"clubbing" at she bang

As mentioned, went down to she bang wif BFF last nite.. She brought along her uni fren, whose name i cant remember. :-| christine was there as well, wif some of her guy fren.. I managed to reach there at 1145pm.. At first, it was very crowded n we onli got a standing table near a game machine.. Told de waitress tat i wan a sofa seat n she managed to get one for us. Hmmm. Shared a bottle of chivas n a barrel of beer btw de 4 of us. I öso ordered some sotOng ball as my dinner. We spent our time playing dice game "bluff" n "5, 10". Managed to take some photos. Christine was quite drunk n think she left aBt one plus. Prior to tat, she was going ard, making frens wif "shuai ge". :-P one of de guy she talked to, i noticed for quite some time. Maybe it's his tattoed body tat draws my attention ba. :-| dunno why, lately was quite attracted to guys wif tattoes. Managed to find out tat he's cousin of one of de waitress there n tat his name is alvin? He's not
particularly good looking but has a very "man" n "bad boy" look to him.. N i think he sings quite well. Haha.. A few "interactions" wif him-firstly, after i finished a song, he smiled at me n toasted his drinks wif me, followed by BFF. Next, thanks to BFF, who was playing pool n öso for not knowing how to sing "chuan shuo" aka legend, sang a few verses n den passed de mike to him quite randomly. It's a duet song btw, so i got to sing wif him! :-D his frens were clapping at de end of de song so i guess we sang quite ok ba. :-P n he shook hands wif me at de end of de song. How cool! Haha.. Den, when it was time to leave, he smiled n nodded at me. I'm smitten! :-D ok, enuf of my swooning.. Something exciting happened to BFF wor.. Christine got to nOe a guy who she say shuai n wanted to intro him to me. Being de shy ger i am (dun puke leh), i "siam" into de toilet. Later, i realised tat christine den brought BFF to intro loh.. After christine was gone, the
guy came over n try to pick BFF up. Funny conversation:"eh, p****** rite? Where's ur fren? (BFF forgot christine name) eh, u mean my tat fren? She left le. (later learnt tat his name is gary) gary: oh. Wat's her number? BFF: eh, i dunno leh. Gary: nvm, wat's ur number den?" by tis time, i was laughing to myself, tis gary guy so lame loh. Wan nOe my BFF still use such a clinche n roundaBt way to ask for her number. Haha.. So did she give him her number? Yeah! BFF was quite drunk by den, n öso due to some weird "leg numb" incident tat occurred before she came over, she did. Yeah! First "yan yu" encountered while clubbing wif me! We sang quite a few songs n BFF got quite emotional at one point of time n dropped a few tears. To cheer her up, i bought my "virgin" stalk of rose for her. Hey! First time i buy flowers hor, for a girl somemore! BFF, if u're reading tis, make sure u're touched hor! Cannot throw de flowers away ah! :-D den, as always in her
drunken stupor, BFF started her "lecture" on love n life n de "unfortunate" student is her fren. Haha.. Got quite loud at some pt of time loh.. kekeke.. Remainder of de nite passed quite peacefully. I managed to play 1 rd of pool loh.. We stayed till closing (5am) n shared cab back wif BFF. Reached home, knocked out, worried tat i cant wake up for driving lesson today. But proud to say, i woke up at ten n i'm oredi on my way to ubi now. (though i'm late still) haha.. Shd be going back to office to bring back laptop, do some work etc. Overall, last nite was fun! Thanks to BFF for providing me much entertainment hor! :-D

Project presentation!

Was very tired yesterday.. Slept at 11plus.. Might be de effect of too much alcohol n stress.. Didn't eat dinner for de past 3 days n today.. Sigh.. Woke up when alarm rang but still very tired.. Msg boss to say i'll be late.. Den wasted money taking cab down.. Did onli a bit of work.. Spent most of my time finishing up my group project, which is due for presentation today.. During lunch, Went to renew my PDL n put money into my RHB account for school fee payment.. Went back continue wif project.. Finally finished at 530, den rushed down to school.. Reached at 625.. Some "ppl" giving me attitude. DamN sian. Tot of having to see de face for 1 yr + makes me feel repulsive..i nOe i might be in de wrong partially.. But hey! Wat's up wif de high n mighty superior attitude? Wat i've told u are all facts wat. DamNit lar! Irritating! Spoil my life! Haiz.. Anyway presentation went ok.. Got minor stage fright as usual.. Our group is not de best but öso not de
worst i feel.. Whole presentation dragged till 1020 den ended.. Haiz.. Next up, worry aBt my individual project.. Next fri due n i haven even started.. So stressful! On my way back to office to put my laptop, den going to meet BFF go she bang.. Too stressed n upset.. Tmr driving at 1130am.. Hope can wake up.. Probably going back office to do some work after lesson ba..

