Slowly getting over my depression..

Hi there.. It's been a while (by my standard) since i last blogged.. Close fren would haf known wat i've gone thru de past 2 weeks.. Battling my mild depression.. Triggered off by some insignificant thing / person (it seems huge at tat point of time..) if i've not news of death of a someone i nOe (abeit not so close) during cny eve, i might haf sinked even deeper.. For those who dun read chinese papers, there was a report of a young single mum who was involved in a fatal hit n run accident on cny eve @ serangOon. I nOe her. I got de shocking news via sms on cny eve from amy.. De ger who passed away was yuki, one of de waitress who worked in she bang-ktv pub @ boat quay, where i've been frequenting lately.. She was one of de girl whom i actually like n sees as a fren! A nice lady who's nt as ah Lian or flirty/sluttish working there, unlike some tat are working there.. Sigh.. It's a tragic, if u read de papers, u'll realise tat everything is so tragically
sad n fated.. Anyway.. Hearing her death kinda forced out my suicidal inclinations/tendencies.. Suddenly realise tat life is reali fragile.. Trying to give myself prep talk every day n nite, whenever i feel de gloom n darkness closing in.. Another reason for de "light" is due to de self-enrichment book tat my lecturer recommended us to buy n read. "TUESdays wif morrie"-a best seller in UK & US.. Please go n read.. If dun haf, can borrow fr me.. Most of my classmates say tat they're not affected in de least after finishing de book.. But somehow for me, i was drawn to it, like fireflies to fire.. De 1st time i read it was in a cab.. I started crying in de cab after de 1st few chapters, think i scared de uncle.. Anyway, think onli ppl who's emotional n truly appreciate good books will understand how i felt.. When i bought tat book, i bought another bestseller book by de same author "the 5 people u meet in heaven".. Another great book..