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Dear all

I have decided to close down tis blog & migrate to a new one. Reason being there have been some assholes reading my blog.. Seeing their brain-less comments make me nauseous..

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4th day of illness

Today is the 4th day of my flu & cough oredi.. Still no improvements despite sleeping earlier for the past few days and eating de flu pills & cough syrup... Luckily it's weekend tmr.. gOing to get some well deserved rest..

Haiz.. Juz tabulated my debts...
1) CC - $28K
2) Frens - $700
3) Sch fees - $10,750 (Balance)

Think i gOing to die soon liao...How to resolve??

Sick sick sick!!

I think the flu bug is travelling & staying inside my body.. Sick since Tuesday and till now, still not ok... Religiously taking flu tablet & panadal every nite since and forcing myself to sleep early.. But not much use leh..

*Sneeze sneeze cough cough*

Den now haven work for at least one month, if take MC = no pay leave.. Why de flu bug cannot wait till next month den come & visit me.. haiz.. feeling drowsy & sickly.. Hope the weekend come soon!!

Jiu Ming ah!!

Still feeling sickly

Yesterday left office @ 615pm, den went to Kallang MRT to wait for beibei to go for dinner together.. Waited for him till 7pm den he reached.. Raining cats & dogs..

Went for dinner @ Whitesands, Xin Wang Cafe.. After tat went to his place & started packing my bag for work tmr.. Threw away some receipts & waste paper in my wallet.. After tat took panadol, cough syrup & flu tablets..

Watched a bit of TV & read newpaper den went to sleep @ 11plus..

This morning wake up late.. 8am den wake up.. Think the medicine is too strong liao.. Msg Lynn that I will be late for half an hour.. Den wear shoes i bought from Manila last time.. Damn pain! Got blisters all over my feet...

Packet lunch fr Pasir Ris interchange.. Luckily i did.. My feet now getting worse.. Cant walk far.. Dunno how to go home later.. Haiz.. Worked the whole morning till now den take a break...

Went for smoking break juz now.. Rite now, still feeling sick... Keep coughing & sneezing.. Sigh.... Save me!!

Feeling sick now...

This morning forced myself to wake up to go work.. Last nite think i tossed & turned in bed for one hour plus before finally falling asleep.. Haiz... Den morning wake up @ 730am, got ready within 20 min & rushed to take bus to interchange.

Stupid MRT.. gOing very slowly today.. Reached City Hall @ 845am.. By the time i reached office oredi 905am liao.. Takes 20min for me to walk to my office from MRT sia.. Pengz.. Far far!

Anyway, reached office den started dOing my work. Right now is verifying insurance policy for the company..

Checked checked my personal mail.. Realized tat FB & MSN is blocked.. Hengz still can access to my mail & bloggie, if not will be bored to death liao.. Hmm.. Since office can access bloggie, look forward to my daily posts once again! =P

Other than dOing work & the above, I set up a spreadsheet to determine my current liability.. Depressing.. Hope to pay off my debts soon! Anyone gOt any part time job to intro or not~~~~

Today lunch went wif Lynn & another colleague (forgot his name & dept liao) for lunch @ Suntec foodcourt. Wah think it has been a zillion years since i last ate @ the food court there le..

Eh.. Morning till now keep sneezing.. Think i falling sick again...

One week later...

Well, today is considered the 2nd week of my job but technically, it is my 4.5 day of work.. Cos took no pay leave last Tuesday to go school for my deferred exam, den Friday oso no pay leave cos got flu n this week Monday supposed to go for some interviews but last min cancelled..

Last Wed: 2nd day @ work. Manager was on leave. AM (Lynnette) was very nice. So sad tat she is gOing on maternity leave soon (next mth). The ger who is leaving (Cory)oso quite nice ba.. Quite frenly.. Somehow, the people here seems to be so much better than the bitches of my ex company, more frenly, more open & not as cunning! So definitely feel much better here.. Too bad this is juz a 5 months contract eh~ On Mon, Lynn brought me out for lunch. Wed I went to dabao from carrefour cos wanted to lunch in, so as to study for my inventory mgmt quiz later in the evening.. But end up study oso = no study.. Quiz damn hard. I was late & onli reach sch @ 730pm. By 8pm i was out of the room liao~ BF came to fetch me from school & we went to Soup Restaurant @ Hougang Mall for dinner. After tat went NTUC "shop" den went back.

Thurs: Lynn was on MC, so juz me & COry in the office cos Manager is on leave till next week. Relaxed day, wif us playing radio in the office.. Cory is nice oso, so sad she is leaving oso.. haha.. Anyway after work, met BF @ Raffles Place.. WEnt to SB to finish up our balance bottle... Francis very nice tat day, gave me an additional half bottle of Martell FOC..

Fri: I was sick & beibei as well.. Acc him to polyclinic den went back, he sleep, I play game..

Sat: Wake up, played game, watch TV, den we went Giant to buy some groceries & oso some ingredients to cook dinner. Beibei prepared bak kut teh, salad prawn ball, oyster omelette & prawn paste chicken, wif some help from me! =) I loved the salad prawn de most! =) The soup cant finish in de end~

Sun: Woke up in de noon. I prepared breakfast-cum-lunch for beibei: Egg bread toast, sausages & beef burger~~ After tat at nite went to Upper Serangoon for dinner, den took Circle Line to go home. Went home to pack some clothes, then after tat took cab back to his place. Ehh... Something weird. The new "member" of my family is missing when I went back. Onli left his leash. His "house" oso missing.. Hmm... Anyway, slept quite late.. Insomnia again..

Yesterday (Mon): Took half day leave, studied for my business law I & II quiz..Damn sian.. Almost every week gOt quiz.. Stressing me out man! Work was ok. Got my letter of appointment (finally). Left office @ 6pm den rushed to school.. Stupid quiz.. Each haf 2 questions, which is 50 marks each & we are juz given 30min for each paper. DiaOz loh~ Law one still ok, law two wat i studied (same for everyone) nv come out loh... (-_-") after quiz i left liao.. Meet beibei for dinner @ West Plaza..

Nite time very sleepy but cannot sleep = insomnia again... Keep thinking about my debts & wondering how on earth i can clear them.. Sigh...

Sadness!!

So sad... Juz received answer from my agent... They found someone for the perm position le... So confirmed working as a temp for the next 5 mths...

=((((((

But den again, after 5 months, once i graduated, will be able to focus fully on looking for a perm job!!

Last quick one

So... yesterday was my 1st day of work.. Damn sleepy cos surviving on 4hr sleep the day before.. Very jialat.. wanted to sleep but cant sleep.. Anyway first day of work is quite ok. Spent a lot of time listening to the manager, asst manager & the executive's handover..

The manager asked me to give her until next week, before she give me my contract, cos she wanted to confirm if she is converting me to perm or not.. so let's all pray..

Wanted to start on Wed cos of my exam today, but the manager say tat she is on leave till next week & the exec is leaving on Fri.. So asked me to start yesterday, take leave today & go back work tmr...

After work yesterday, rushed to school cos got a group presentation for our biz law project. Went quite ok. Left 1 more project presentation to go! Jiayou~~

Am gOing to study for my exma soon, for later! Haven study yet! Stressed!!

Will blog tmr abt something or rather someone i am quite pissed off at...

Busy week last week

As mentioned in earlier post, was very busy last week, due to having interviews + exams + dinners...

Monday: Went for interviews
Tuesday: Interviews + studied for international business exam
Wednesday: Interviews + IB exam
Thursday: More interviews + dinner wif BFF
Friday: Interviews + deferred business law 1 exam
Saturday: Home to meet my da yi
Sunday: Slept till 5plus, went for dinner wif beibei. Watched DVD.

More elaborations on some days:

Wed: Studied realli hard for the international business mid term exam. Glad to say tat most of wat I studied haf came out. Quite confident for the mid term. No choice haf to study hard, cos i missed one of the quiz previously (10% of total mark)

Thurs: Met my BFF after my interviews for my belated birthday hotel dinner. Hahaha.. BFF.. Exactly 3 months 1 day after my bday wor~~ =P.. Reali happy tat u still made de effort though~ Better late than never eh~ =) Haf a great time chatting wif her + catching up. We went to the Swisshotel, the Elle---- Cafe (cant rem how to spell) for the crab buffet!! Damn nice but a bit disappointing is tat all the crab dishes seems similar~ Think a lot are black pepper, chilli crab, thai flavored, curry etc. It would be great if they include the hawker specials (i.e. salted egg york, butter, creamy etc)!! But one great thing is tat they haf oysters -- my fav!! & oso the dessert are great! my fav durian pudding~~ Was rushing ard for interviews the whole day & nv eat anything, so managed to eat a lot for dinner~~ Once again, thanks to BFF for the great treat!!

Fri: Interviews, den rushed to school for deferred exam. Quite ok, of 7 qn, onli 2 not sure how to do.. Think can pass ba.. After exam, went back to meet beibei..

Sat: My da yi wanted me to teach her how to use powerpoint + she got some qns on microsoft applications + HR + admin queries. Seems tat she is working now n need to learn some pc skills... Quite hard for a 50yr old lady to learn new skills @ her age... So went home to meet her @ my place, to teach her the things. Very happy to haf helped her. Beibei waited for me for 2hrs @ Sun Plaza.. After tat, took a bus to Beach Rd for claypot rice. After tat, went back his hse to watch online show.

Sun: Damn tired, wake up late late. Den we went Simei for dinner @ Hans River. Been wanting to try tis place since i was in poly.. hahaha.. finally gt a chance to do so.. Concept is similar to Seoul garden. Loved the food. But drinks very expensive (not free flow)...

After tat went back to watch online show.. Damn jialat... Insomnia... Ended up sleeping @ 3am...

Quick updates on employment status~

Well Well.. Long time no updates again.. hahaha... been really busy previous week wif interviews and all..

Interviews & Work
Went for several interviews last week. Like i say, i wanna buck up & get on wif my life.. Debts mounting + no job = certain death.
Anyway, went for interviews wif many agencies. Some big, some small.

1) NTUC Income = Fail! Stupid recruiter sent me a JD which is totally not wat the job is abt. Went for the interview & kanna suan by the stupid uncle interviewer abt my sch of choice. Hello!! Go blame ur stupid recruiter for shortlisting me la~ Fiona & BFF will noe my gripes.

2) Dell = Fail again! Gotten the job thru EPS Consulting. Why fail? JD sent & wat actually transpired during de interview = different again! Sian. Waste my time & cab fare going down

3) Apple = Offered! But i did not take up the job. It's a 3 month contract temp role, meaning i will haf to look for a job again, before i graduate from my degree prog. Though they mentioned tat if the person performs good, they might convert the person to perm. But possibility = 20%. Not gonna take the chance, though the pay is reali attractive, the location damn near my place (in YCK) & i like the job scope.

4) Super 800 Waste Mgmt @ Senoko = Failed again. Gotten interview thru an agency. Though the location is damn cool (I gt one direct bus which takes abt 10 min to reach the place). Job scope = boring. Environment = boring. =X

5) Rio Tinto = Shortlisted. But decided to take up a job oredi so dont wanna go to the interview & make myself torn btw decision again.

6) MediaTek @ Ayer Rajah = Went for the interview & manager say will onli get back too me next week (cos she gOing on an overseas trip & back onli then). Location quite far, so not very tempted. Though is a 1 yr contract.