Thurs-on leave again.

Cant wake up again. Haf some family prob as well. Woke up at 11. Talked to aloysius. Talked to alex. Asked me to help him buy hi card. Met them for lunch. Den acc aloysius for car inspection-toyota wish. Den went sembawang park nearby ktv pub at 4plus. Ah john joined us at 5plus. Drank 3 buckets-15 bottles btw 4 of us.. Reached home, continue do project. Tired. Sleeping now.

Wed-half day, skipped school, went she bang

Was too tired. Rushed project till late. Woke up late, went to tiOng bahru to meet johan n dear fren for lunch. Yujian couldn't make it. :'( sweet johan went back indonesia lately, brought me my fav ambong n 2 packs of ciggies for me. How nice! We went rajah inn for lunch. Haf a great time catching up. How i miss him n dear fren! Reached office at 230. Nua till late. Spent my time doing project. Been neglecting my work lately. Feels guilty. Sian. Left at 7 to go she bang. Intended to do project there but moodless. Met christine there. Alex was there as well. Later, eric came down wif his 3 frens. Den david came at 12plus. Asked ex duak to join me n he did. Den a fight occurred involving alex. Police came. I went back at 3plus, ex duak sent me back on his bike. Nv eat dinner. Tired. Worried.

Tuesday - mc

Was on mc on tues. Morn wake up feet very pain.. Went to a tcm for treatment.. Spent $40 yet no conclusion. Now still pain. Spent my day at home doing project.. Went to ktv wif dear fren at amk. Continued doing project there. Quarrelled wif a sensitive n unreasonable person over msn. I oredi tolerate her mood swing n remarks very long liaO. Juz lost my temper over her stupid, insensitive remarks. Bully. Dear fren would nOe who. Anyway. Left at 12plus.

Monday-tired

Woke up at 5am.. Spent time making breakfast.. Managed to reach office very early.. Brought laptop to work, to do my school project.. Dear fren's duak came to my office for interview.. Showed dear fren my office.. Left office at 630.. Meet bf for dinner.. Quarrelled a bit.. Did project till 2am..

Sunday-driving, work, she bang in tis order.

Woke up onli at 1040am.. Was supposed to haf driving lesson at 11am.. So faster bathe n took cab down to ubi.. Change back to my original instructor.. Wat a relief.. He say i'm still ok loh.. Not as bad as he expected. Think de new david muz haf said tat i'm lousy ba. Haha.. I was late, reached at 1130.. Sian.. 30min eaten.. Anyway after lesson i went back office to do work. Went dorothy perkins n bought some dresses.. Spent above $150 n rec their complimentary member card.. Left at 530 meet grace for dinner at sakae. Den meet amy n david to go she bang together. Very happy loh.. Cos lawrence n ivan joined us later at she bang.. Wow.. Impressed by lawrence's pool skill leh.. N he sing well too.. Played de toy machine n managed to get 4 soft toy, of which one give to francis n one give to grace.. Took photos!:-) left earlier than de rest, aBt twelve plus.. Cos ivan wan to send me back.. Very very happy dat he came..

Saturday mahjong

When at she bang last fri, francis-one of de boss, ask if i wan play mahjong on sat.. Told him ok.. So on sat, jìo nian beng n dear fren's duak to play. Bf went as well. Nian beng played 2 round den left.. I played for 3/4 round, den dear fren's duak came n took over.. Played from 230pm till 2am.. Btw us, total lose aBt $200.. Very pisSed off wif bf.. He wan me to pay $80.. Best la.. When win $300+, i onli get $50. Now lose i haf to pay more.. Sian. Next time dun wan play liaO.. Anyway tat francis very funny during mahjong.. Many jokes.. Both nian beng n dear fren's duak got win loh..

