Saturday...

Today wOke up & started sorting out my emails, downloading all those school related thingy into my folder.. And started on one of my group project.. Damn stressful... After tat, rOn (irritating mj kaki) jio me go play mahjong @ Balestier.. Took a cab down & reached there @ 6pm.. The total cab fare is $20.50. !!! I totally forgot abt the peak hour surcharge loh, damn!

Played wif 2 other gers.. Lost $100 despite gaming a "wu tai". Sian la... Anyway, after tat take bus to TPY MRT, to take train the Lavendar & meet Christine, to go look for Kenny & Eric @ Jalan Besar... They were @ their fren's pub opening.. It's located @ Maude Road, name is call "Buddy" or something...

Many people there.. we drank finish 2 jugs, den Kenny say wan to go to another Thai pub which is across the road.. Name is call "Club De Kenzo".. Interesting place.. wif total 3 storeys.. 1st floor is for normal KTV & 3rd floor is for live band to sing & people will but flowers for them.. Somehow we didnt go to 2nd floor~ hahhaa..

Kenny's brother was there as well, very funny guy loh... Den after being there for a while (half an hour?), Christine keep complaining very sian & ask me to leave wif her. But when Kenny ask her why so fast go, she juz look @ me, AS IF i am the one who wants to leave.. Sigh... Anyway, we went to eat @ the famous "Scissors Curry Rice" juz next to the thai pub.. After tat, Christine asked me to lend her $10 and she took cab home..

Initially wanted to leave immediately de.. But Kenny & his bro asked me to stay a while.. So i stayed.. drank more.. Then left the place ard 2am.. Took cab home..

Now is oredi 6am liao.. i gOt home @ 2plus.. But cant seem to fall asleep, despite taking 2 panadol, 2 painkiller, 2 flu tablet & almost half a bottle of cough syrup. Notwithstanding all the beer & martell i drank juz now..

sigh... Listening to love songs playing on my pc now.. Feel so... depressed.. demoralized.. physically feel the pain in my heart.. breathlessness... depressing aint it..

Juz now, quarrelled wif Darren.. He asked me to meet him.. And i made him waited for 30minutes.. He was very angry.. And sms me ask me why i always like to make him wait.. Sigh.. it was reali .. unintentional.. I nOe i am in the wrong, but when i said sorry, he say i not sincere.. jialat... but come to think of it, everytime we meet, i am always late... Feels guilty but dunno how to difuse his anger... sigh..

Suddenly.. i feel.. i dunno wat i am feeling oso.. "Ai Tai Tong - Love too painful" I fell in love wif tis song the first time i heard it in She Bang.. How applicable.. Sigh..

Been doing my project since 3am.. Now.. Almost done liao... 634am... gOing to try sleep now...