Dumb dumb dumb

Dumb is my middle name! Nv eat dinner, went drinking. Despite being sick. Think i shd juz drop dead. Stupid. For frens who care aBt me? Dun bother. Waste of time. Let me waste my time away. Ignore my ranting. Being dumb + lame here. Juz wan let it out. Dun wan pity or concern. I dun like tis name: a.l.e.x. Always going crazy cos of tis name. One word. Stupid. Lalala. Let me be ok.

Hazel Bday celebration @ Boilers Room - St James (Last Fri - 16 Jan 09)

Celebrated Hazel's bday in advance last Friday...

She asked along: Cass, Demi, Me, Andrine, Roy (Her fren) & some of her colleagues (whom i dont nOe)

Happier Days.. The day i bought my new camera

Went to buy my new cam some time ago.. Wif Xiao Yi & biaO Mei @ Sembawang Shopping Centre.. Went for dessert @ MOF...

Late

Slept early yesterday, considering my usual timing. Off hp. Going to try off my phone for few days. See if can adapt. If so, can throw away my phone liaO. Dun wan be slave to it, hoping n wishing for someone to call. Now on my way to work. Weak. Dun wan to eat. Juz wan to sleep. Nv wake up. Please juz leave me alone. I juz need my vodka, my tequila, my cigarettes to keep me company. Dun feel like socialising. Nonsensical whims.

19 jan 09 - depression

Reached office at 840.. Wrongly dressed for work. Went to buy new clothes during lunch. Bought a dress fr BHG for $39 n 2 dresses from equal collection. After discount both cost $120. Supposed to meet BFF after work to go ktv but didn't work out. "he" finally replied n sms me. Asked to meet. So went to pub at sembawang. Gave me a lot of crap on wat is wrong. Ordered 3 glasses of hoegarden n 1 plate of wings. Da bAo de wings. No appetite + diet. Very dumb dumb of me, to fall head over heels into de lie. Hook, line, sinker. Anyway wan to go see show but think eng wah at sun plaza collapse oredi. Went ntuc n buy 3 bottles n 1 cup of sake. Went home n drink 1 bottle. Which explains earlier post. Felt stupid n did something stupid. Anyway.

18 jan 09

Will be driving 2 days a week- 1 weekday 1 weekend. Went for my driving on sunday. Lesson fixed at 1pm but i woke up at 1140am. Late. Took mrt to bishan den change bus. Reached onli at 130pm. Lesson is juz after pauline. Very sad. New david scold me until i break down n cry. Almost felt like giving up. After lesson, rushed to bugis to meet my classmate to discuss project. Reached at 330pm n discussed till 630pm. Went for quick dinner wif andrine. Saw someone who looked like cai ming wei. Heart almost stopped. Scared to death. Went back office to charge hp, do some work n meet david. Left at 8pm. Went to she bang again. Ordered 1 barrel n 1 jug beer. Drink till drunk. Nv go home. :-|

Self Mutilation

Self Mutilation = Salvation?

I like pain. Phyiscal Pain. It's much more bearable than Emotional Pain. Having de physical pain will elevate my heart pain. Stupid.

Back to my old lifestyle. Doing the stress releasing thing. The way i like it. Physical pain is good. At least it distracts u from de heart pain.

Been spending money like no one business. Soon-to-be bankrupt.

I didnt nOe tat we are in a relationship for 1.5 weeks. Were we? Funny.

Nonsensical. Dumb. Idiotic. Dumd. Played out. As always. I must.not.be.so.stupid.anymore. Hope so.

IgnOre my ranting. Effect of eating no dinner. Drinking 1.5 glass of hoegarden. 1 pint. Plus 300ml of Sake. No dinner = diet = slim = no more being fooled.
Sad. Dying. Help.

17-jan-09

Woke up @ 12pm.. Did some net surfing den got ready to meet my dear fren n oOi may. Going to ktv (party world) @ liang court. Supposed to meet dear fren at 2pm but was late. Enjoyed myself singing wif dear fren. Think i'm turning into alcoholic le.. Ordered 1 jug of beer n 5 bottles of chang beer. Finished de 1 jug n 4 bottles of de beer.. Never eat lunch, onli ordered some finger food. We sang fr 4pm to 8pm.. I was high by 6pm.. Total bill is like $130. Spendthrift! After tat went to eat udon. Very nice. After tat took cab to macpherson to play mj wif grace n her fren. Lose $60.. Sad.. Played 2 round n left at 2am.. Reached home, upload photo n slept at 5am..