Friday-she bang n mahjong

huisim they all came to work at parkview instead of plo last fri.. Because of de bCp exercise.. So went for lunch wif them n my usual gang at fish n co.. I reserved seats for 9 pax but end up 12 ppl turned up-3 uninvited ppl.. Super sian.. So end up din get to talk to huisim, cos she at another table.. Managed to take some photos.. After work, went down to she bang wif david at 6plus.. Got to nOe a girl there.. :-| david opened a bottle.. Saw a**x there as well.. Left at 8plus, cos supposed to meet minghua n kelvin lee for mahjong at nite.. Took cab to kelvin lee's place.. N spent 4 long hours playing 1 round of mahjong (30 cents 60 cents, winnings to be divided by 2)... Win $13 in de end, utterly tired after so long.. Was very bored during de game, so took some photos of my winning tiles. :-/ anyway, since de winning is not enuf to cover my cab fare, called bf n he agreed to come fetch me.. Waited half an hour for him alone.. Went for supper nearby..
Den went home.. Slept immediately.. Too tired..

Thursday-ktv wif BFF

Back to office after 1 day of leave.. Quite pisSed off.. Why? Cos on tues nite, i brought back some work to do, which boss say is urgent. Managed to finish my payroll.. Öso supposed to update some contact list. I update till very tired, left one dept not done.. So i emailed whatever i've done to them, n ask evil one to help wif the last updates. When i came back to office today, boss told me, tat yesterday when i not ard, there are many issues n the 2 of them very busy, so evil one din do de update, n can i pls do de rest of de updates n email out asap.. Wat de fuck? I on leave n 2 of them still in office, still cannot cope meh? I muz be REALI IMPT loh.. Anyway evil one told me she not feeling well at ten am n will be leaving early. When i came back fr 8th floor at ten thirty, she's oredi gone. So i ask boss isSit she go see doc. N she say no, she took urgent leave.. Boss den told me she not feeling well öso n will be on half day leave.. Wat de...!
Everytime go on leave at de same time, leaving me wif all de shit in office.. DamN sian.. Anyway, guess wat? I found out yesterday tat de evil one applied her leave as half day loh. Now i nOe, leave office at 1030am is still considered half day. So good. Anyway, i left office aBt 6plus i think.. Went home to change n den Went down to meet BFF at amk.. Went to usual kbox.. Sang till 12plus den took cab home..

Busy.. Updates for exam last wed

Been reali busy for the past week.. Been meaning to update my blog but no time.. Some quick updates.. Went for my tqm term exam last wed.. Took exam leave tat day n spent 5.5hrs studying for it.. Paper start at 645 n end at 845.. I reached there ten min late.. But luckily managed to complete de paper n submit by 815.. Hmmm.. Quite heng.. I studied de powerpoint slides which one classmate got from our lecturer.. Which is heng, since de questions mostly fr there.. Tis paper is 40% of our grade.. 4 questions, each 10 marks.. The first question is aBt quality n ethics, which i studied quite thoroughly, so shd be quite ok.. 2nd question is aBt japanese way of managing quality n we're supposed to elaborate the "5 Ss", which i managed to study n rem de definition.. 3rd one is on leadership n power, which i managed to recall most of wat i memorized.. De last question a bit jialat, on japanese quality management thingy again.. ABt de 7 waste.. Cos though i got
study, out of 7 points, i onli rem 4... Anyway at least it's over.. Hope i can pass ba.. The final paper will be on 25 mar.. No more last min hug buddha leg le.. Very stressed.. After test, went for dinner wif classmate n one classmate who lives opp my block gave me a ride back.. Very tired after my test.. Meet up wif someone after tat... *secret*

It's been a while...

didnt do much posting these few days.. As i was too busy wif my test, work, going out & stuff..

Why do i get some irritating & idiotic messages in my tag box? Hey. If you dun like me or wat-so-ever, den juz stay away from my blog lar. Insulting people on their looks are so lame. Even if you are pretty, handsome, skinny, so wat? It's obvious tat u haf a dirty & evil heart. So juz drop dead!

OK! Feel much better now. Hahahha...

Pre Exam Jitters

I am so damn stressed now!

Exam starts @ 645pm, 2 hour paper. 4 questions... Just studied based on tips given by lecturer..

