam" etc~

The BBQ food was quite ok..basically spent our time eating & drinking~~ Btw us, we finished off 2 bOttles of red wine within like 45min~ and oSo drank beer & VOdka in-btw! -_-" then again..dear's frens' chalet usually lOts of alcohol (I like! haha..)

got ppl play mj..but they play very big wor~ $2.50 / $5.00, shOOter & max up till 10 tai!~ meaning if lose 1 10 tai, i would be like $1,440.00 poOrer~~~ scary~~ no money..so no MJ for us~~ Eat & drink & chat & play some card game & we left ard 2am~

Next day: SAturday

wOke up @ 11am.. Dear wOke up @ 12plus.. we decided to go Queensway so tat he can fix his bike & after tat we can do some shOpping @ Anchorpoint~ Before tat, we went to Sembawang road for our lunch~ Ordered Wanton Mee (Him), Ke Jia Niang Dou Foo (Me) & Dim Sum (Chicken feet, prawn dumpling & Chee Cheong Fun) for us.. Very very full..

Reached Queensway abt 3pm..after doing bike, off we went to Anchorpoint~ I was on a shopping spree~~ Bought total abt 8 pieces of clothes for me & 2 T-shirt & Polo T for dear dear. the best thing? It costs me juz abt $100~~~ I've died & gOne to shOpping Haven~~

My conquests for the day:


Office wear, G2000. Cost: $9.00


Office wear, G2000. Cost: $16.00


Casual wear, GiOrdano. Cost: $15.00


Office/smart casual wear, GiOrdano. Cost: $15.00
T Shirt & Polo shirt (not in pic) for dear, giOrdanO. COst: $15 for bOth (after discount)


Office wear, ClubMarcExpress. Cost: $9.90


Office/clubbing skirt, ClubMarcExpress. Cost: $9.00


Casual skirt, ClubMarcExpress. Cost: $9.00


Satin dress, ClubMarcExpress. Cost: $9.00

TOtal damage: $106.90~~~ Bliss & Happy!! (",)

After my "hard" day work of shopping, we went back to dear's house.. supposed to play mj but nt enuf legs...dun understand some ppl..why they are so rude... if dun wan to play den juz reply say so la! sms nv reply, call dun wan pick up. kaoz!!

surf net & check email till 10+, den went for dinner/supper @ the 24hr coffee shop near CCK bus interchange.. haf ramen & wu xiang... went back dear's hse & watched a bit of TV~~ Sleep!!

Last day of enjoyment: SUnday

Woke up @ 11am...arranged to go down chalet again for some MJ (finally)~ haf our lunch & was on our way by 1pm... reached there 2pm (due to some raining & buying of drinks ^_^).. started playing mj..played 2 rd..1st round oredi lost nearly $200~~ luckily 2nd rd win back & overall win $20~ phew~ drank 1 bottle of red wine & 4 cans of beer during MJ~ haa...alcoholic sia.~ finished playing @ 645pm, juz in time for them to check out of the chalet~~

received a call from dear fren's duak, asking dear to play mj...but till we finished our mj, still no news..we are nt very optimistic tat will play..cos kana fly kite many times lia0..so decided to go back sembawang there for dinner. If no mj maybe go shop or watch movie..

after tat went to Sembawang Road (Turtle Soup restaurant) for dinner. Ordered fried tofu (nice), braised crocodile meat (taste like chicken leh..) & pig intestine soup (Eheww~dun like).. halfway thru dinner, dear fren's duak called dear & true enuf, mj cancelled... den they jio us to a pub @ Lavendar called "Boss" or something for some drinks..

after dinner, dinner sent me home to put my shopping bags & off we went, to dear fren's hse to meet them...reached the place @ ard 9plus ba...and stayed till 1am++..not very fun ba the place...overall...very tired....

belated~ My last farewell dinner wif my dears from CSC~

Dun blame me for pOsting tis late wor.. cOs i juz received these phOtOs from dear fren loh~~


my fav gUY @ CSC~ dun mess wif the "JOHAN"!! +_+


my "crush" (",)


mr cutIe~ Dun u think he resembles la bi xiao xin??