16-jan-09 : hazel advanced bday celebration

Woke up wif headache on friday. Plus my assignment for class is not ready. So sms evil one say i taking half day leave. Yesterday slept at 3am n today wake up at 11am. Faster rush my assignment out n email to lecturer chris. Went to work. Worked till 545pm den left for amk, to meet andrine n raymond, one of our classmate, who is driving. Managed to reach @ 615pm. Raymond is quite nice. Seems to be in his early forties. Stay sembawang! :-P de class is on leadership n motivation @ work. All i can say is it's a challenging, thought provoking n interesting class. Will blog more on tis next time. After class, acc andrine home to put her stuff, den we took train to harbourfront, cos hazel is celebrating her bday @ st james boilers room. Managed to reach at 11. Juz drink n dance a bit. One of her colleague a bit touchy feely. First time i met him. Keep holding my waist. :-/ anyway, took many photos (uploaded in facebook, soon to upload here.) left at 330am,
shared cab wif andrine, reached home @ 4am..

15-jan-09: went she bang again

Reached office aBt half an hour late. Rushed payroll. Went for lunch @ national library hans there. Clarence bought donuts for me. :-D cos got 6, i gave some to 8th floor colleagues. Something funny happened after lunch. Lawrence, one of de shuai ge in de co, told me one of our colleague got something to ask me. Tis colleague is a foreigner, think from myanmar or vietnam. Quite short, but ok looking. Den i ask him wat he wan to ask, if aBt pay raise i cant help. :-P den lawrence say is not work related. He say dung wan to nOe if i'm attached. :-x dunno wat possessed me to say i'm attached n married. Haha. Maybe paiseh ba. After tat i told jones, if lawrence ask, i sure say i'm single n available lo. :-D anyway, supposed to meet grace after work for dinner n drinks. David say he'll go wif me. Waited for him till 630 den leave office. So we took train to raffles to meet grace. Went to a thai restaurant for dinner. Think it's called smiles something. @
circular rd near she bang. 3 of us ordered set dinner for 2. Onli $31. Quite cheap. Got prawn, lemon chicken n kang kong. We side ordered 3 pieces of chicken wings. Didn't eat a lot as going to drink afterwards. Finally went she bang @ 8pm. Ryan come to join us aBt 11plus. I ordered one barrel of beer plus my left over chivas. Keep drinking like noone's business. Sigh. Broke down sometime later. Crying. Due to all de accumulated stress n sadness. Luckily david lent me a shoulder.. Ryan paid for de drinks n sent me n david back.. Grace left earlier wif her hubby..

14-jan-09

Think i've blog aBt tis day. Was on leave again cos tired n got interview n class. Went to people association for interview-community development executive. Think i flunked it. Got 2 parts for de interview. First is role play where i aCt as de CDE n attend to a walk-in customer who keep complaining. Tis CDE is de one who'll take care of community centre issues. 2nd part is a panel interview-4 ppl interview me lo. Hmmm. The job scope is quite interesting, where i'll get to do events coordination work. But their hr say they'll not be able to match my asking pay or even my current take home pay. Sian. After interview went to plo say hi. Den left at 645 for my class. Super late, onli reached there at 8pm. Class is a bit boring. After class haf a quick group discussion aBt our project. Will meet up on sunday at national library. Yawn. Took bus 161 to woodlands n den change to mrt to go home. Reached home oredi 1130pm le.. Stayed up till 4am den sleep.. Zzzz..