Started studying from 12pm till now (530pm)... 5.5 hours... Wrote down notes... Now hands aching....

2nd day of Da Yi Ma... Coupled wif exam stress.... Hope i can pass leh~~ 40% weightage...

Wish me good luck frens!!

I going to prepare to go out now~~~

Dying!!!!!

Busy Day + Stressed over mid year term paper...

Today is a very busy day.. Yesterday reached home @ 12plus & slept @ 1plus.. Onli managed to wake up @ 750am today.. Took MRT to work & reached office @ 9am.. Late for half an hour..

Saw a Mac breakfast on my desk & guessed tat it's from XXX... He very funny loh.. Left the receipt in the carrier.. After lying to me for like 1 month, finally bought me my breakfast.. But hor, I requested for Big Breakfast, delivered is $2 breakfast -____-"

Once reached office, spent my day doing my 2nd round payroll + contract renewal + BCP contact list updates... Very very busy... Went to lunch wif Su, Yi Kee, Jones + Zenon @ Haji Lane, to this place "House of Briyani".. Nice cafe but the food is juz so-so.. But expensive leh.. $6.50 for the briyani...

After lunch went back to office & do the same as before lunch.. Bought 3 pieces of cake on our way back.. Wanted to give one of the cake to "someone" but de someone "bu ling qing"..Fine... Gave it to XXX loh...

AFter work, wentto Orchard to meet dear fren cos she need to collect her camera (which she spoilt during her recent trip to Bintan -___-") & after tat we went for dinner.. Dear fren treated me to Sushi Tei for dinner. Very nice food (Thanks dear fren!!) & was very full loh~ Happy until forget to take any photos.. ^_^

During & after dinner, dear fren filled me in abt the current gossip in her company (which is oso my ex company).. ALl i can say is: I am very glad to have left the company.. Too many evil people ard now.. Many office politics... Those whom we tot are good people last time turns out to be very bad & evil...Scary loh... Anyway, dear fren! Endure for 1.5 months then u can go for ur long long 4 months leave le~~ *Envious look*

Dear fren let me feel her stomach, very cool! ^_^ Cant wait till Jayden is born loh~ den can dote on him! =) Oh ya, forgot to tell you, Pauline ask me to say hi to u & ur Jayden~ *Waves Hi~~*

Dear fren oso told me some "funny" stuff abt her in-laws loh... The most "cannot-make-it" thing tat her in-law told her hubby is this: after baby is born, he muz bring the baby to their house to let them see. during the confinement period. !!!!! I was like -______-" when she told me tis loh~ Where got in-laws (or old people for tat matter) be so duak & dense de??? How can baby go out during the 1st month de? kaOzzzzz.... They all like bully my dear fren loh~~~~~~ More & more pissed off the more i think abt wat dear fren told me today...

From the stories she told me, it makes me realise one important thing, that is when gers get married, we muz nOt onli juz see how our hubby-to-be treats us. One important factor to consider is his mother i.e. future mother-in-law. Best is muz find one who is very nice or at least nice to u lo...

We chatted till 9plus, den i took cab & send dear fren home.. Reached home @ 10pm & have been doing some work, which i brought home to do... Juz managed to finish... Going to start on my revision for my "Total Quality Management" exam tmr...

On to my studies... Tmr I have a mid term exam... Very stressed now.. Cos haven reali revised fully... Requested for exam leave from my manager this noon.. Told her i got an exam... She say ok, juz tat muz submit supporting documents.. After tat i applied thru eLeave & my AM asked me why i take exam leave... I was like "Duh -__-" of cos is cos gOt exam rite... Hahaha... Anyway i juz told her i oredi informed manager & she ok liao... So she LL loh...

Today is oredi 18 of Feb liao.. Very stressed... Cos one of my project is due on 27 Feb 09 & the remaining 2 individual projects are due on 6 Mar 09... Suddenly feel like not enuf time to do leh... Sigh....

Den my driving test is on 20 March... Anyway i changed back to my old instructor liao.. cannot stand the new David... Will be having my next class this Sunday.. Sigh.. Think this weekend cant go out liao... Muz settle at least one of my project by this weekend... Stressed...

Somemore... these 2 months spent too much... too much drinking + socialising i suppose.. My credit card debts is almost $2K le.. Sigh... Wat the fark am i thinking then... Stress!!!!!!!