Went for a few more interviews but not gonna get into tat now.. Cos i haf oredi accepted an offer & haf started work oredi yesterday!! =) Today taking no pay leave cos later got a deferred exam for biz law & tmr gOt exam-quiz for inventory mgmt~~

New Job: NAme is Tanker Pacific Mgmt. Situated @ Millenia Towers @ City Hall. Gotten the job interview last Wed thru agency. Supposed to be for a 5 months contract, but a high chance of getting converted to perm role. This is a shipping company, dealing wif Oil & gas + vessel + Shipping. Technically speaking, can be considered to be in the Oil & Gas industry~

Background: The dept structure is such - HR Manager, Asst HR Manager & HR Executive. The AM is going on maternity leave in mid Dec & the HR Exec has resigned. By rite, they r looking for a 5 mth temp to come in & cover the job for the AM + HE. And they are interviewing ppl internally for the perm role. So rite now, she is rounding up the interviews for the perm position (which she has arranged before my interview last wed) and if she cant find someone suitable, she will be converting me to perm & look for another temp again~~~ Will noe the results by next week, cos she is gOing on leave fr tmr till next Monday.

Hmm... So last Wed after my interview, the next day my agent called & told me tat they wan to offer me the temp post & might convert me to perm after 1 week (kinda like probation period) if they cant find a suitable candidate. But if they do, I will be working there for the next 5 mths, which means by then i would haf graduated (hopefully) =)

Was quite troubled last week, cos was deciding btw the Apple offer & this. Cos on 1 hand, Apple is offering a higher salary + nice location + nice JD. On the other hand, this job is for a longer period + higher % of getting converted to perm + I Have been wantin to get into tis industry since last time. And also, the salary for the perm position + benefits will be better than Apple, in the event tat i get converted. Thou the JD seems to be more stressful, there will be a steeper learning curve, as I get to learn to do full spectrum of payroll..

So in the end, I decided to take up this offer... Started yesterday. So far so good. The job scope seems challenging & interesting. And the colleagues of the dept is definitely nicer than my previous co.Asst Manager is reali of calibre, unlike tat woman. And she is reali nice & willing to teach.

All these, though, are based on my 1st day of work impression. So will onli be able to comment further, when I worked there for longer. Will update more on my status next week!

Photo blog

Lazy to blog... Nothing much... Juz eat & sleep the whole day... Sian... no money.. feel like dying liao lo... Haiz..

Photo taken long ago..


Our first visit to Giant

One post one month...

Hahaha... It's exactly one month since i updated my bloggie~ Seems to be my recent trend~ hahaha... Nothing much happened lately...

1) Been gOing for interviews and waiting for calls..
~ Hopefully can get a job soon.. Money seriously depleting..
~ To my BFF whom I haven met for quite some time: Sorry abt not meeting u.. Not tat i dun wan to or "zhong se qin you".. Juz tat i now damn broke.. So cant really go out.. Wait for me to find job first k??

2) Staying @ his house for the past 2 weeks..Do wat leh?
~ Play FB games,
~ Watch online drama & movies: Show that I am chasing currently: "K.O. 3an Guo" & "Fu Qi You An Kang". Both are damn nice & funny!! Esp the "3an Guo" show~ Watched till episode 34! Waiting impatiently for the next one!!!!
~ Playing card games & drinking @ home -_-"
~ Cooking is my latest craze!!~ Super turned on by guys who can cook. And not talking abt juz fried rice or instant noodles. So far, he has cooked for me:
1) Salted egg crab
2) Creamy prawn
3) Sweet & sour pork
4) Tom Yam Soup
5) Fish Maw Soup
6) Braised Ee Fu Noodles wif crabmeat
7) Laksa
8) Curry chicken
9) Fried Omelette
10) Popiah
11) Spagetti
Just to name a few~~ All my fav food! Will post up our recipe + pic when i haf the time! Can check out FB thou, cos some oredi uploaded there~ ^_^

3) Busy wif school
~ Results for 1st term: 1 A- & 1 B & 1 B-
~ 2nd term result out liao: 3 B+ & 2 B-
~ 3rd term results onli got 2 cfm (B- & C+) still got 3 more pending.. So sad..1st time get C for my results.. The 3 other pending.. oso sure die le...
~ This term (4th term) haf 2 group projects.. Finally managed my part for both the projects, left onli 1 powerpoint for one of the project not completed yet.. Jiayou!
~ This term almost every week gOt "exams" disguised as "quizes".. U tell me la.. Where got quiz 100 marks, 4 long essay question, expect us to write like 1-2 pages, complete within 1 hr, yet onli 5% to the overall module mark??? Fainted!! Juz hope can complete soon.. Got total 4 modules tis term:
1) Business Law I
2) Business Law II
3) Inventory Management
4) International Business
Pengz~~~~~

4) Went to JB on 10/10/09
~ To visit my gd fren cum ex colleague (Jenny) for her housewarming.
~ Met Andrine & her BF to go together wif my BF.. Total journey there 3 hours! Pengz
~ Andrine they all left after 1 hour there. Me & BF decided to stay overnight since no point spending 3hrs travelling & stay there for an hour & then go back..
~ After eating the food, Jenny drove us to a nearby hotel. Not bad for a "no-star" hotel! Hahaha.. Cheap & clean & convenient cos downstairs lots of food to eat!
~ Bought a lot of food from the "lok lok" van~ Damn nice!! Went back hotel, eat & drink beer (Jenny gave us 9 cans to drink cos they cant finish~)
~ Next day, took a cab to City Square & spent our time shopping & eating & cut hair~
~ Bought 2 sets of couple T shirts & 1 pair of Doraemon bedroom slippers! (So cute!)
~ Planning to visit Jenny again in Nov cos by then she will haf empty rooms for us~

5) Mahjong
~ Lately keep losing money in mahjong so not playing as yet..

6) Upcoming weddings
~ 25 Sunday 09: My pri sch classmate(Meiyan)'s wedding.. Excited! So happy for her! Advanced congrats to her~ Attending wif dear fren~~ More photo updates next week~
~ Mid Nov 09: My sec sch good fren (MengKeng)'s wedding!! Damn excited too~ Attending wif my BFF
~ 12 Dec 09: My cousin (Peiyi)'s wedding!!!
~ 1 Dec 09: My ex colleague cum current sch mate cum good fren ROM! Scheduled @ Esplanade ~ Humble House! Happiness~

Seems like many ppl getting married this year..When will it be my turn? ^_^

Ok more updates soon~~~~ ^_________^

Blogging freeze

Lately seem to haf a blogging freeze.. Onli gOt the mood to blog early in the day.. Now is 5am.. Am playing FB games & uploading photos & blogging..

Today slept till 130pm den wake up.. After tat watched TV & ordered McDonalds.. Been ordering Mac for lunch & dinner these 2 weeks.. As beibei is off today, we considered abt wat to do for the rest of the day.. I suggested either cooking or gOing out for steamboat & he decided on cooking. =)

Cooking has been my latest craze, dunno why keep having the urge to cook for the past few days. =P So after finishing our Mac & watching Guess x 3, we started surfing the net for ideas on wat to eat for dinner.

Finally decided on cooking:
1) Braised Ee Foo Mein with crabmeat
2) Fish (beibei own secret recipe)
3) Sze Chuan Chye Soup with tomato & pork ribs
4) Fried chicken popiah (Courtesy of my own recipe~)

Was slightly drizzling when we went out so armed with an umbrella & a trolley, we made our way to Giant. Reached there after walking for like 15min. Proceeded to buy our ingredients. Fish was not very fresh and the onli fresh one quite big. hahaha.. Ended up buying a beheaded red snapper fillet for the fish. Den he bought a garlic chilli sauce for the dressing. Bought veggies, noodles, chicken fillet, popiah skin etc~~ Bought my 8 days, newspapers, beer & some instant noodles oso. Total bill comes up to $70+~~

After tat made our way home. Reached home ard 8plus, beibei proceeded with cooking the noodles, soup & fish. And i started making the filling for my popiah. Hmmm.. The popiah recipe is my self-created one. =) I remember doing it twice, both time when i was 16, wif my best fren "xiao nao" --> Janice Ng. Hahaha.. remember tat time we were quite passionate abt cooking & went to the library to borrow cookbook. Somehow the onli food i rem us making is this dish. Made once and the next time was during my 16th birthday~~ (Got a few compliments if i rem correctly ^_^) Ahhh. sweet memories~~

Anyway i tried to recreate the recipe from memory, & added in whatever ingredients which i think would make it nicer~ So i used the following:

1) Minced chicken fillet
2) Diced carrots
3) Minced mushrooms
4) Minced onions
5) Minced dried shrimps (hei bi)
6) Salt, pepper, sesame oil, egg as the seasonings~

In the end, I only managed to finish my fillings when beibei has already finished all the other dishes. So we decided to eat the noodles, fish & soup first before making my popiah, which shall be kept as supper.

Dinner was yummy + sweet~ ^_^ beibei is reali a great cook (better than me~) & he can cut stuff faster and nicer than me~

But think beibei overestimated & cooked too much (2 big bowls of noodles) & 1 big pot of soup~ So in the end, we onli managed to finish half a bowl of the noodles, the whole fish fillet & half pot of soup. He wanted to throw away the leftovers but i scolded him for wasting food~ hahaha.. So i told him to leave them in the fridge and i will eat them for lunch & dinner tmr~

After finishing dinner, we started "bao-ing" the fillings using the popiah skin. Think my bao-ing skill is nicer thou~ ^_^ I oso overestimated the quantity so bao-ed all the fillings & kept the popiah in a tupperware & kept in fridge for future use. Beibei then fried the popiah.

End product: Sedap~~ hahahaha.. Ok lah, tasted quite ok. But would be better if i put in more sesame oil + add some water chestnut. Hmm.. Always got room for improvement so next time!! =)

After eating we watched our current fav show (Ji Du San Guo) online. Started chasing the show via DVD but we discovered that can watch online! So happy~ The male leads are all shuai ge can~ Go watch!! "Wu Hu Jiang" are the current craze in Taiwan~~ SwoOn~~~~

Ok, that's all for my rambling today~~ Now oredi 530am liao~ Trying to stay awake so tat i can wake up beibei later @ 630am~~ Oh ya, tis is the 1st Tues tat i nv go SB liao, thanks to him loh~~ -__-"

school is restarting..

damn sian.. no term break for me as i need to do retest last week.. Anyway school is restarting this wednesday.. Taking 3 modules (i think) for this semester.. Business Law I and Business Law II & Networking Management (i think)..

So sian of school! Hope i can finish soon~~

Public holiday

Today is public holiday. Holed up @ beibei home waiting for him to come back (no holiday for him as he is doing reservist as police)..

After he come back, went to Elias Mall to eat.

Boring day~

our first home cooked meal~

yESTERDay went to upper serangoon shopping center wif beibei.. After tat couldnt decide where to go for dinner & wat to do.. Initially beibei suggested going for steamboat or KTV.. But somehow i got no mood.. tired oso...

I suggested cooking dinner for ourselves as i found a few website which haf recipe.. So went back his hse and browsed the web.. Beibei asked me wat i wanna eat.. After much browsing, decided on salted egg york crab, creamy prawns, sweet & sour pork & tom yam soup..

Walked to Giant & bought our ingredients~ Damn heavy~ Spent abt $50 for all the ingredients.. Den went back home & beibei put on his apron & proceeded to cook dinner. I helped out wif preparing the ingredients and beibei was the chef~

Halfway thru, his cousin called him and asked him to go out for drinks later.. Arranged to meet @ 1030pm.. We started cooking @ 9pm and finally managed to finish everything by 1030pm... All the food turns out great, especially the soup & sweet & sour pork~~ Beibei's father eat together wif us..