13-jan-09 : Driving lesson last tues

Supposed to haf lesson last tues. Very pisSed off wif de new david. I sms him in de morn, to ask if there's any slot for me. He reply say no. So i ask if can go on next mon or tues or over de weekend. He reply say ok 630pm - 830pm. So i assumed he meant next tues n i say ok seEya next tues den. Den he call n ask me today wan or not. I blur cos tot he say he busy n ask him lo. He reply saying i'm full of excuses n juz tell him wan or dun wan. -_-" very diao rite? Anyway i went for my lesson lo. In office, evil one is on course. Spent my day doing contracts for plo side. Den went over there to pass them contracts n left for lesson from there. Reached de driving place at 645pm.. So sian, he keep scolding me n say i wont be able to pass by de test date. Tell me i need more lesson (so tat he can earn more i guess) anyway i'm going to go for lesson on 1 weekday n 1 weekend ba. Hope can improve. After lesson, took cab to plo to meet minghua cos we're like
supposed to go out. Waited for her till 930 lo.. Den took cab to bugis to fetch david. Together, we went to she bang, my current regular ktv pub. Opened a bottle of chivas. :'( sing n drink till 3am den left de place.. DamN jialat..

Photo Time...

Been taking lots of photos wif my new camera! Uploaded but no time to post in my blog or facebook...

Just tot u might wanna see some of the pics (You nOe u wan to! ^_^)

New Camera!! ^_^

Canon Ixus 801S





Hui Sim Bday Celebration @ Lion City Hotel - One of the chinese restaurant there~

1) Food - Very nice! As we haf 10 people, decided to go for the ala carte dim sum + some dishes buffet. The total bill came up to be $220+++, but definitely worth it~ As we reached there quite late, we ordered many food @ one shot. At the end of the day, we are all bursting wif food~~~



2) People + Cake - Went wif my fav colleagues + fav cousin, so great company & great food, felt contented!! The bday cake i buy from Sun Plaza~~ Nice color~



3) Hui Sim - The Bday ger~



Lunch @ Famous Chicken Rice Stall

Haf lunch one noon wif jOnes, Stupid Boss & de Evil One, @ Purvis Street (I think)



The bags that my BFF help me to buy from US. I love it love it to death!! (",) Both bags cost me only $540~ Thank you my BFF (if you are reading tis) once again!





Me & Dear fren~


Set lunch @ Hans, NLB





Dinner cum lunch cum breakfast one day, wif BFF @ Causeway Point Sakae Sushi
The food we ordered quite a lot... Some more special ones I have uploaded:







Me





Pauline








bOth of us

12 Jan 09 - Troubled

Spoke to someone over the phone for 4 hours on Sunday nite, after bF left.. But currently, tis someone is MIA.. Which explains my pain & drinking session for this coming week..

Took leave on Monday (12 Jan 09) cos feeling so tired after the trip + the emotional ride... Spent my day surfing net & sleeping..

Arranged to meet up wif BFF for dinner as she is working @ her woodlands office @ the moment..

Meet her @ 630pm @ Sun Plaza Sakae Sushi. Passed her some stuff i gOt from Genting for her & told her abt the proposal yesterday... And she told me abt wat she has been sad over lately..

Sigh... Relationship will always be a cause of pain.. No matter you are the victim being dumped) or the accused (doing the dumping)..

If you are the victim, it definitely does not feel good when u realised tat your ex has gotten into a new relationship.. If you are the accused, it oso does not feel good when ur ex get attached again.. Human are such selfish & unreasonable beings..

Anyway, we went back @ 9plus, cos BFF is very tired...

Proposal & rejection

Something happened last Sunday.. After i reached home from my Genting trip..
BF juz nua on my bed, leaning against the wall.. He suddenly asked me to come over & den looked @ my hand.. Then he told me "Dear, I gOt something for you.." & Still nua-ing on my bed, he took out THE RING & popped the question "Will you marry me"

My 1st reaction was to say NO. Why? Tell me.. How many of you can accept your BF juz nua-ing on the bed, leaning against the wall & popping the question oh-so-casually??
No flowers, no kneeling on the ground... Sian.. Plus I have been feeling so unure & sian over our relationship lately.. Plus there are still some unfinished & unresolved conflicts..

He still gOt the cheek to tell people tat we have oredi resolved our problems & tat our genting trip is actually a retreat... Sigh... Actually i gOt a feeling tat tis is coming.. Cos i ever mentioned to him last time, tat one of my best fren's hubby proposed to her during their trip to Genting & i felt tat it's very romantic..