*Back to hit the books liao.....*

Top One KTv

Yesterday took half day leave, reached office at 130pm. Spent de day doing payroll verification.. Haha.. Someone juz made a mistake again. I juz discovered tat a staff whose last day is in dec 08 is still getting paid leh.. If i nv discover it yesterday, dunno when she'll be paid till loh.. Wat a "great" ass mgr she is eh? Anyway. Went to top one ktv at 7pm wif jones (operation), zenON (sme), yi kee (apollo) n minghua(telemarketing) yesterday. Strange combi eh? :-D all fr diff dept de.. Haha.. Quite enjoyable ba..other than someone who fly me kite.. Haf singing urge yesterday so jìo ppl loh..

Sunday - Part 2

Went out for dinner just now for post V Day celebration. Decided to go to Ashton Specialities @ Sun Plaza - A Western fOod restaurant, which is cheap yet serves delicious & generous servings of food.

Reached there abt 8pm. As usual, there is a long queue outside the restaurant.. But we managed to get a seat after 10 minutes of waiting - cos so happened that they haf a table for 2 & those in front of us, mostly haf like 3 - 6 people . ^_^ That's the advantage of going out for dinner wif juz 2 people.

Anyway, I ordered the same food as i did the 1st time i was there - Prime Rib-eye, which comes wif 2 side dishes of your choice (similar to Kenny Rogers!) & costs $13.90. I chose onion rings + pasta salad. BF ordered Teriyaki Chicken steak wif onion ring + corn on a cob, cost $6.50! Both ordered an IBC Rootbeer (basically some ulu brand of rootbeer tat comes in a bottle - $2.20 each) & we shared a Jerky Beef Burger ($5.50) Total bill came up to $30.30, which i personally feel is dirt cheap loh~ No GST, No Service Charge + Large serving of quality western food + nice ambience!

Must go try it someday people! ^_^

After dinner, went walk walk. Went to Challengers & saw tat they haf some 3-in-1 printer on promotion price. So i got myself a HP Printer cum Scanner cum copier~ (F2280) Price: $119.00~ Comes wif a free Norton Antivirus CD + 1 year warranty~ Justified the buying by telling myself i need it for studies purpose -_-"

Reached home @ 10pm & spent the last 2 hours watching tv & uploading some photo~

Oh ya, yesterday see the news, next year is Tiger Year.. Good year to get married wor~ Especially on 14 Feb 10, which i think is the Lunar New Year Chu Yi? =)

My Valentines Day yesterday...

My gift to him..




His gift to me..








Steamboat Dinner @ Bugis..



Food










Gift from BFF...

Sunday blues...

Slept @ 3am yesterday, after reaching home from my midnight show...

Quite sian yesterday during the movie.. cos sitting next to one loud + noisy + fat Malaysian ger.. Who keep on making stupid comments abt the movie & reading out loud the chinese subtitles ... -_-"

Keep using her fat elbows to knock into me & thighs keep over her boundaries.. And the couple seated in front keep moving in their seats... Pissed...

Anyway the movie is not so bad... Juz tat the environment i am in sucks... read a bit of my library book when i got home but too tired...

Woke up @ 3pm this morning... These 2 days, keep dreaming of Sam leh... -_-"
Anyway, wake up & spent my day surfing net + reading my book. Finished one!! Very good book, funny + mind provoking...

"20 Times a Lady - A Novel by Karyn Bosnak"

Delilah Darling's magic number was supposed to be twenty. She always thought she'd find the perfect guy by the time she'd slept with twenty of them. But when she wakes up naked in her disgusting boss's bed after a drunken night out, she's filled with regret - and realizes she's hit her self-imposed limit. Unwilling to up her number but unable to imagine a life of celibacy, Delilah does what any girl in her situation would do: she tracks down every man she's ever slept with in a last ditch effort to make it work with one of them.

A hilarious romp through Delilah's past loves, 20 Times a Lady proves that in the end, numbers don't matter. True love will come when you're open & ready to accept it

I find this book very very interesting... Imagine urself in Delilah's shoes. Would you do it? Track down ur ex-es & try to make it work? Makes me think abt my ex... A story for my next post... As i am rushing out now.. =)

More photos later~

Valentines Day celebration...