BB & me~ i think Tin was teasing us which explains the funny expressions~~


my BFF @ CSC~~


"havoc & mOtherly" dORis~


Gail, me & Maria~ gOOd pals!!


mOi & BB~


"Mr Nice Guy" ~ Jerrick


"Mr Cool/flirt" - Thet~~


Friends 4ever!~~~


Tin & I~

I was very tOuched & happy that day... I am sO missing you guys nOW!! SOb~~ =(

mOre phOtOs~

continued from last post..

Finally got my last mth pay from CSC last mOnday..wif my paycheck, i went to Dorothy Perkins & bought myself a top as an encouragement (-_-") after last week hectic workload..


as a reward to myself (",)

On Thursday, finally no need to work too late..left office ard 6pm..since i can get hOme earlier, made plans to meet dear dear for dinner~ supposed to meet @ 7pm @ my hse de..den the stoOpid weather...started raining on & off.. end up dear dear onli managed to reach my place @ 8pm~ (rain & rain, cant ride bike ma..) was planning to gO shOpping de...plans ruined...cos by the time we reached AMK hub oredi 830 liaoz...so i told dear dear i will treat him dinner & he chose Fish & Co~ These are wat we ordered: Cream of mushroom (too nice liao..i finished it off before remembering tat i haven take photo~~), seafoOd platter for 1 (i still prefer the one from mahattan Fish) & the famous Fish & cHips (nt too bad la..)


Mine~


His~

AFter finishing dinner, oredi 945pm le..mOst of the shops are closed..juz managed to walk ard NTUC for like 5 mins & they annOunced tat they are clOsing~ Btw, I saw some laptOP for sale & NTUC>> SUZUKI brand..anyOne heard of tis brand of laptop? selling quite cheap @ 800+ i think..considering....

ard 10plus we left for hOme.. & it started raining again, on & Off >_<

Backlogs~

tOday on MC~~ feeling very stressed @ my new job (new catchphrase~stressed @ work)

Sian..I wish i can get a laptop soon...@ work cannot access to lots of personal things, at hOme need to "fight" wif "fattie" to use our PC~ whenever i was very "enthu" to write something, i cannot do so... when i finally got the chance to do so, i either forget abt wat i wanna write or juz nOt so "enthu" liao..

anyway..the past week is a never-ending repetition..everyday work till late late..always lunch in..cos nOw many things to do...reports..budgeting..interviews..etc... my manager told me i can claim for OT if i go back to work on a Saturday..well...i will try lo..

last Tues meet andrine for dinner @ AMK ~ newly revamped market..nOT many stalls are opened when we were there...we ordered chicken rice (me), congee (Andrine), wu xiang & fuzhou fishball soup. eat till wanna burst~ after tat went AMK HUb for a bit of shOpping & went hOme ard 10pm.. These are my "conquests"! (",)


bought tis fr one small shop (cant rem shop name)


from pepper plus


cam-whoring~


cam-whoring again~


>_<


(",)

2nd week @ work..

This is my 2nd week at work oredi.. Feeling very stressed..almost everyday work late! I hope tis OT is cos i'm still new n won't become a routine, if not dunno how i'll survive.

Oredi i've picked up a bad habit, tat is drinking a cup of coffee every noon.. Hope i dun get addicted.. frens who nOe me, nOe tat i dun like coffee de, juz tat in my new co, there is tis tealady who'll prepare coffee for us n her coffee taste nicer!

I'm tired till no energy. When i get home (ard 9+), i juz bathe, eat, watch tv till 11 den sleep liaO (occasionally read my newspaper).. No energy to on de pc @ home to surf or update bloggie~(in mrt on my way to work, using hp to blog now). I hope i can buy my own laptop soon.. (1st priority!) target to get it by oct 08~

Been thinking n dreaming alot lately.. isSit why i've been dreaming of HIM? Mon dreamt tat he got a gf oredi.. Tues dreamt tat he got a car.. :-| .. Shdn't think so much.. It's been 9mths since i've left, i shd be happy if he's living his life well now.. Maybe i didn't or dun wan to think aBt our happy time in de past when i left.. Cos i scared once i stopped n think, my heart will soften.. i think i'm going crazy..