Managed to finish all the food (except for the soup cos he cooked too much liao) It was great fun!!! Photos uploaded in FB..

Ended up drinking @ home cos his cousin fly kite which beibei has oredi expected. He told me tat he always fly kite.. Fly until beibei oso sian liao.. Haiz.. Cant understand some ppl. Asked ppl out but end up last min always cancel..

Haf a great day~

My best fren

This post is for my BFF.. My best fren since secondary one~ Bon voyage to u on ur HK trip! I juz wanna tell u tat i am sorry for neglecting u lately.. Will make up to u when u are back in spore.. I will miss u!!!!

Hungry~

It's freaking 5am & I am still online.. Reason being beibei need to be awake by 630am later and I'm supposed to wake him up later.. Cannot be late.. Scared that i cant wake up if i sleep juz now so decided to stay up till 6am so tat i can wake him up..

Juz now went for my accounting exam (supp paper cos i was on MC on the actual day last week).. Damn sian... Think sure fail liao.. Was never good in accounting back in poly days.. Hate hate accounting to the max!! Total 4 questions & i did onli 3..3hour paper but i finished in 1hr.. Juz give up... Tat's why so fast lo.. Hahaha..

After tat went for dinner wif beibei & didi~ They decided on Ajisen Ramen, which is not one of my fav place to eat.. But den lazy to think.. Ordered the volcano ramen.. Eat abt 1/4 den pass to beibei to finish off... Regretting now.. Cos am damn hungry~~ I'm always hungry early in de morning~ Hahaha.. And lately keep having craving for McDonalds Double Cheeseburger~~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

Nothing much this week so far.. Juz eat one meal per day.. Hmmm.. So sian~~ One more exam on Friday... Hopefully can pass ba... Term ends once i finished my exam on Friday~~ New term starting soon thou~~

Feeling so stressed up..

It's now 5am Sunday morning... Here i am blogging.. Couldnt sleep at all... I think is due to me thinking too much.. But no choice.. I really cant get to sleep.. All i can think of is my debts... How am i going to clear my debts which are mounting like mad?

I am like self destructing.. knOwing that the debts are mounting higher and higher, spirally out of control.. Yet I just keep on spending, lending people money.. What the hell am i dOing with my life...

Am feeling sick of myself.. Many interviews arranged yet i never go.. Not studying hard enough for my exams and not going for enough classes.. Sigh.. The only positive thing rite now is HIM.. Thanks to him for cheering me up everyday...

What has happened in these (almost) 3 months that I didnt even have time to blog? Lots... My birthday has come and go.. Officially 27 already.. The year i was supposed to get married, according to the fortune teller i went to when i was 14.. hahaha.. Suddenly feel very tired of life.. Haiz..

*Work wise*
Since I left tat shithole, tried working for 2 other companies but it did not last long.. The 1st one was @ HSA, as a temp HR.. Lasted all of 2 weeks.. The environment there CMI.. Treated like 2nd class citizen.. Hourly-rated somemore..

2nd place was @ Standard Chartered Bank.. The post was a one year contract.. The pay was good.. But I cannot adapt to the environment and job scope.. Left after almost a month there.. Since then, been gOing for a few interview..

Was shortlisted for a few but did not follow up.. Dunno what is wrong with me oso.. Anyway.. got 3 more interviews scheduled for next week.. I must buck up & make sure i go for the interview.. If not i think i can really file for bankrupcy liao..And my "beibei" promised to get me a present if i can secure a job within next week ^_^

*School-wise*

Gotten the results for the previous semester finally.. Gotten mainly B+.. So far so good.. But think tis term result sure die... Damn hectic schedule this term.. Luckily it has ended.. After i take 2 more exams next week... Sigh.. Supposed to take the exam this week but was on MC for 2 days of the exam so need to retake... Hopefully can pass ba...

*Love life*

Broken up wif BF of 2 years last month, after much struggle.. Hate to be the one to initiate a break up.. Is it me? Why cant i stay with a guy for more than 3 years?? He was good but not for me....

Gotten together wif my beibei recently.. Really glad to have found him.. More about our story in some other posts...

Feeling rather tired.. Will update soon..

feeling nostalgic....

been so long so long since i updated my blog... was thinking of all the things i wanna say ealier... been facing the pc... resistance... should i blog abt my last 2 jobs ince i left ACE?? or should i blog abt my new relationship? or myy feelings? or my debt woea???

Drink drank drunk.....

changes in my life..

dear frens haf been complaining tat i've nt been updating my blog lately.. sorry for neglecting u bloggie! i'm back!! it's nt tat I gt nothing to blog abt, juz felt tired all of a sudden! like many things to do when online.. sigh.. tis shall be a short one as i'm using my htc to blog while on my way to meet my dear fren for lunch @ meritus mandarin.. the biggest change in my life? I ended my relationship of nearly 2 years..jumbled feelings.. still out of job..though it's by choicw but money running out le.. ok more updates later..

Get over it...

Love is letting go,
even when you dont want to.
Love is letting her be happy
even when it doesnt involve you.
Love is being okay with just being friends
Love is being able to say goodbye
because you know its the best thing for her
Love is letting go

A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken
than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone,
and how you're moving on so fast,
while I am still living in the past.

Breaking up is not a stupid thing;
instead it makes you a better person
and realize your mistakes.

Letting go of someone dear to you is hard,
but holding on to someone who doesn't
even feel the same is much harder.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak!
It only means that you are strong enough to let go!

Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare
after having the best dream.

When you love him - truly love him,
how are you supposed to get over him?
I've tried everything possible ...
but I just can't. Isn't that what true love is?

I don't know what to do now that we're apart;
I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.

My biggerst fear is that one day
we will pass each other on the streets
and have an artifical conversation.

There is nothing sadder in this life than
to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you.
To watch the distance between your two bodies expand
until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.

Love is when you can't stop looking at him,
even if he'll never look back

What happens when he's your prince charming,
but you're not his cinderella?

Going crazy...

I hate missing you most of all.
When im sad and alone and all
i want is to see you.
And you never really realize all
i want is to waste some time with you.
But the problem is you
dont want to waste any time on me.

Love that we cannot have
is the one that lasts the longest,
hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

Even If I Already Knew You
Were Gonna Break My Heart,
I Still Wouldn't Change The Fact
That I Fell In Love With You.

I'm scared to lose you, and I don't even have you.

true love leaves a memory no one
can steal and a heartache no one can heal

It's good to miss someone sometimes,
even if it hurts your heart.

We are the perfect couple, we're just not in the perfect situation.

The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them.

Our sweetest songs are those
that tell of the saddest thoughts.

I keep telling myself that I don't miss you,
and that I don't love you,
hoping someday I'll believe it.

Technically i'm single
emotionally I'm completely taken
cause in my mind i'll always be his girl
even if he doesnt want me anymore

In my mind he isnt worth anything,
but in my heart he is worth everything

Loving you was my favorite mistake.

"Love don't cost a thing" except a lot of tears,
a broken heart, and wasted years

The 1st time i fell in love..

The moment I looked in your eyes I fell in love.
Every time I look I fall in love again.
I've looked so many times, and have gathered so much love. I have so much to carry with me I don't know what to do

Loving you is what I've learned so easily.
Trying to forget you is the last thing I could possibly learn because I'm deeply in love with you.

I would give up everything for one moment with you;
for one moment is better than a lifetime of not knowing you

I never loved you more cause
I never loved you less,
I dont love you now coz
I will love you always,
I dont just love you coz
I love you more than
I love you can say ...

The sun can have the sky and it wouldnt matter.
The night can have its stars and i woudnt care.
Tomorrow can be majestic yet remain empty,
for it simply wouldnt matter without you there.

Have you ever noticed that the worst way
to miss someone is when they are right beside you
and you can never have them?

I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast,
because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.

There are times when I cant decide
whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when
I dont want to see you because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me the way
that I see you hurts me even more ...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.


I hate the stars because
I look at the same ones as you do, without you.

Love

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone
because you're so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can't be together,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
in my dreams you're mine forever.

I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend
, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

When I Look At You My Heart Skips
A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart


You are always there for me
and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

Emotional...

How do you heal a broken heart?
I have no idea where to start
because everything I do reminds me of you.

first dates are awkward,
first kisses are heavenly,
first loves irreplaceable,
first heartbreaks are unforgettable

How come the one i wanted to
share my dreams with,
took my dream from me.

Don't make the same mistake I did.
Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving,
because one day you'll wake up from that anger,
and the person you love will be gone.

The hardest part of dreaming about
someone you love is having to wake up.

Love is a precious gift that
people try to hold onto until the end of time,
even when there is nothing left to hold.


Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...it might have been.

The hardest part of dreaming
about someone you love is having to wake up.

There is one pain I often feel which
you will never know because
it is caused by the absence of you.

Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...it might have been.

Who do you turn to when the only person
who can stop you from crying
is the one who is making you cry?

I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did i have to love so much?

The part that hurts me the most,
is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...

The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love
you have and knowing it will never be returned.

Its hard to pretend you love someone when
you don't but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do.

Short one

Juz a short update. Finally managed to update my blog till date le... Hmm.. Slept @ 7am this morning, woke up @ 1pm..

Been uploading photos & updating my blog. Very tired. Supposed to go DF tonight but dun think will be gOing liao.. tired...

Eunice jio me go eat steamboat... but a bit lazy to go out... How?

Past week updates

29 Jun 09
First day of new semester. Wan to die liao. Tis semester, studying on Mon, Tues, Thurs (In aug), Fri, Sat & Sun!! How to survive u tell me? Wan cry liao!! Zenon starting sch wif me as well. Met Andrine @ Sembawang MRT & took circle line to school. Met Zenon @ Hougang. Taking Organisation Design, Management of Information System, Intermediate Accounting & HRM this semester. Stressed. Mon taking accounting, my worst & hated subject. Dying.

After tat lombang Raymond car to AMK met Amy & went down SB. For the past few nites, been spending time talking to someone on the phone & getting to noe him.. Well... I dunno... Making myself confused again... Anyway, drank till 2am den left le.. Went to meet someone... Sorry amy for leaving u alone...

30 Jun 09
Supposed to go sch but never go.. Nite went Chambers & SB wif Amy, Eunice, Christine & Kash... Drank till closing then left.. Camwhoring again... Some weird things + stupid things happened tat nite.. Damn tired..

1 Jul 09
Got back some money tat i lend out.. Rushed day.. Took cab many times.. From Jurong West to my place.. Den my place to Raffles Place (Standard Chartered 2nd interview), den from Clementi to Science Park (interview). Den nite time from home to SB cab again.. Think i spent like $70 on cab alone tat day... Damn jialat.. Super tired... Went to many interviews for the past few days..

2 Jul 09
Got feedback from my agent tat SCB has decided to employ me! Will no longer be a slacker liao~ Supposed to get reference check. But tat damn bitch gave me a damn lousy reference. But too bad, SCB still wanna offer me despite tat lousy reference! So there! Went SB again wif Amy & Kenny.. Stayed till 4plus den go home.. Stupid me cried again @ SB~ Due to some meaningless quarrel.... Sigh... Enjoyed + Sad. Weird.