Think he wanted to propose to me in Genting but i have been showing some attitudes ba.. Juz when i tot i managed to avoid this, he has to do it... Sigh... Anyway... I told him i need more time to consider... Trying to think over our relationship now...

Genting trip : 9 - 11 jan 09

As mentioned earlier, i went to genting over de last weekend.. Boarded de coach at sun plaza @ 930pm.. De bus was going towards 2nd link n stopped over @ boon lay to pick up some passengers.. Travelled via konsortium n it's $89 per pax.. Reached malaysia @ 11pm.. Despite not having enough sleep, didn't manage to sleep well in de coach. Played de playstation for a while before catching a few winks.. There are a few stop over, including a new stop for us to eat. Ordered yong tau foo.. Reached genting @ 4am.. Was so cold tat i'm shivering once i alighted.. Met up wif randall, his gf n another guy called ah bear.. Went to de casino at first world hotel n thus started our gambling session.. Told de bf tat i nv change money (actually i did change $150) n he passed me 100rm to play jackpot.. Played till 9am n den we all went to de hainan restaurant for breakfast.. Food is juz so so n service not v good. Waited very long for our food n drink. I ordered a chicken
+ roasted meat noodle soup n 2 half boiled eggs.. After breakfast, went to de old casino @ genting resort.. Played more jackpot for me, till 12pm, where we proceeded to collected our luggage from de conceige n den checked in to our hotel room.. Waited quite long for de key.. Managed to get de room @ 1pm.. While de rest decide to get some sleep, i told bf tat i wanna do some shopping. Went to some of de shop (ie diesel) n bought 2 tops n 1 dress, paid by credit card which costs $80 approximately.. After tat, went to a cafe call de eatery for lunch. Ordered a special noodle n he ordered his maryland chicken chop. Den bought some nail polish. After tat went back to room for a rest @ 4pm.. He tried to initiate something. Not sure if cos of tiredness, i felt very irritated n turn-off when he tried to hug n kiss me.. Sigh.. Same thing happened in de coach on our way here-totally did not touch or held hands on our way here, unlike de last few times. Same thing
happened to me n ex duak, during our last moment together. Anyway went to sleep n wake up @ 8plus. Decided to go to a new restaurant call lakeview seafood restaurant for dinner. Ordered ala carte - prawn wif broccoli, steamed tou foo wif minced meat n ostrich meat. De food is fresh n nice n service is prompt. Do try! After tat went for more shopping (bf bought things, i didn't), den went to de old casino.. In de day, bf won money but lost all over de nite.. Me? Played more jackpot. Played till 6am den went back room to sleep but went to eat some macdonalds before tat.. In de end, i lost all de 100rm.. Slept till next day 1130am, wake up n proceed to check out at 12pm. Went for our lunch at a restaurant call causeway bay-hk cafe. Ordered popiah wif duck meat (sharing) n seafood toufu wif rice. After tat did some phototaking n by 2pm, boarded de rtn coach. Stopped over at a provision shop at 330pm n bought some "tu chan" for family n frens. Spent 100rm
(dunno how much, onli pass bf) tis amt. After tat haf set dinner for 2 @ 36.90rm @ a restaurant. Got chicken feet soup, kailan, cereal prawn n unlimited rice. Quite nice but small portion. Bought bubble gum for jones.. Reached 2nd link checkpoint @ 8pm n peacefully n safely reach spore. Spent half n hour waiting for 3 stupid indonesian gers, who went mia. Finally reached sun plaza @ 915pm. Saw small uncle n aunt there. Went back home n..

Feeling sick..

I keep sneezing for the past 15 minutes... Is there some virus? I dunno... Was on leave (again) today (14 Jan 09 - Wednesday)... Been feeling reali unmotivated & tired.. Dun feel like going to work... Sigh... Wat is wrong wif me?

Have been spending a lot on drinks + cab recently.. Went drinking @ She Bang last nite wif MingHua & Wei Yu.. .Drink till closing time den went back... By the time i reached home oredi 4am le... So is no wonder that I am on leave again today.. But is good la... Cos supposed to go for an interview + school today..

My interview is @ People Association, interviewing for the post of "Community Development Executive", the JD mainly consist of providing admin + customer service support to the Constittuency Office....