Reaching workplace soon.. More updates over de weekend! (or tonight, if i can make it) took couple of photos, muz upload soon~ n dear fren mentioned tat she oredi email me de farewell dinner fOtOs. Till den ~ :-P

"Hancock" ~ nOt ur aVerage sUperherO~

Went to watch "Hancock" on Saturday. what draws me to watch this movie?
2 words: Will Smith

I have been mesmerized by him since his "MIB - Men in Black" days~~ That is to say I have supported him nearly 10 yrs since MIB was shown during my sec sch days~~

Movies starring Will Smith & Denzel Washington are shows that i try nOt to miss. THeir actings are with so "ompph"~ that you cant resist being sucked into the mOvie~

Caught the movie @ MArina Square GV on Saturday..we watched the 2305hrs show and it was full house, even the front row was being filled up!!

Hancock is quite a surreal show as the superhero in the movie has really unbelievable powers!~ It was adapted from a popular cOmic series sO i guess mOst guys will like tis mOvie~ i personally love movies which are adapted from cOmic strips~~

Overall I quite enjoy the shOw & there are some parts of the show which makes you burst out laughing & yet some parts which makes me tear uncontrollably as well..Esp the part when Will Smith talks abt his past...gO figure~

I would give tis show 4 / 5 (alrite..I am plain biased cOs i |ove Will Smith~_~) Oso, there is 1 extra scene after the show ended sO dun get oUt of the cinema toO fast~ =) Next show i am lOOking fOrward to: HellBoy II & The Dark Knight~~~



Symphosis from GV WEbsite:

There are heroes... there are superheroes... and then there's Hancock (Will Smith). With great power comes great responsibility everyone knows that everyone, that is, but Hancock. Edgy, conflicted, sarcastic, and misunderstood, Hancock's well-intentioned heroics might get the job done and save countless lives, but always seem to leave jaw-dropping damage in their wake. The public has finally had enough as grateful as they are to have their local hero, the good citizens of Los Angeles are wondering what they ever did to deserve this guy. Hancock isn't the kind of man who cares what other people think until the day that he saves the life of PR executive Ray Embrey (Jason Bateman), and the sardonic superhero begins to realize that he may have a vulnerable side after all. Facing that will be Hancock's greatest challenge yet and a task that may prove impossible as Ray's wife, Mary (Charlize Theron), insists that he's a lost cause.

Runtime: 93minutes~~

2nd ~ 4th day of wOrk

to continue from my last post..

2nd day of work..still being punctual..still de same..trying to adapt to life wif less smOking =( basically trying to learn everything i need to learn asap lo...lunch in on my 2nd day cos too many reports need to submit so Huiping went to dabao duck rice & we haf our lunch @ the pantry... Jac treated us to the duck rice... and i stayed till 10pm den go off... very tired...mentally & physically..

3rd day of work..
toOOo tired..but still on time for work...bOss see my face so shagged & nOes i stayed back late yesterday..so allow me to haf a few smOking break...finally...whole day busy as usual..lunch time we went to Parco Bugis - a chinese restaurant *dunno called nanjing or nanxiang* for Vanessa's farewell lunch..very full..after tat went to buy some present for Van's farewell...bought 2 necklace from Dorothy Perkins for her..was supposed to work late but too tired..decided to bring back some work to do @ home so tat i can go off earlier...went off @ 8pm..reached home ard 9plus..dear dear pity me & met me for dinner..went to nearby coffee shop for some noodles...den after i reached home surf net for a while & started doing my work @ 12am..worked till 2am..still cant finish..fell asleep...