Due to my late nite out on Friday, onli managed to wake up @ 1130am.. Even when i wake up, i keep wanting to throw up... Guess I reali need to stop my drinking for a while... BFF sms me to ask me to meet her for lunch.... Received an sms from BF, asking to meet me @ 2pm..

As i am meeting BFF for lunch, told him to change the timing to 3pm.. Haf a hard time getting ready to meet BFF, as i feel so awful, keep "shang tou xia xie.."
Arranged to meet her @ Sun Plaza @ Sakae Sushi, since i dun haf much time...

After i eat something, finally felt better.. At least dun feel like throwing up le.. -_-" BFF treated me to lunch & oso gave me our "Friendship Day" present - - A handmade rose stalk, to mark our 14th year of friendship.. Reali touched...

In btw, BF sms me ask if i could meet him earlier, as he is at CWP & juz bought my present & tat it is too bulky for him to carry ard... Ended up, he reached my place @ 2pm & i onli went to meet him @ 250pm... Felt a bit guilty but anyway...

Went back home & gave him his present--something i bought during X Mas... A Braun Buffel key pouch.. He has told me long ago tat he liked this particular brand key pouch... So ya...

Den i opened his gift to me -- A single stalk of red rose + a bolster type bear soft toy from "More Than Words"... Well... Quite cute but... A bit childish + impractical... Anyway... Din bear much hope of getting something from him so no hope = less expectation = less disappointment ba~

Anyway after tat we went to Bugis for steamboat dinner... After dinner, went to Yishun Ten to watch midnight show (Underworld - Rise of the Lycans)..

After tat went home sleep... "A...X sms me @ 11plus, asking if i wanna meet him for a drink but i rejected..Proud of myself for being able to reject him..."

So overall, a predictable Valentines Day...

Friday...Hard drinking yet again...

Friday, went for my Leadership + Workplace behavior class... The class is quite interesting... NoT like my TQM class... ^_^

During class, EriC (my colleague) called... Turns out he want to jiO me to She Bang. Hmm...Decided to go as it's not tat often he jiO de wor~ =) So roped in my BFF to go wif me..

After class, rushed back home to change & meet BFF. Managed to meet her @ 1045pm & we shared a cab down... Well... Din dO much this time round... Basically spent my time drinking.. And took a few photos wif BFF... She was being entertained by 2 of Eric's fren ba~ =)

was quite pissed off @ the waitresses (esp Serene) tat day.. For the 4hours i was there, onli gOt to sing one song... Other table like sing dunno how many sOngs loh~ Tat serene, keep telling me muz wait for our turn but hey! dunno who keep "cha buo" for other ppl loh.. KNS....

Anyway... think Eric drank quite a lot tat day... He was ultra drunk.. and keep trying to pick fights wif ppl there... Anyway... Amy was there tat day (but not working) & Eunice as well..

Me & BFF left abt 4am... I was too tired.. Think cos of my drinking for the past few days, was rather bad.... Keep wanting to throw up on our way back...

Hang over & finally vomitted like 5 times when i reached home... All the way till the next day...

Tired n busy..

A very busy day at work today.. Reached office at 850am.. Spent de whole day doing filing n updating of leave for recently renewed contract staff.. Shagged.. Worked all de way till 540pm den rushed off.. Cos today got school.. Andrine on mc, so meeting her earlier for dinner at 610pm.. Now still in train.. I muz start on all my school projects soon.. Like not enuf time to do school work n office work leh.. Next wed got a term paper.. haiz.. Stressful.. Hope i can endure! And and and.. Very sian cos sun got driving lesson.. Feel like changing instructor leh.. How huh.. Should i or shouldn't i? :'(

Finally friday.. Happy valentines' day eve..

Is 820am.. Still on my way to work.. Feeling very tired mentally n physically.. Was pisSed off wif some ppl yesterday.. Was supposed to catch a movie, but didn't materialize.. Supposed to go for a drink but didn't happen either.. Left sing post at 940pm, reached home onli at 1015.. Very moody n tired when i'm home.. But decided to online for a while cos need to burn dvd n transfer de songs i dl on wed, to my mp3 player.. Stupid dvd.. Dunno wat is wrong, cannot leh! Sian.. Anyway tried till 1am but still cant.. Gave up n went to bed..still very tired when i wake up juz now.. Today wearing my 2-yr old valentines' day gift fr ex duak-my beloved arsenal away jersey to work.. Prob reach at 850..

