19 jan 09 - depression

Reached office at 840.. Wrongly dressed for work. Went to buy new clothes during lunch. Bought a dress fr BHG for $39 n 2 dresses from equal collection. After discount both cost $120. Supposed to meet BFF after work to go ktv but didn't work out. "he" finally replied n sms me. Asked to meet. So went to pub at sembawang. Gave me a lot of crap on wat is wrong. Ordered 3 glasses of hoegarden n 1 plate of wings. Da bAo de wings. No appetite + diet. Very dumb dumb of me, to fall head over heels into de lie. Hook, line, sinker. Anyway wan to go see show but think eng wah at sun plaza collapse oredi. Went ntuc n buy 3 bottles n 1 cup of sake. Went home n drink 1 bottle. Which explains earlier post. Felt stupid n did something stupid. Anyway.