4th day of work
Finally it's FRIDAY! TGIF~~~ wOke up @ 730am..so running late.. told boss i will be slightly late...managed to reach office 845am.. onli 5hrs of sleep..so was basically quite stoned @ work..somemore the work nv finish..so started working on the report till noon..lunch in again...haiz.. It's Van's last day..but my handover still haven complete..sigh..she say she will come back on Tuesday to try teach me more...hope i will be ok lo.. but my boss these few days keep praising me say i fast learner..i think she has too high expectations of me...very scared i cannot perform..but she keep reassuring me...see how it gOes lo..

no mood to work.. and cos past few days i worked late, bOss say tat today can gO back on time~ Yay!! so decided to meet my dear fren...for dinner & chit chat..went to Sakae sushi @ Tanjong Pagar, after tat tOok cab home.. reached hOme abt 8plus..





dear dear came to meet me @ 930pm..at 1st say got MJ @ Adrian's house but CC last minute got something on, he asked dear fren's duak but he say he doing duty (very weird cos i rem dear fren saying tat her duak is @ home nO duty..) so cancelled lo..

but tat idiot whO owes me mOney called & say wan to arrange mj @ his house @ 1215am so we decided to go his house to play lo.. he is a bastard (pardon my language) who has owed me MJ money since like 1.5yrs agO and till nOw he still haven clear the debt. u nOe how much he owes me? a Measley $220 & till nOw he still owes me $130, meaning to say he onli managed to rtn me $90 so far!! (more abt tis lOser in anOther post next time)

Anyway we (dear & mOi) went his house to play MJ & as usual he late again lo.. started playing ard 1245am & played till 730am in the morning..total played 3rds~ in the end? we wOn nearly $400~ all de 3 legs lost to us! So heng lo~~~~ anyway, tat lOser lOst $114 & he rtned $74 to me & say the remaining $40 rtn on Tuesday. If he dun pay he is so gOnna get it!


Saturday
after we finished playing, went back to my hse & slept all the way till 4pm~~ wOke up & prepared to gO out~ went to buy 4d, den proceeded to Marina Square~ On out way there we saw part of the NDP preview (got ppl parachuting~) and i was so excited to see it (was on the bike at tat mOment, so cant take any pics) -_-"..

reached MS @ 620pm & we decided to catch a mOvie & "Hancock" is the one we decided on..went to queue for the tickets..and all the timings (6plus till 9plus) all selling fast!! as we wanted better seats, we decided to watch the 2305hrs show.

dear then brought me to hOtpOt culture (i've been wanting to try it since i saw it being recommended on TV). "Hotpot culture" is a steamboat cum ala-carte buffet wif a chocolate fondue as dessert~ my fav muz be the BBQ prawns & the Tauhu Telok~ Only remembered to take foto during our dessert time~~ 2 persons costs ard $65..







after eating, we decided to walk & shop ard... bought my 1st pair of crocs shoes (",) which costs me $70..my mOst expensive pairs of shOes till date~~





den i oso bought 2 belts (pretty~)




after that, dear brought me to a shop to look @ "something"..and he bOught it for me for my bday~ will reveal wat it is after my birthday~ =_= (Btw, my bday is on 4 Aug..hehehe) proceeded to catch the movie... mOvie is nt bad ba (more on the reviews in anOther post) & finally reached hOme @ 130am...as dear is on duty tomolo, he went hOme after sending me back~

Sunday
bOring day cOs dear dear is on duty today.. i slept till 1145am & started to get ready as I am supposed to meet Pauline for lunch @ CWP~ gOt there @ 1245pm..went to our usual fav hangout (Sakae Sushi) for lunch~ during lunch, complained & whined to her abt my new job...after lunch, we went to Timezone for some arcade games. Played the basketball & the mahjong~~ quite fun!!

after tat we went to window shop.. i bought a pair of shorts & one cardigan @ MetrO~~




after tat we went more window shopping & left for home @ 5pm..i planned to go my xiaoyi hse..but too tired..so end up went to NTUC fairprice near my hse & bought a lifestyle system storage rack..after i got home started to do a bit of spring cleaning~ now is much neater!!



gOing to end off my post liao..gonna go sleep if nt tmr late for wOrk~ sigh...hOpe i can catch up on my wOrk soOn~ Pray for me peeps!!!!

bUsy like a beEeeE~~~

Sorry for the lack of updates for the past few days as I was really busy wif my new job..tried using my hp to upload a post but was reali toO busy & tired to do so..