3 Jul 09
Supposed to start work but postponed to next Monday cos i got fever. Went down to SB @ nite.. Some stupid random thing happened. Ended up onli left myself in de end. Shared cab wif Max. Reached home, online FB den sleep.

MIA - Updates for last week.

Sorry for being mIA for so long.. hmmm.. been 2 weeks since i update my blog le... somehow when i logon, dun feel de urge to blog...issit cos i'm tired of blogging? not reali... quite a lot of things happened.. felt like letting it all out.. but juz cant seem to go thru the blogging when i am online... sigh...

22 Jun 09
Was supposed to go for an interview @ HP in the noon but did not. Why? Cos noon time went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to put my "ang gong". ^_^ ended up under-estimate the time to be taken and cant make it for the interview. My "virgin" time. How shd i describe it? Was damn gan cheong & scared when the actual time comes... Drank 2 bottles of red wine (buy from 7-11) before doing it so when i actually did it, was quite high (nv eat cos no appetite). Hmmm.. Been thinking of doing it for a long time and finally plucked the courage to do so. I put my surname, surrounded by a tribal design + my english name juz below it. Total damage? $180. Amy dear fren went down wif me, she went to extend hers. Hmmm... A bit fuzzy memory now but all i can remember is tat the feeling is like when i do my eyebrow tattoo. De pain is still manageable. Maybe because AMy keep talking to me to distract me, or cos de alchohol. =) Anyway my artist is shuai ge. I keep telling ppl tat when his hands hold my shoulder, I dun feel much pain (",) Oh, i put it @ my left lower shoulder blade. By the time it was done, is 5plus liao. Worst thing, I got exam on tis day & nv study, juz roughly read thru. Took cab down to Hougang & due to de drinks, I felt damn drowsy & drunk. Reached sch @ 7pm & finished de exam within 1 hr (supposed to be 3 hours paper). Last one in & 2nd to go off. Not cos i very smart to noe how to do, but cos i juz give up liao. But surprisingly, I managed to answer all de question. Damn heng, those i read thru actually came out. Hahahaha... After tat went down SB to meet AMy & Christine drink. Everyone admiring my art. =) Cant rem wat happened after tat...

23 Jun 09
Think i went to SB again.. Wif amy & Christine & Elric & Edward they all... Mad nite. Keep camwhoring de whole nite.. Hahahaha... Scandalous... After tat think i share cab wif Amy & David home..

24 Jun 09
Think i was supposed to go club @ Double O but many ppl fly kite. Ended up went to play mahjong wif NB they all. Won $80. Den went to Khatib meet my dear fren & treated her to zi char. Eat chilli crab, oatmeal prawns & one vegetable dish. After tat took cab home & rest. Nv go out liao.

25 Jun 09
Went for an interview @ Standard Chartered Bank, a one yr contract position. After tat eat dinner alone @ Chevron House. After tat went to Harry's Bar to meet Kash for some drinks. Christine, Amy & Eunice joined us shortly after. Den us ladies went down to SB, while Kash went off. Crazy nite of camwhoring again, Edward joined us for a while. Think i left wif Edward if i rem correctly...

26Jun09
Went to Illuma to watch transformers wif ex company. Movie nite event org by them. Saw many ex colleagues & saw those 2 bitches as well. Oh ya, supposed to get my final cheque from them but they keep delaying. Inefficient 2 pieces of shit!!!! After movie, meet Stephanie & AMy @ Bugis. Stacy joined us as well. Took cab down to Shenton Way, went Oasis. One ass came as well. Bored. Went down to SB shortly after. Stupid nite, whereby i realised tat there is no point in treating tat jerk good, and tat one of the ger is juz a bitch who trys to act princess only. Dun wanna elaborate more on de nite. But after tat, I nv asked those 2 idiots out anymore. Very tired nite.

27 Jun 09
Went to play mahjong. Second time play $1, $2.. Ended up winning $1110!!!! First time i win so much in MJ loh~~~ 1 person win all~ hahaha... Cos play shooter & win a few 5 tai & 6 tai~ Damn cool i tell u! I win zi mo "siao san yuan" loh~~ ^_^

After tat took cab down to SB to meet my dear fren, her hubby & her hubby cousin. Hmm. Interesting nite. Benedict (last time fr AISS) was there. Christine & Jason there as well. Amy working tat nite. Very fun nite cos keep taking photos & dear fren acc me~~ So happy!! After tat left ard 2am. Went to dear fren place to sleep. Reached her place oredi 3plus liao. Den talk on the phone till 7am den sleep. Sleep till 11am den wake up next day.

28 Jun 09
Went home & nua till evening time. Damn tired. BF came to help me set up computer table. Den went to eat dinner @ Sembawang. Den go home liao.

Why is it always raining on Sundays~~

Seems like it's always raining on sunday ya.. hahaaha... been a long time since i update my blog.. 1 week to be exact. =) Quite a lot of things happened within the 1 week ya...

Last SundaY: back in Singapore after my short trip to Manila wif BFF.. BF came to fetch us from airport.. Too many luggages to lug ard... hmm.. sent BFF back den went for quick dinner @ Khatib near dear fren place. gOt cravings for frog leg porridge.. but hor.. think the stall there closed down.. Ended up eating crab. Damn cheap & nice & many!! after tat went home.. Went out wif Mcleen & her bf, to Golden Mile one thai disco. Saw one of our senior from AISS. Working as a bouncer there -_-". After tat went to Parklane.. But by then i was drunk liao, cant remember the name of the place.. And Mcleen & BF juz left me alone, leaving me to take cab back alone...

Monday: Exam for New Venture Set up. Didnt really study. Went for 2 interviews if i remember correctly. Reached home, study for abt 2 hours. Multi-tasking by being online. Ended up reaching school ard 630pm. Damn unprepared for the exam. Sigh. Think can pass.. But wont do good this time round... Exam started @ 645pm, paper for 3 hours.. I finished @ 845pm.. Den took cab down to Boat Quay, to meet Jason, Kash & Christine for drinks. Damn stressed up over the exam.. Pretty soon, everyone left ard 1 plus.. Left me alone.. Ivan came to fetch me.. Was very happy to see him.. Loved his car.. (",)

Tuesday: Met my xiaoyi & biaomei for lunch @ Sembawang Shopping Center. Went Aston. Den decided to bring biaomei to wedding dinner wif me. Michelle's wedding @ Novotel Hotel. Total abt 22 tables. Her auntie is Lin Mei Jiao, sorta guest of honour... Oso saw Liu Qian Yi & another ex TCS actress. Went to rebond my hair before that.. Damn rushed cos by the time is done, oredi 630pm liao. Rushed home bathe den rushed to MRT to meet Zhu. Make-up on the train. Was damn fun tat day. We took loads of photos. Wif my new hairstyle, damn nice!! The food is quite ok. As a bit last min, Michelle arranged for me & cousin to sit wif her relatives. Tat table gOt 2 uncles & 2 aunties. One uncle the companion is a Filipino. He's like quite old liao but the filipino looks young.. hahaha... Anyway, this old uncle very nice, scared me & cousin not enuf to eat. Keep helping us to take food loh~ Damn full! Cos our table onli 6 ppl. Haf extra serving for everything! Left the place ard 11pm.. Walked ard Clarke Quay, taking photos. Den we took train back. =)

Wedneday: Exam for Contemporary Marketing. Again, not much revision done. Went interview @ Tai Seng Drive, @ Luxasia (Comestic + perfume + skin care product company). Was late so took cab down. Den went Paya Lebar meet my ex colleges for lunch (Minghua, Hui Sim & John). Janice not freee, so sad! We haf dinner @ Suki Sushi. Quite cheap. Set lunch. each person onli abt $9. After tat, i took bus to School. Reached ard 330pm den start studying for exam. Same timing, same duration. But i finished the paper ard 815pm this time round. Though din reali study, but wat i study maninly came out~ Heng sia!! Den BF came to fetch me ard 9pm. Lombang Andrine to meet her BF @ Sembawang as well. Too tired, went for dinner @ Sembawang Road, den went home to rest le. Told BF i wanna go put tattoo and he say as long as not too big still ok. =)

Thursday: More interviews. Went to Kian Teck Drive for interview, for the post of Regional HR Executive. Like the job scope & progression but scared i cant "shang ren" la.. Sigh.. See how ba.. The Luxasia ask me to go for 2nd interview on the same day. So mainly spent my time on transport. They wanted to offer me but at a paycut. Not very comfortable. So decided to forgo the opportunity... Oh ya, last Thurs went ot Jetstar to interview for HR as well. ^_^ but i find the location too far.... Not response so far on tat... Den the Bally one called me for 2nd interview thru phone.. Pending for answer oso... Been gOing to lots of interviews lately.. Hahahaha...
Went down to She Bang again for drinking session again. Wif Christine & Eunice & Lawrence & Amy.

Damn, whenever i meet him, i seem to spend alot of money.. Total spent like $200 tat day.. When will i ever learn? I realli wonder... Sigh.. Damn sad everytime after meeting him.. it's not his fault... The fault is mine.. I am juz so hopelessly........ Juz a simple compliment from him (i like ur bad, ur new hairstyle etc) and i am lost.. .Damn it!!!! Anyway, after gOing she bang, we went Oasis & Icon. Damn ati-climax. But tat day quite enjoy myself. Listen to a song i reali like = Nobody, by wonder gers. =) After tat shared cab home wif Amy.

Friday: Stayed @ home & nua. Went out at nite. Supposed to go dragonfly wif Mcleen & her BF. but damn it, kana dua by them again. Was super pissed off. Supposed to meet @ 1130pm. So i went SB first. @ 8plus to meet eunice & Kash. More compliments for my hair & make-up do. Den @ 11 i keep calling Mcleen. She never answer call den HP died. Called Vincent & he called back @ 1130pm. Say they on the way & will reach @ 1215am. Decided to stay @ She Bang & wait & see. End up, they onli msg me @ 1 plus say they reaching. Kaoz!!! I replied say oredi wat time liao, the Vincent still gOt the cheek say juz LATE A BIT. Damn. Mcleen has reali changed after being wif Vincent. So damn not steady!! I noe her for 13 years liao, she onli wif him for 3 months plus. Yet this is how she treat me. And is not the 1st time bangseh liao loh~ Sigh. Anyway. Aloysius was @ SB as well. SB sometimes reali sucks!! Always angry over songs issue. Anyway, went off @ 2am to Chambers to find Eunice. Left @ 4am to meet Andy.

Sat: Damn tired. Slept for 3 hours onli. Den nua online. Supposed to update blog & study. But never. Hahaha. Being emo online. Den meet BF. Came to fetch me to go for dinner wif his family celebrate Father Day @ Tong Le. Ala Carte Buffet. 2nd time there. Food was ok. Took photos using HP cos left my camera in bag & bag left in his car. Finished @ 9pm. Very full. Den went Safra @ Boon Lay to meet Jacky. Wanted to go KBox there but very packed. Den decided to go Jalan Besar meet Christine, Eunice & Kenny & his gf. hmmm... 2nd time there. Quite boring. But see some yandaoz. Played one round of pool wif BF. Den left @ 1am. He sent Christine & Jacky back. Den we went home. Damn tired.

Sun: Supposed to be studying. Tmr last paper. But no mood study! Juz now drink one can of beer & fell asleep. Wake up update blog. Hahahaha... die sia! Tmr gOt 2 interviews, one in the morning & one @ late evening. Tmr gOing to put my tattoo liao! Excited!!!!!! More updates tonight. Gonna hit my books le!