Sianzation..

Very busy at work today. Tat fake woman was late today, she onli reached at 915am.. Den left office at 530pm.. Best.. Today kana tricked by minghua. Very sian. Told me can acc me to she bang but need to go back her office charge hp. Say very fast, 15min. End up wait for an hour plus for her. Now in cab on my way home. Waited till no mood to eat dinner or go down she bang. Feeling so fed up now..

Office politics..

One of my project is on office politics. How ironic. How convenient. Haf been experiencing this politics thingy since i started work. Tis project is more on a research + theory thingy, not so much on experience. Too bad. Haha. In my 1st co, i'm not so much hit by de politics thingy.. 2nd company, more involved. Mainly due to 2 bitches fr sales dept. Sales vs HR.. How weird eh? Haha.. In my 3rd-current com, i finally became directly involved n victimised.. Being bullied.. It's a long story if i wanna post de whole background. But u can prob refer to my past post fr jul till now, if u're interested.. Anyway.. The latest.. Those 2 things went to a conference together on tuesday.. Whole dept onli left me, so i was rather busy. Our payroll vendor sent an email enquiry n in my rushed reply, i forgot to put tat fake A.M. inside de cc list. So wat did she do when i was on mc yesterday? She purposely sent an email to me on tis, cc our dumb boss in de email,
reminding me to put her in de cc list for all(highlighted n bold) email correspondence. Haha. I replied to her: "hi, i'm SO sorry for missing u out in de cc list! As both of u are out of office together, i was swarmed wif work, helping u to answer ur calls (cos both of them conveniently put my email n office number in their "out of office" message) n everything. In my haste, i muz haf missed ur name. I nOe this muz be a very serious matter, for u to actually send an email reminder to me on tis. I'll remember to check tat u're in de cc list for all (highlighted, bold, 14 font size) my emails before sending any email in future. Once again, i'm so sorry for all de inconvenience caused to u." how? My reply? Ok? Comments! :-D last checked, she hasn't replied to me yet. Will update again when she does! Now at city hall, prob reach office @ 845-850. Muz special mention here, in case i forget, cos there're 2 attendance taking pest in my office. :-[

Feeling like shit..

Might be tat i drank chivas n martell, 2 days straight at a go.. Suddenly i felt like my liver is on fire.. Will i simultaneously burst into combustion? Might not be a bad thing after all..

FW: Gimme a sign..

----- Original Message -----
Subject:Gimme a sign..
Date:Wed, 11 Feb 2009 17:51:58
From:joanne yang <jalex_gal_82@yahoo.com>
To:go@blogger.com <go@blogger.com>

Was on mc today.. Spent my day at home downloading song n doing research for my projects.. Went to meet 160 n grace for dinner.. After tat went she bang.. Drink n drink again.. 2 jugs, 1 martell n 1 heinken.. Alex came.. I dunno why.. Every meeting starts off wif me being happy n ends wif me being depressed.. He bought me a doraemOn soft toy.. But after tat, he did something tat makes me depressed.. God.. Save me.. Dun make me so affected by him pls..i shd put all my effort, heart n soul into my bf.. Or whoever.. If onli i could turn back time, i'll rather i nv nOe him.. DamN.. In cab now.. Crying..

Freedom? Or more work

Yesterday i was de last to leave office.. At aBt 8plus.. Supposed to meet my BFF for dinner at causeway point. So purposely took de long way via mrt, towards jurong east.. Who nOe, juz as i was like 3 quarter thru my journey, BFF msg me, saying tat she cant make it after all.. So end up went home after an hour mrt ride.. Usually when i feel sian or depressed, i'll go NTUC for some grocery shopping. Weird eh? :-P tat's precisely wat i did yesterday.. Bought some canned food, fish cake, beef ball, 4 cans of beer etc.. Went home n cooked dinner for myself.. Drank a can of ice cold beer.. At eleven plus, rec an sms fr Bitch H: "hi, not sure if lana has told u.. Both of us will be attending a full day conference tmr so not going to be in office.."... So.. Wat else is new? I juz replied: "both of u again? She juz say tat she's going. Anyway ok, noted." what kinda conference is it, tat requires 2 person to go attend? Is either my manager is super inefficient or
my ass manager is super efficient loh. Last time when jac was ard, nv haf tis kinda situation leh. Den wat happen if i need someone to sign off urgent doc? haiz.. So ya, today it'll be me, myself n i in office liaO. Anyway it's now 830am n i've reached office! Boring day ahead!