3oo6o8 (Monday)

"Dulanz"Was really busy the whole day... the next day is supposed to start new job..originally planned to finish up my stuff early & leave office early to go cut hair (basically to enjoy my last day peacefully)..

ended up staying in office till 8plus! all thanks to the temp ger who is replacing me.. reali dun understand why BL didnt start loOking for my replacement till the last min, end up haf to hire a temp tO do my handover..kaOz!! and the temp ger haf ZERO experience in HR/admin. wasted half my day teaching her hOw to do things & she got the cheek to tell ppl tat i din teach her(dear fren told me today) & de 2 stupid bitchs were sO happy i leaving & keep badmouthing me after i haf left (dear fren informed)..haha..brainless bitches. i see how they die!!

"Happy" PK (one of my PM in CSC) treated me to lunch!! PK is a very nice, fatherly figure who was reali nice to me during my stay in CSC. On my last day today, he tOOk me to a chinese restaurant (Happy Joy restaurant) for dim sum lunch. Invited Siew Lee & Aileen (my next-BFF in CSC since dear fren.BFF is on mc tOday) along. The foOd is lovely, ambience is nice & mOst of all, the company i haf is great. Juz toOk one photo!


From left: PK, Siew Lee, urs truly & NBFF - Aileen (",)

tOok cab home after work cos after packing, I haf abt 3 big bags of stuff to bring hOme! Still got 1 umbrella haven bring back~ MUz gO back one of these days~~

o1o7o8 ~ o3o7o8 (tUesday till tOday)

"Tuesday"
1st day @ work very stressed cOs before i started work, my Manager oredi told me tat they treat punctuality very seriously. after nua-ing @ CSC for 1yr8mths, i told myself nO matter wat, i muz fOrce myself to wake up on time everyday.. sO wOke up @ 7am on Tuesday & wOre my new blouse (from Dorothy Perkins) to wOrk. Oh ya, my new co is very particular abt attire as well. Muz be very office wear (-_-") stressed.

after bathing & make-up, left hOme @ 735am, gOt on MRT @ 745am & reached office @ 825am (early than reporting time by 5mins!) my new workplace is much nearer to my hOme & very convenient but cannOt take the JE line (much further) so no seats for me! anyway my 1st day of work is very stressful..cos when i reached office, my manager dropped a bombshell: the ger i'm replacing (Vanessa) will be leaving the co on 4 Jul instead of 13 Jul (originally planned)!! I am like supposed to learn everything within 4 days loh~ Kaozzz...why i always kana tis kinda handover de~~ haiz..wat to do? i'm like bonded for 6 mths so no choice lo..

anyway another reason for my stress..: my manager told me she is allergic to CIGARETTES! kaoz.. no human rites sia..she keep nagging @ me on my 1st day..and say she cannot accept me keep taking smOke break during office hours~ -_-" if i nOe rite, den i will nOt jOIn tis co liao lo..sianzzzz...anyway..i am like stuck here liao..muz "dong" for at least 6 mths lo.. some good points working here..the pantry is very nice..den got free soft drinks in the fridge (",) & there is a TV there oso.. the HR exec (Huiping) showed me ard & intro me to the ppl in the co..

den in the nOOn my manager treated me to my welcome lunch @ a Jap restaurant @ Parco Bugis Junction..name is MOF...quite nice lo..and free ma.. hahaha...those who went are my manager (Jac), HR exec (HuiPing) & our tea lady (CaNDY)..my 1st day..mainly going thru how to do reports lo..very stressed...worked till 7plus go off...

after tat went to AMK to meet my best pals cum ex colleagues: Andrine & Jovvy for steamboat dinner.. very happy to see them & we basically ate & gossipped lo..well..they mainly listened to my whining abt my 1st day of work (",) Ah drine is thinking of changing job & Vy Vy has juz changed job too. Hope we can meet up more often~ Din take any pics of the food cos forgot (again)..AFter dinner tOOk some pic juz before we went home~