I am back!

dears! I'm back fr my manila trip! It's an awesome shopping trip wif my BFF. :-) basically shop n eat n shop shop shop! Didn't realise things are so cheap n cool there! Bought a total of 7 pairs of shoes man! N lots of clothes for myself, my family, my bf etc! Went wif one luggage, returned wif 2 luggages n 2 big bags worth of shopping! Haha... This time round, quite happy wif tiger airways. Flight was on time, no delay! Happily bought many liquors from duty free shop! Anyway, wanted to blog abt my pre-manila week, but guess i'm old le. Suffering fr memory loss leh. Haha. So prior to my manila trip, i was busy drinking at boat quay almost daily, play mahjong, go for interviews n go school i think. :-) all my projects haf been submitted. Received a 2nd interview via phone-overseas call fr hong kong-bally leather goods company. N went to visit a fren place for drinks last tues. Den thurs went chalet eat drink n play mahjong. Didn't
sleep whole day prior to my flight. Cos It's 555am flight n supposed to check in 2hours before. Scared i sleep n miss flight! Haha. So went for supper n den de bf picked up BFF n den go budget terminal. Juz in time. Haha. More updates abt my trip later!

I am back!

dears! I'm back fr my manila trip! It's an awesome shopping trip wif my BFF. :-) basically shop n eat n shop shop shop! Didn't realise things are so cheap n cool there! Bought a total of 7 pairs of shoes man! N lots of clothes for myself, my family, my bf etc! Went wif one luggage, returned wif 2 luggages n 2 big bags worth of shopping! Haha... This time round, quite happy wif tiger airways. Flight was on time, no delay! Happily bought many liquors from duty free shop! Anyway, wanted to blog abt my pre-manila week, but guess i'm old le. Suffering fr memory loss leh. Haha. So prior to my manila trip, i was busy drinking at boat quay almost daily, play mahjong, go for interviews n go school i think. :-) all my projects haf been submitted. Received a 2nd interview via phone-overseas call fr hong kong-bally leather goods company. N went to visit a fren place for drinks last tues. Den thurs went chalet eat drink n play mahjong. Didn't
sleep whole day prior to my flight. Cos It's 555am flight n supposed to check in 2hours before. Scared i sleep n miss flight! Haha. So went for supper n den de bf picked up BFF n den go budget terminal. Juz in time. Haha. More updates abt my trip later!

Some interesting email from my BFF...

这是前两天收到朋友转寄来的一封email哦！
哈哈～蛮有趣的嘛！

很多朋友应该也有收过了吧!
收过了没关系，
没收过的就来玩玩吧！呵呵～

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^o^ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

大陸農村給小孩子取名.....
可以看一下自己的'小名'叫啥喔!

大家都知道大陸農村給小孩子取名叫狗蛋、狗剩、小栓什麼的!
是為要給孩子取個賤名比較好養活、不生病..
但是大家不曉得取那些小名是有ㄧ套民間法則的～
(根據出生月份和日期起名字。)

根據陽曆（西曆）生日中月份：
1長　2栓　3大　4來　5狗　6守 7傻　8福　9屎　10二　11胖　12臭

根據生日中具體日期：
1娟　2妮　3腿　4娣　5球　6坑　7年　8歲　9娃　10毛 11剩　12姑
13英　14妹　15肥 16霞　17狗　18虎 19花　20鳳 21定　21村　22蛋
23妞　24牛　25木　26翠　27愛　28財 29石 30美　31發

比如說：
5月22日生就叫狗蛋
11月18日生就叫胖虎
9月6日生…要叫『屎坑』耶~~~

●可以看一下自己的'小名'叫啥喔! 哈哈～

So mine is 福　娣... Dunno wat it means though~ =)

on my way to chevron!

am now trying out blogging using my htc touch cruise. hee.. so far so good. m in bf car, on our way to his workshopworkshop bbq @ chevron. looking forward to my manila trip wif BFF tmr! my luggage all packed. bf'll stay over @ my place tonight as he'll be sending us to airport.. my flight will be @ 555am, need to reach @ 355am loh! fainted. haha...haha... afternoon haf a minor scare when I can't find my passport, luckily managed to find in de end! ok more updates later. reached destinationdestination le.. hee...

MahjOng + SB on Saturday

Saturday woke up late, supposed to meet dear fren & Jones @ Chong Pang @ 1pm to help in dear fren's maid agency matters.. Ended up meeting them @ 3plus, go directly to dear fren's maid agency branch @ AMK.

Dear fren came to fetch me & in her car, tried out my HP GPS. Great!

After spending some time in her shop, decided to go back to Sembawang Shopping Centre for dinner. On our way, picked up xiaoyi. The 4 of us went to Aston for dinner. Food is nice as always.

After tat, dear fren drove me home. Then Edward jio mahjong, wif his new colleagues. They were late! Played 2 rounds & win abt $40. After tat, one of his colleague (Eugene) sent me to boat quay cos i meeting dear fren AMy there. Dear fren (Fiona) supposed to go wif me but think too late for her le. Oh ya, sidenote: Happy 3rd year wedding anniversary to my dear fren!

Many people were there in SB. Saw some familiar faces. Hmm.. David was there & he was drunk as usual. Tried to kiss me -_-"

After tat, one of Amy's fren sent us home. Ard 5am den reached home. Tired!

Friday - Clubbing @ DF

Hmm... Last Friday, some waitress-fren from She Bang jio to go Dragonfly. Noon wake up, den so happened tat my dear fren Amy called me. Hahaha! Both of us like xin you ling xi~ Asked me if i wanna go see see look look @ tatto shop wor~ So i told her one of my fren suggested the one @ Tiong Bahru Plaza. The artist is supposed to be a "da shuai ge" loh~

sO we arranged to meet @ AMK MRT station @ 330pm. Sigh. After so long of not gOing out together, dear fren still cant kick her habit of being late when meeting me! -_-"
Finally reached the destination @ 5pm.. Cos dear fren late & met me onli @ 415pm~~

Was very nervous when we approached the shop. Shuai ge inside!! The artist name is Alvin & the shop name is call "Think Tank" or something. =) He asked us to think of the design we want.. After like 2 hours, finally decided on wat to put! (Will keep tis under wrap first, in case i back out again. hahaha..)

Made an appointment for next Monday, after i am back from my Manila trip, cos he is fully booked till then~~

Christine came to find us & i psycho-ed dear fren to go Dragonfly wif us~ =) So dear fren bought a dress from little matchger & den we went to eat @ KFC. After tat took cab down to St James. Met up wif Angelia, Irene. Weilun was there as well wif his frens. As all tables are reserved, we shared space wif them initially. Opened 2 bottles of martell in total tat nite, shared by 5 people, so total is abt $80 per person...

Irene saw some of her frens there wif table, so we juz bunked in. My dear Hazel came down wif her hubby to acc me~ Haf a great time chatting & drinking & taking photos wif her~~ Saw one of my old "MU" kaki (Stephen) there as well, turns out he nOes irene~ hahaa... so qiao can~ One of the manager from MU (Ah Poh) was working @ DF as a manager as well, but think he dun recognize me. =)

Interesting nite, wif many people being drunk. After tat, went down to SB abt 1plus cos all drunk & left le. Dear fren met her BF there & left shortly after. Den i met my gf (Stephanie) & Edward @ SB. Mr Aloysius was there as well, wif his wife. Initially din see him, till he use mic to call my name~ -_-" Treated me to some sweet & sour chicken rice.

Den Edward sent me back. Very tired when i reached home.

A scandalous Thursday nite..

Went out wif Mr $ & the gers. To She Bang. Supposed to meet @ 730pm but overslept. Reached onli @ 8plus. Ash was there when i reached. Eunice came shortly after, followed by Mr $ & lastly, Eunice's BF. Edward came to join us for a while as well.

Originally supposed to be a great nite out wif frens whom I haven met in quite a well but the nite went badly (not for me, but for the rest...) A few sad things happened.

1) One of the waitress @ SB lost her HP. In her HP, gOt a few photos we took earlier in the nite. Damn nice loh but now lost forever.

2) Juz discovered tat one of my gerfren was cheating on the other ger, wif her BF. Very bad.

Left wif Mr $, sharing cab & he told me some stuff (sorry, privy to me onli so cant comment too much here).. But i was damn shOcked abt the scandal thingy.. I din nOe abt it, until Friday morning when i saw the sms from E. Sigh. Mr $ oso sms me the same thing, said tat E sms him as well... In the sms, she juz mentioned tat she n her BF broke up last nite.. Cos apparently, her BF is in love wif A and has been wif her for abt 2 - 3 weeks oredi...

My goodness. Dunno who to feel angry @. The guy, for hooking up wif his GF's fren? Or the poor ger's "fren", who actually has been seeing her "sister" BF on the sly? This is damn scary. Imagine tis happening to u... Who else can you trust??

Juz hope tat my dear ger will pick herself up & be brave...

Me new HP + Clubbing

Yesterday evening, went to Chong Pang to buy my new handphone. Till date, tis is the most expensive phone i haf bought for myself. =)

The model: HTC Touch Cruise
Price (w/o contract) : $740
Price (+ early termination) : $640
Price Paid (Plus trade in) : $500

!!!! It's ultra nice i tell u! New model (3 months old) wif preloaded GPS map. Will come in handy after i passed my licence & gotten myself a car~ Touchscreen phone wif many functions, using Window Mobile technology. Damn cool! Will upload its pic into FB soon~~

After buying the phone, bought dinner & went to beloved xiaoyi place for a while. After tat, rushed to school. Took cab from AMK. Die! Lately keep taking cab~~

Wasted my time gOing to school. Not our turn to present. Hahaha. Reached @ 8pm & left @ 930pm. After tat, took train to Clarke Quay to meet Stephanie & Eunice.

Clubbing time @ Double O~~~ Long time never go there dance le. =) But the service there damn sucks loh! So many bitches & thOse farked-up bartenders!

Anyway, originally queued up for the free drinks but too many bitches ard. So ended up the 3 of us juz ordered drinks ourselves. Total abt $36 per person loh. Damn drunk! 24 tequila shots + 3 jugs of vodka orange! Hahahah... Saw Sean & his fren there...

Party till 3am when it closed, den we left for She Bang, meet Christine & her "BF" there a while. I was too drunk. Forced myself to drink 3 boxes of milk. =)

Den a fren of mine came down to fetch me home. Reached home oredi 6am le... Damn tired. Slept till 1pm wOke up.

gOing out again later. =)

Feeling stressed

Somehow feeling very stressed up. Noon supposed to haf an interview but never go. Not very keen. Looking for Sales executive. Haiz.

Feeling stressed over my studies workload + exam. Time is running out but i cant seem to pick myself up to do my stuff. Damn.

Tonight should be gOing double o after school. Should i?

1 June 09 - 3 June 09

1 Jun 09

I resigned from de boring place liao! Cannot stand the boredom & the "2nd citizen treatment" there! Went to dear fren house in the late evening, bearing lots of food for her. =) Took cab from my place cos carrying too many things.

Stayed till 6plus, den went to Northpoint to meet my BFF for dinner + see HP. Haf our dinner @ Teppanyaki. Nice. Den after tat take cab to AMK to meet a fren take something. Den after tat Edward jio me go drink. Since i still got balance @ She Bang, decided to go down.