Sick n tired of work n stressed at school..

Haf not been updating my blog as often as i'll like to.. Not tat i got nothing to blog aBt.. Juz tat whenever i get home, it's oredi late n by de time i finished checking mails n fb-ing, is oredi 1am.. Been late for work quite frequently, due to late nite.. So trying my darn hardest to sleep earlier.. Nv quite succeeding though.. Haha.. Muz start to pick up bits n pieces of my life.. Try to make things work out.. Realised tat my 2 "bosses" haf been keeping tab on wat time i report for work daily. ??? How aBt tracking wat time i leave work for a change ah? bitch H record down wat time i come in on her calendar. Was indignant n pisSed when i 1st nOe tat. But starting to bochup liaO. Going to leave work on time, dun wan do OT unnecessarily. As for school, feeling rather stressed.. Next week will be de term paper for "Total quality management". 27 feb will be de deadline for submission of "Motivation n workplace behavior" group project. 6 mar will be
deadline for submission for both "Leadership" and "Motivation n workplace behavior" individual projects.. -_-" i'll be doing 3 projects alone in total. Why? Cos my group for de 2 modules onli got 3 members, including myself. For "TQM", there's a group project n there's 4 of us but de guy is not taking de other 2 modules. By rite, each group for de leadership n motivation group project should haf 5-6 members. But de rest of my inflexible classmates insisted on NOT splitting up their group for these 2 modules, wanting to stick wif their TQM Project group. So there.. Anyway, 1 of my member actually suggested tat each of us (who's taking all 3 modules) do 1 group project individually.. So i got stuck wif de motivation thingy. How ironic rite? I'm like super not motivated at work, yet i need to do a project on motivation. Andrine, who's in de group, will be doing de TQM together wif de guy. Good for her, since we're doing de project based on her company n
she oredi haf lots of sample project which was done in her company before, so basically juz need to modify a bit.. Den for de 2 individual projects, i'm like super suay loh. There's 3 dates for de submission n last fri, we actually draw lots in class to determine de dates. N i actually got de earliest date. -_-" so now, gotta juggle my work n studies, muz start doing my projects soon.. Been going to national library to borrow some books for research.. Wish me luck my frens!

Slowly getting over my depression..

Hi there.. It's been a while (by my standard) since i last blogged.. Close fren would haf known wat i've gone thru de past 2 weeks.. Battling my mild depression.. Triggered off by some insignificant thing / person (it seems huge at tat point of time..) if i've not news of death of a someone i nOe (abeit not so close) during cny eve, i might haf sinked even deeper.. For those who dun read chinese papers, there was a report of a young single mum who was involved in a fatal hit n run accident on cny eve @ serangOon. I nOe her. I got de shocking news via sms on cny eve from amy.. De ger who passed away was yuki, one of de waitress who worked in she bang-ktv pub @ boat quay, where i've been frequenting lately.. She was one of de girl whom i actually like n sees as a fren! A nice lady who's nt as ah Lian or flirty/sluttish working there, unlike some tat are working there.. Sigh.. It's a tragic, if u read de papers, u'll realise tat everything is so tragically
sad n fated.. Anyway.. Hearing her death kinda forced out my suicidal inclinations/tendencies.. Suddenly realise tat life is reali fragile.. Trying to give myself prep talk every day n nite, whenever i feel de gloom n darkness closing in.. Another reason for de "light" is due to de self-enrichment book tat my lecturer recommended us to buy n read. "TUESdays wif morrie"-a best seller in UK & US.. Please go n read.. If dun haf, can borrow fr me.. Most of my classmates say tat they're not affected in de least after finishing de book.. But somehow for me, i was drawn to it, like fireflies to fire.. De 1st time i read it was in a cab.. I started crying in de cab after de 1st few chapters, think i scared de uncle.. Anyway, think onli ppl who's emotional n truly appreciate good books will understand how i felt.. When i bought tat book, i bought another bestseller book by de same author "the 5 people u meet in heaven".. Another great book..