Juz the 2 of us + Angelia was working. Finished almost half a bottle of Martell. Damn sian. Jio many ppl to come out drink but they are not free. Tired. Took cab back & reached home @ 12plus. Damn hangover again. But ok la. No more working liao mah. Hahaha

2 Jun 09
Went to RE to submit my timesheet + return badge. Den after tat went to a company @ Fuji Xerox Towers for interview. Before that went to RHB to pay my school fees. Damn stupid me. Lost my way & took a cab from Cecil Street to Fuji. Bad feeling when i reached there. They advertised for "executive positions" but ended up is like for Financial Advisors loh~ Waste of my time. Co name is "Strategic Partners" selling prudential products. Seem like a scam to me.

After tat, took MRT to Khatib to meet my dear fren for lunch + chatting. Den we went to see HP. More or less decided on buying "HTC Cruise" after much thinking. cost abt $500 nett. New model (3 months old). =) Will be buying on Wed or Thurs. =)

After tat, went for an interview @ NCS. Wah lau, waited for 45minutes for the interviewer. And my agency give me wrong info leh. They are looking for Payroll Executive loh. Hmm.. Location is great but den i dun like doing purely payroll. Well. More interviews to go ba.

After tat, NB came to fetch me to Andy place to play mahjong. Played 3 rounds. Win $40. Den he sent me home. Reached home ard 2am. Cook maggi mee for dinner (cos no time for dinner earlier) den played game & watch TV till 5am.

More backdated entries for May 09

After my hp died on me, lost my mood to blog.. Damn sian.. So gOing backwards:

27 May 09 (Wednesday)
Took no pay leave, stayed @ home to prepare for my project presentation. One down, one to go. Presentation not tat great. Stupid lecturer has high expectation + is obviously biased towards one of the group. Damn angry wif him.

28 May 09 (Thursday)
Went to work. Boring as usual. After work, went for an interview @ Leng Kee Road. Company name is called "Bally" --- Selling branded leather goods. Quite accessible. Nice manager. But very small headcount in Singapore. After interview, went to She Bang to meet Eunice + Ash. Drink, drank, drunk. Till 2am den go home.

29 May 09 (Friday)
Took no pay leave again. Cos got 2 interviews to attend. One in the morning one in the evening. De one @ late morning - - Foreign investment bank (Commerzbank). Very nice & central location. Looking for HR advisor. Think i am underqualified. Took cab to the interview place, cost me $20! Waste of time & money loh. Spent juz 30 minutes there. Think i screwed up the interview.

After tat, gO to Sentosa for my next interview. Wif Amara Resort. They are looking for HR Executive. The manager is damn nice. Nice working environment as well. Only concerns are the location (a bit troublesome) & it's a 5.5 days work week (alternate saturday off). Spent 1.5 hours there interviewing wif the manager.

After tat, went to Vivocity for shopping. Den went to meet BF. After 1.5 mths of not meeting. Hahaha.. Went to Taste of Thailand for dinner. Den went Adrian house to play mahjOng. Wah. Lost $300! But onli pay $50, balance paid by BF. He never ask for the money from me so nv return him as well. =) Played till 2am den went home sleep cos tmr gOt project meeting.

Sidenote, BF is getting his car tmr. Toyota ViOs. Told him me & BFF are gOing Manila next next week and he say he will send us to airport & fetch us back. =)

30 May 09 (Saturday)
Took train to AMK & den cab to classmate house in Hougang to do project. Spent a productive 3 hours there. Den BF came wif his family to fetch me in his new car. Hmm. The way he drive leaves a lot to be desired. =) Unsteady leh~

After fetching me, went back to his place to fetch his father & brother to go for dinner. Originally intended to go Changi V. But there was a huge jam & we cant find any parking. So ended up gOing ECP for dinner. Eat stingray, sotong, satay etc.

After tat, he sent me home. At my hse, he asked me the question again, when i wan to get married to him. Me? I juz act blur & avoided answering the question again. Not sure wat to say. Do I wan to get married to him or not? I haf no answer at tis point of time.

After tat, went to Shenton Way to meet Mcleen, her BF, Bryyan & Christine to go club. Very late den go out, no more train, so took cab to fetch Christine & den go to Oasis. Wah, cab are damn ex. $36 & she onli returned me $7. -__-"

Originally planned to go Sabai de, but tat Bryan say go Oasis den after tat go Sabai. But end up never lo. Sad. My interest in gOing, lies wif someone who is there: Eric (shuai ge). So sad never get to see him loh. Hahaha...

Den Mr Chow was @ Icon, beside OAsis. He came to joined us. Cos he is my fren, I feel bad if to offer Vincent's drink to him. So no choice, I ordered 3 jugs of beer to treat. Damn sian. Spent $84 on the drinks loh. =__="

Something irritating happened there but dun wanna elaborate le.. Anyway, we drink till 6am den left.

31 May 09
Went to meet BFF @ Bugis for lunch + pray pray for our upcoming trip. Damn hangover. So not much appetite. After tat took cab home wif BFF. Den BF came to meet me @ 730pm. Decided to go AMK Hub for dinner. Eat dian xiao er. Wanted to see HP but never see any tat i like. Intended to go for movies but too late.

Went back & reached home ard 11pm. Asking me abt the marriage thingy again...

Stupid handphone!

Was blogging halfway n my stupid hp juz died n restart on its own! DamN stupid. Now suddenly low batt! kaoz! Will blog when i'm home. diaoz

Backdated entries

Tuesday was my first day of work. Was damN tired cos went play mahjong on monday till 4am. Thank goodness for red bull, which i drank 2 cans of. Was late for work for ten min, due to stupid train keep stopping in btw stops. De manager was nice. Name is priscilla. As mentioned, my new job is at health science authority-stat board, as a temp hr exec. It's a temp-to-perm job, whereby work as temp for 3 mth n maybe convert to perm thereafter. Well. My duties there as explained by pris is to assist in de data migration from peoplesoft to sap. Other than tat, will be helping wif other backend hr duties. Tis dept is manpower n recruitment. All de staff are new. Pris was there for 2 months. One guy logan (perm-fren's fren of pris) was there for 2 weeks. Amy (backend like me) öso 2 weeks. Jenny (similar to logan's job) started on monday.. All 3 of us girls r thru recruit express. After talking to them, realised they öso not v keen in being temp. Anyway. First
day quite sian. Do a bit of data verification n help ppl take pfile. Bored. Many things such as access card n email login not ready for me. Haiz. Haf lunch @ nearby @ 230pm. DamN sian. Cos cant smoke. Sob. Checked thru phone directory n realised 2 staff whom i rem fr csc time still there. Haha. Anyway, left office ard 630pm.. Went home. Den went play mahjong wif bf's fren (bf dunno). Supposed to meet bf but he busy wif some presentation. Sian. Lost $300. Reached home faster sleep. DamN tired.

Sorry, sorry man united!

Haha! Was overcome wif happiness n gloat as i read de newpaper today! "sorry sorry man united" how apt is de tagline. :-) been a while since i followed soccer religiously. Hmmm. My fav is still my arsenal (",) but barcelona will always haf a special place in my heart. Why? Not cos they beat de crap out of de sorry manure. No! Is cos most of my fav n beloved arsenal players joined barcelona after leaving arsenal. Ie my one n onli beloved marc overmars, nice haired emmaneul petit, talented thierry henry, juz to name a few. :-D n to win man u? Priceless! DamN happy! So wat say u, man u fans-friends of mine? Dun cry for me, barcelona! :-P

Lack of sleep. DamN sleepy!

Am now still on my way to work. DamN tired but forced myself to wake up @ 715am to prepare for work. Stupid mrt keep stopping ard amk.. Zzzz.. Think will be a bit late.. DamN.. Sleepy! Haf to meet bf tonight for dinner n den after tat rush my project liaO.. Ultra tired now! Heng got a seat @ amk.. Oh ya, side note. DamN pisSed off wif some stupid ppl on fb loh! Miss-know-it-all!

School daze..

Due to some last min changes, will be starting work on tuesday instead. Woke up @ 2am. Cooked instant noodles, do some project den left for school. Prior to tat, went to amk to deposit all my cheques, den took bus 74 to go school. Reached @ 445pm n did my project in de library till 645pm. Hmmm. One of my classmate juz resigned without a job.. Zzzz.. After school, lombang raymond's car home. Den met michelle to take wedding card. Turns out she's 4 mth pregnant oredi, which explains why she sms me in apr saying she's getting married in jun.. Another shotgun marriage. Haha. But better than de last i nOe of, de one which is de "romantic outdoor wedding dinner". At least michelle's one got style, to be held @ nOvotel hotel.. Den after tat, she sent me down to andy's place @ yishun, as i got mahjong session.. Played 2 rd from 11pm to 3am, juz as per my estimation. Won $60 after 4hours of "hard work", despite being "baO-Ed" for a wu tai, being de gunner for
another wu tai n a few si tai.. Haha.. Heng.. Slept @ 4am..

My sunday...

Managed to wake up @ ten.. Proceeded to take cab to yishun meet my xiaoyi n cousins @ de dentist. Routine check.. Almost 3 yrs nv go there liaO. Haiz. Dentist ask me to go back for follow up in half a yr time.. Costs $45.. After tat, we went yishun mrt there to cut hair. Trimmed my hair a little. Paid for by beloved cousin. Den we went to a new restaurant @ northpoint call "BBQ Chicken" for lunch. Hmmm. Not bad de food. Ordered 2 main, 1 salad n 1 side dish. Total $50.. Treated them to lunch.. After tat, rushed home to continue my project. Supposed to meet bf but cant finish my project so told him meet on tues, which is today. Hmmm. It's been 1.5mth since i last met up wif him.. Strangely, dun reali miss him.. Did my project till 2am den sleep.. Yawn..

She bang on sat nite

Ended up going out on sat nite to she bang, after completing half of my project. Met up wif stephanie, my new found fren, at raffles place at 930pm. Tat "someone" keep msg me, saying she managed to borrow money from her colleague to go drink. -_-" so i told her to meet @ she bang.. Amy was working tat day, i told her aBt wat happened last tues.. DamN sian.. After a while edward joined us. Den david told me he coming as well. Dear fren msg me say she wan come as well but waited till flowers died she öso nv come. Sad. Den bryan came as well. My "fren" reached at eleven n shared a barrel wif her.. Den she say wan go off @ 12plus. !! DamN jialat loh. Lately always like tat. Jìo me come down den she keep leaving early. Sigh. Anyway wan to go den go loh. Sick n tired liaO. Played till she bang closes @ 5am den we go off. Tat edward is one kind. Say share cab. But onli pass me $10 yesterday n today.. Total cab fare is $30 loh. Haiz. Anyway. Reached home
almost 6am liaO. Stressed cos got dentist appt at 1030am on sunday.. Fell asleep while sms-ing..

Very sleepy in school..

Am now in class, hearing de boring n underqualified lecturer droning on n on aBt financial management.. So so sleepy.. Today nv start work.. Will start tmr instead..

bOring Saturday

Woke up @ 1pm. Trying to complete my group project. Damn sian. One more project due on Monday. Left today & tmr to do nia... Sad loh!!

Feet very pain (due to the cut yesterday) & stomach pain too (DYM visit me on Thurs..) keep chain smoking sia.. Haiz.. Oh ya, dun wan buy cigarettes from Sembawang MRT 7-11. They always give me wrong ciggies de! Damn it! And i always realize it onli when i am opening the pack -_-"

Oh! My trip to Manila wif BFF has been confirmed! Damn happy & excited cos it'll be our 1st time there~ Aileen should be back during tat time, so she should be meeting me there, show me ard (Aileen is our ex colleague @ CSC, Filipino!)

Trip details:
Date: 12 June 09 to 14 Jun 09
Flight: Tiger Airway morning flight @ 555am (damn early!) return flight @ 335pm
Hotel: Best Western Astor Hotel @ Makati City

Decided to go via Tiger cos it's like the cheapest. Round trip costs $210 per person after including all the baggage, tax, insurance etc.

Decided on Best Western due to the price + reviews on the Internet. It's $124 per nite~

Received confirmation for all liao. So happy man!! But since i will be working, will be taking one day of no pay leave~ =)

Juz now received a SMS, very sian. "someone" ask me to go She Bang drink wif her, say she is very sad. And expect me to pay for the drinks first. Damn sian loh! Till now, she still owes me $110 for drinks money leh. Keep promising say will clear all. Till now, still owe loh! I told her i no money. Now considered still jobless leh! Ask her to find someone who can pay for the drinks to go wif her. -_-"

Dunno wat to do later? should i go out? or stay home guai guai do my project???

Yesterday...

Went to meet up with a headhunter yesterday noon... @ Far East Square, Spinelli Cafe. Hmm.. Discussion went quite smoothly. After tat, took MRT home, faster prepare my last OT & transport claim form.

Took MRT down to Parkview, reason is to collect my cheque plus all my other belongings. Jones waited for me, to help me carry some stuff. Den took cab back. Total 5 bags of stuff loh~ To think i oredi cleared off 3 bags on my last day.. hahaha..

Den @ nite, meet Mcleen + Vincent + Stephanie to go St James. Damn jialat. Wanted to use my fav Hugo Boss perfume, which i put inside my wardrobe. In my haste, as i was running late, accidentally dropped the bottle & it smashed into pieces! =( Damn sad can?! I think i juz use a bit onli, more than half a bottle leh.. Damn...Now my room smell damn expensive & nice loh... =(

Worse part was my feet was cut by those smattering glasses. Damn painful~ tOOK train to AMK & den take cab to Tionga Bahru Plaza to fetch Stephanie to go St James.

Went to Dragonfly. Mcleen & BF were there oredi when we reached. Mcleen signed us in as she is member. Damn packed place! 3 of us shared a jug of vodka orange & graveyard. ($71 sia) Den Mcleen BF keep passing us martell neat to drink.. -__-"

Shortly after, they left first, cos her BF was drunk. Sigh. Left me & Stephanie, feel very sian. Wanted to find Vanessa @ Boilers Room but too packed & crowded.

Ended up taking cab to Boat Quay & went to She Bang again. Hahhaa...

Both of us shared a bottle of Chivas. Saw Weijian *mahjong kaki* there. he was wif his frens and they joined us shortly after. Edward came down as well.

Drank till abt 4 den shared cab back wif Edward.

Thursday night out wif de gers

Thursday, wOke up in the noon.

Went to 2 recruitment agencies. one for prelimary interview, the other to sign off my contract. Went quite well for both.

After tat, went down to Kampong bahru to meet Eunice, Christine, Ash, Joe & Kenny for drinks. @ this place call "9 Pub". Quite bOring place.. Not many people. But beer is quite cheap & can sing sing sing since noone fight wif us. =P

Took photos (Eunice insisted, saying tat she wanna show people we are finally out of BQ. -_-") Hahahaa... Den Eunice BF came down to join us. Ash asked her fren to join us as well. Me like light bulb wor... hahaha..

Drank till they close shop, den went on to Lunar, for more drinks + dancing. Ash was quite drunk by den, so she left earlier (w/o telling us! Sad)

Left the place ard 4am... Went for supper with one of Kenny's colleague (think his name is Alvin) @ nearby Mcdonalds.

gOtten all my results for last semester liao~

Wednesday, waited for Andrine to go school together. She stayed back late for work, den took cab to Sembawang lombang me to go school. School starts @ 645pm but we onli reached @ 830pm. =P

Managed to finish my prooject in time... Oh ya, went to school & realised that all the results for last semester is out:

Total Quality Management : A-
Leadership : B
Motivation & Workplace Behavior : B-

Hmmm... Quite satisfied with my results, considering that all my exams & projects are completed last min =) Hopefully can get good results for this current semester as well~

After school, went to meet Mcleen & Vincent. Turns out tat Vincent house is damn near my school!~ Went down to Boat Quay. Bryan went as well, brought one of his ger fren (Stephanie). Made a new fren!

Went She Bang, ordered one barrel of beer & finished ard 1am. Den went down to a Thai disco @ Shenton Way, juz next to Sabai Sabai. Name is call "Oasis 68".

Hmm... quite like the place cos they play techno songs when there is no live band! Been a while since i can dance to techno le~ Damn missed my days in musicunderground loh! =P

Treated Mcleen & Vincent to 2 jugs of beer there... Stayed till 5am den Vincent dropped me off @ Hougang & i took cab home. Damn drunk. Throw up when i reached home. Very sleepy, fell asleep in the cab.

Reached home @ 5plus...

I gOt a job!

Continued from last entry:

Received many missed calls everyday, from recruitment agencies. On Wednesday, received a call from Recruit Express (Melody), asking if i would be keen in a "Temp-to-Perm" job offer. Meaning for 3 months, i will be working as a temp staff, with an hourly salary. If the company find me suitable, they will then convert me to a perm staff. Hmmm... I said ok (economy now bad..juz work work see how ba..)

Then Melody told me tat this is a Stat Board job & she will send my CV to her client. 15 minutes later, she called me back & told me that "her client has shortlisted me to START WORK on next Monday"~ hOW fast is tat! Almost cant believe leh, dun even need to interview. hahaha.. Anyway, the client is HSA (Health Science Authority), located @ Outram Park. Mon to Fri, 830am to 6pm..Will be working as a temp HR Executive, in the staffing department.. heard tat i will be doing contract renewal and admin and filing.. Will be starting work next Monday le... Wish me good luck ba~

Am supposed to go down to Recruit Express to sign off the contract.. actually gOt one more interview @ Gul Road.. But rather lazy to go.. hahaha... I think i will try out tis HSA job first, see how, if no good den change again ba... =)

20 May 09

Project due date for my individual project. Forced myself to wake up @ 12pm today, to complete my project which was due. In between rushing the project, continued sending CV.

19 May 09

3rd day of not working. Supposed to do my project but cant seem to find the urgency or mood to do it.. Ended up, meeting NB, Andy & Edward to play mahjOng @ Edward place..

Won $140 in total, but wasted some taking cab down to Boat Quay to meet some supposed fren. Getting reali irritated & angry @ some "frens". Hello... I m not ur BF or ATM k? What do you mean by telling our fren to "not worry abt paying the bill for one barrel of beer, since Joanne is coming down later?"

Was reali pissed off when E told me wat u said to her. Am i reali so nice & generous to de extent tat people wanna take advantage of me? I guess so. But no longer gOing to be an idiot liao.

Anyway reached there ard 12am. Weilun was there celebrating his bday. Some unpleasantries happened. But sigh. Dun wanna dwell on it. C left @ 130am. E left @ 230am. Left Bryan to entertain me.

Left the place @ 4am, sharing cab wif Weilun, who was drunk as usual. Damn tired when i reached home.

18 May 09 - Monday drinking session

Skipped school on Monday to try and settle my project, which was due on Wednesday. Nua-ed @ home, den went out to meet Christine & Kash for drinks @ She Bang... Eunice came down shortly after & Kash left shortly after as well..

After tat, Sean came down to join us.. Den we went to Jab1 to continue the drinking session.. Marcus was there as well.. Very happy tat day, cos get to sing many songs~

After tat all of us went for supper @ the coffee shop nearby but i couldnt finish my noodles.. Thanks to Eunice who help me to finish off...

Then Eunice left & Christine left with Sean.. Reached home @ 6am+.. Super tired..

Lazy day..

Hmmm.. It's my 2nd day without working. Still feeling great so far! => planning for my trip to manila wif BFF in jun at de moment. Excited! Received a few calls today fr recruitment agencies. :-x wake up, online send cv, msn chat plus cook porridge for lunch. Hmmm. Played some online games as well. Tmr need to complete my school projects liaO. =) now on my way out going to meet christine for some drinks. lalala!

My weekend trip to Batam~ (Day 2)

Day 2:

Our trip includes a buffet breakfast, from 7am to 11am. Managed to wake up @ 830am. After washing up & packing some of our stuff, went for our breakfast. Wore our swim suit inside & after breakfast @ 10am, decided to go swimming.

I decided to go for a manicure + hand spa before going back to Singapore. so booked my appt & den went for a half an hour swim. My appt is @ 1030am, costs $38 (before 10% discount)

Took more photos + swim, den went for my manicure. Not bad the service. Do till 12pm den rushed back to our room to finish packing & check out.

Transport was here @ 1230pm. Detoured to another hotel to pick up another guest, den back to Batam Centre ferry terminal. After checking in, went to Mega Mall for lunch + bought 2 T shirts. BFF bout J Co donuts. Apparently, the donuts are cheaper. Haf our lunch @ Godiva Coffee. Damn nice. We ordered a set lunch, consist of 2 glasses of root beer, 1 chicken burger + 1 mui fan + fries. The rice is damn nice. I ordered additional 1 beef burger. Delicious! The fries is damn yummy too!

Supposed to board ferry by 140pm but we onli boarded @ 210pm. =) BFF fell asleep in the ferry again. =P

Reached Singapore @ 5pm. I bought a more sturdy luggage @ Harbourfront. Onli $29! Den BFF meet her fren to take PC charger + reminbi (cos she flying off to China today). Den we went to Ding Tai Fung @ Juntion 8 for dinner. After tat, took cab home. Tired!

The trip is overall relaxing + fun but i felt tat it was too short! 2 days 1 Nite~ Many things we didnt get to do~ Wanted to go to the beach + more swimming @ the pool + there are many sea sports tat we din do!! =) Next time, will go back again & do more! =)

The total trip costs abt $300 in total (lodging + transport + spendings + food) but i guess it was worth every single cent! =)

Will be uploading my photos in FB soon~~

Den last nite, met Darren for supper @ Yishun.. Reached home @ 12am.. Came home, send out more CV~ =)

Den check out airfares + hotel, for me & BFF upcoming trip to Manila in June 09!

My weekend trip to Batam~ (Day 1)

After resigning from the shithole, juz nice i am gOing to enjoy myself! Our ferry is @ 1050am. And supposed to check in by 950am. Supposed to meet BFF @ Sembawang mrt 1st cabin @ 850am. But i was late for ten minutes due to diarrhea in the morning. So meet BFF @ 9am. She reached juz as i reached. =)

Took train to Harbourfront & managed to reach there @ 10am. Faster check in & den went for quick breakfast @ the food court there. I haf roasted meat + duck rice. The meat are damn nice & i loved the soup~~

After tat rushed to check in. Went to the duty free shop & bought 3 packs of ciggies for the trip. The ferry trip is abt an hour. Spent my time uploading photos to my PC & taking photos.

Day 1:

Reached Batam Centre @ around 11am (Batam Time). We haf a private car to fetch us to the resort. Hmm.. Feels like VIP! =) More photo taking & in a while, we are in the car. On the way there, took more photos. BFF dozed off for a while -__-". The car trip is abt 45min & we reached the resort @ 12pm (Batam Time). Wow! Impressive view~ Nice lobby & all. Our bellboy helped us to check in & then showed us to our room. Sianz.. Turns out we haf booked the chalet style room, instead of the more luxurious rooms cos the agent nv tell us!! Hahaha... But nvm, nOw we nOe liao, next time come again will upgrade~

Gave our bellboy a tip of $4 & he was quite happy~ Started unpacking & planning our itinerary for the day. Lazing in the room, watching tv, it was 1230pm (BT). Itinery as follows:

1) Book a cab to go town (Nagoya Hills Shopping Centre) : 2pm to 5pm
2) 1 hour massage: 6pm to 7pm
3) BBQ Buffet Dinner + Pasir Malam : 7pm to 10pm

So we called the lobby to book our cab, massage & dinner. The bellboy (Hendro) offered us a tour of the resort. Nice. He showed us the luxurious room + deluxe room. N the 2 pools + Spa place. Damn nice & relaxing. Loved the views there~~ Took many photos.

After tat we took the cab to the shopping centre, given 2 hours to walk walk. Went to exchange money. Changed $75 in total each.

Firstly haf to settle lunch. BFF saw A & W and was very excited. I was rather apprehensive.. Cos go Batam eat A&W? -_-" Nevertheless gave in loh~ hahaha.. kinda regretted it. Cos we ordered the fried chicken set + mixed bowl rice. Not nice. Onli curly fries & rootbeer float nice loh...

After lunch went walk walk. BFF bought a bra from wacoal. Me? Bought a "Burberry" pouch, a "Chanel" belt, "Dior" sunglasses. Damn cheap!!! Den bought a Pikat Amboung (tapioca cake) - my fav. Supposed to buy Kuah Lapis but out of stock. Wah, the roads there are scary, no traffic lights de!

Den our cab driver came to fetch us @ 430pm. Back to the resort by 5pm. Den went back to our room to rest a while, then went for our massage. Took more photos. Both of us choose the traditional indonesian massage, in a couple room. It costs $58 (before 10% discount) for both of us. The massage is not so bad but my bruise (when i fell down on Thurs nite) become bigger after the massage. Hahahaha... BFF fell asleep again.

After massage, we straight away go to the BBQ cum Pasir Malam Place. Wah.. Need to walk along a bridge to get there.. Quite scary cos it's dark oredi.. and along the bridges are lights (using fire), juz like the torch of fire in "Survivor" -_-" Both of use damn scared loh~

By the time we reached there, I was breaking out in cold sweat ^_^ Was expecting to see more people but.. Hmm... Not tat many ppl... Kekeke.. The food is quite ok... But dun tHink is worth the price we paid ($27 per person). Ordered additional young coconuts for our drinks.. Hmm.. I quite enjoy the BBQ prawn, fish & the vegetables. The satay is so so. The nicest display should be the salad bar.

They haf a few stalls selling souvenirs (quite boring stuff..) and live entertainment. The 1st show was some guys (said to be natives) singing acapella songs. Their voices are very good!! Loved the singing. Next up is a band from Hong Kong (but all looked Malay-Indonesian loh~). Nice singing as well.

BFF keep sneezing.. Think she is sick again.. So decided to go back to our room after we finished eating.. Think we left ard 9pm... The walk back is juz as scary!
-_-

Went back to our room & watched TV, drank vodka, den watched my "Lan Qiu Huo" on my laptop. Both of us shared a bed. Many mosquitoes in the room!

Updates for the past 2 weeks...

7 May 09

After work, went ot Arirang Korean restaurant for Jones's belated bday party. Went to buy his presents during lunch time @ Bugis Junction. Present shared by group costs abt $130, shared by 9 people: Me, Sam, Hui Sim, Minghua, Janice, Clara, Elina, David & Stacy.. Till now, still gOt one person (my idol) haven pay me back. Anyway, we bought a Bilabong leather wallet for him & a shirt from Natural Project. I bought a separate shirt for him @ 77th Street. Dinnertime, onli Minghua, Janice, Clara, me, zenOn & Jones went. Waited for Sam till 8pm but he could not make it...The food was great as usual..eat till ten plus... Den i went down to She Bang to meet Weilun. Quite enjoyable lo...Opened a martell....Left @ 2am & met Darren @ his place downstairs..Shared cab wif Weilun. Reached home ard 4am.. Was quite drunk.. remembered tat we went to eat supper + go sembawang park for a while..

8 May 09

Was late for work for half an hour.. After work, went to meet Christine @ She Bang.. Reached ard 8plus..Gary came as well.. Den Weilun came down wif 2 of his frens (Justin & Jason), saw tat Alex as well. Damn pissed off wif him. Drunk again. Went off @ 2 plus, shared cab wif Weilun.

9 May 09

Wanted to go back office to work, but Nian Beng they all jio mahjong, so went to play mahjOng @ 2pm.. Played 3 rounds, won $150, played till 9pm @ dear fren place. den NB sent me to Partyworld @ Yishun Safra to meet Pauline for KTV. Sang till 12am.. Went home, den meet Darren for supper. Went to geylang for my fav dim sum supper. Den chit chat till 4am den go home..

10 May 09
Went back office to do work after i woke up in the noon. From 2 plus till 630pm, den took cab rushed home to prepare to go wedding dinner (Chaoquan) @ the legends. Me & dear fren were late.. Overall, quite fun & entertaining...Took MRT home after the wedding.. Slept @ 12plus...

11 May 09
Reached office early but bitch was late as usual. Was busy in the office the whole day, rushing payroll & all. No time to do my revision. Supposed to have exam tat nite. Quite sian. Left office onli @ 615pm. Continued my studying in school. Haf exam @ 815pm. Managed to finish the exam @ 915 though it was a 1.5hr paper. After tat lombang Raymond car to go home. Met Darren for supper after reaching home..

12 May 09
Think i was on MC today. Nua @ home & then meet Christine & Kash @ She Bang for some drinks. Sean jOined us as well. Hmm... Christine was quite drunk tat day, heard tat she kissed $ on her way home in cab. Hahaha.. From SHe Bang, we went to Jab 1 for a while. Left ard 1plus. I went to meet Darren @ his place, den went for supper. Den went home.

13May09
Was very tired. Late for work. Whole day hang over. Never went to school. During lunch, went BHG to buy present for Zenon last day tmr. I suggested doing a photo collage in a frame for him. So went BHG to buy a frame. Bought his bday present there as well. Sheaffer's pen. Costs me like $36. Left office @ 630pm, to go Khatib to meet BFF, to settle our short trip thingy. Stupid MRT spoilt @ Bishan to AMK. Reached AMK @ 730pm & no train service. Met BFF there. Decided to take bus to Khatib. Waited damn long for bus & when we finally boarded, it was damn packed. Stupid bus driver quarrelled wif some passengers. Onli reached Khatib @ 845pm. Cannot take it, so took cab to Sembawang Shopping centre. Stupid cab driver almost lost his way. Finally reached SSC. Went to Astons for dinner. Den did a bit of shopping @ CottonOn. Then took shuttle bus back. Very tired. Stayed up late to do Zenon farewell gift, as it was his last day the next day.

14May 09
Haf a farewell lunch for Zenon. Went to Siam Kitchen. Before tat went Bras Besar to develop the photo collage. End product is nice. Midway thru lunch, went to collect the photo. Presented gift to him.
Anyway, tendered my resignation at the end of the day. Long story. Anyway, it's for the best, cos no need to endure the bitches animore. It's a immediate thingy as i was told mine is a confidential position + access to sensitive documents. So she offered me salary in lieu. Great. if i haf noe, I would haf tendered long ago. Anyway. Haf been working non-stop since i left SPE in 2006. Am gOing to rest & relax for a while before actively gOing to look for a job. and can concentrate more on my studies too. Packed my stuff (4 bags) but still left some. Will go back over a weekend to take ba. Sms my (ex) colleagues abt my immediate resignation. Touched tat many of them replied in concern & asking me to keep in touch. gOt a few concern calls as well. Well. My company & colleagues are great. Except for those 2 things in my dept. Anyway, all in the past.

Took a cab home to put my stuff, den went Sun Plaza to meet BFF to book our trip over the weekend to Batam. Initially wanted to go Harris but turns out to be fully booked. Agent say will check for us which resorts haf available rooms & let us nOe tmr. After booking, bought some clothes from my fav shop @ Sun plaza @ the moment & then BFF treated me to KFC dinner.

After tat, went home & den 2 hours later, met Darren for supper. Finally! No more seeing thOse evil bitches!!!!

15 May 09
No work, so woke up in the noon. Felt refreshed! =) nua @ home, den went to meet dear fren for lunch @ Sun Plaza @ 3pm. Haf our long awaited Sakae Sushi buffet & she brought baby Jayden alOng~~ Now i realised the hassle of having a baby~ =) Baby keep disturbing dear fren from having her lunch.. but den, when u see its sleeping face, all the trouble is worth it~ BFF sms me to tell me tat our trip is cfm & we will be gOing to Batam Turi Beach resort. =) went to collect our new tickets after lunch. Hmm costs slightly more than Harris~~~

After tat went home to change & meet Christine & Sean @ She Bang. Was late for abt half an hour (sorry ger). Weilun & Justin was there as well. Ryan (long time fren) came to find me & chit chat for a while den he left. Den @ 12 like tat, we followed Sean to "Beds" @ MS. First time there. Saw Lawrence (drunk) there. Bryan came to find us a while. Christine was drunk (as usual). One of Sean fren sang a duet wif me. Boy! He sang reali well! Den the idiot Jacob came to find me. Sean fren supposed to send me back but Jacob ask me to go wif him to Sabai Sabai. Went down there, long queue. So i fly kite & left w/o telling him. Think he damn pissed off. Hahaha... Reached home @ 4am. Quite an enjoyable day~~

quickie!

Last nite went to attend chaoquan wedding dinner. Was held at de legends. Dear fren n i were late, missed de march pass n 1st speech. :-) by de time we reached, oredi serving 1st dish. Food is juz normal. Drank red wine n left at 11plus. Took mrt back n reached home aBt 12. Did my ot computation n slept at 1.. Tis morn woke up early n reached office at 830. Manager on half day n bitch was late. Came in onli at 9. Guess it's her usual timing. bleah! Still wanna lecture me on punctuality!

Mahjong!

Am now rushing to dear fren place for mahjong wif her duak, nb n eye candy. :-) very sleepy for de past few days. Feeling stressed.. Cos monday having another exam. No time to blog aBt past 2 days.. Yawn!

Quick updates during smoking break..

Wah lau! DamN pisSed off at work loh! Managed to reach office at 840am. Tat no good "AM" reached onli at 9. I wonder.. If i late i haf to minus my ot hours, she late den how? Unfairness! Today, she keep trying to pin some errors on me. Say wat some staff nv rec extension letter la, payroll do wrong, leave do wrongly. Hello! All is not my fault k?! For extension, is plo colleagues nv send me de appraisal despite several reminders loh! Den payroll, my calculation is correct, den she ownself think she very smart, go change to wrong amount. Dumb ass! Den when she do checking, update discrepancy den nv follow up n send to vendor. When i send some report to vendor on tues, she öso nv tell me she got a separate report (keep insisting she did. Kns!) so i onli send my own report. Now wan blame me. kaoz! I not ard, she cant send meh?? DamN jialat. Nv check payroll myself den now so many prob! Stupid woman! Den leave i oredi updated den say i nv.. Ah! DamN pisSed
off now!