Supposed to fill up the application form & bring it wif me to the interview.. As there is no printer @ home, saved the document in my thumbdrive & bring it to the photo development shop (FujiFilm) @ sEMBAWANG MRT to print it.. Wah.. is super expensive!!! $3 for the 1st page & $1 for subsequent pages.. Spent $7 printing 5 pieces of paper.. -_-"

Running late, so took a cab from home to Stadium Link.. The cab fare costs $15 in total... The interview is held @ PA HQ, which is @ Kallang.. Was late for 10 minutes (interview supposed to be @ 350pm).. The interview consists of 2 segments: 1st is a role play (whereby I am to be the CDE, providing assistance to a walk in customer to the CC). I tink i totally suck @ it, mainly cos i gOt no time to prepare myself... The 2nd part is the actual interview whereby there are 4 interviewers in total.. They are quite frenly ba... But dun think i will take up the job if i am shortlisted because: 1) Muz work shift work (9am to 6pm or 1pm to 10pm) & i cannot do so as i need to study 2) The salary offered will be less than my current take home pay (as informed by their HR officer)

So see how it goes ba~ But is reali a valuable experience ba~ After tat, i went down to PLO to visit my colleagues... Nua there till 645pm den leave.. And my school is supposed to start @ 645pm -_-"

Took bus 51 from paya lebar to Hougang & onli managed to reach the school @ 8pm.. Super duper late... Today's class is on Total Quality Management (TQM).. Went thru the course notes & then after tat haf a group discussion + presentation on a case study.. So far so good for thsis module, mainly cos i've done this before during my poly days..

After the class ended, haf a short meeting wif my group mate to discuss on our group assignment.. Will be having our 1st meet up this Sunday @ 3pm @ NLB... Will be having my driving lesson from 1pm to 3pm.. Den haf to rush over.. Stressed....

Took bus 161 to woodlands den change to MRt.. Reached home onli @ 1130pm... Very tired.. Den for Fri class on "leadership", lecturer gave us some homework to do.. Need to submit by tmr... So stressed... Haven reali started on it yet.. Sigh..

Feeling rather depressed... Havent heard from "him" for 2 days le... Sms him a few times & called him.. No replies nor answering calls... Sigh... Give up....

Anyway..The BF juz made me pissed off wif his sms again.. Ask me to "pls mind my words" & "not to be too ungrateful." WTF! What haf i done again! So pissed off wif all these accusations! Not going to reply hiM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More updates on the past few days tmr, after i finished my class assignment ba... Going to sleep now...

Friday - Went PLO

Took half day leave on friday cos could not wake up, as i reached home & slept @ 4am on Thursday... Received 20+ missed call from Minghua + Wei Yu + my cousin... Think they are worried tat de cab uncle from last nite sent me dunno where.. -_-" hahaha..

Anyway went to buy bday cake for hui sim & den went to Bugis to meet Wei Yu & Zhengyu to take cab down to PLO to meet the rest for lunch..

Went to Lion ciTY Hotel one of the chinese restaurant for dim sum buffet lunch. Hmm... Each person is abt $22+, very nice! We ordered many food loH~~ People who went are: Me, Zhengyu, Wei Yu, Hui Sim, Justin, Janice, Minghua, Elina, Clara & my "idol" Sam. =)

We were like super full lo... Anyway after lunch, went back to office & nua + do some work...

Left office @ abt 730pm, to rush home to pack my luggage as i am taking coach @ 930pm @ Sun Plaza to Genting. Managed to reach home @ 805pm & went to buy some stuff for the trip. Managed to reach home @ 820pm. Faster bathe & den pack my bag.. Managed to settle all the things by 835pm...

Bf reached & we went for quick dinner @ nearby coffee shop & managed to check in @ Konsortium @ 905pm. Yes, my bus departs from Sun Plaza~ =) Boarded the bus @ 930pm & it leaves sembawang @ 935pm~~

More updates on my trip tmr~~ Btw, was on leave today (Monday) Lazy to go work~~

Continued post - Last Thursday nite

Continued from my previous post..

My interview went ok ba.. Supposed to be having interview with the senior HR manager (Bennon) but when i reached there, de shuai ge (Leslie) told me tat other than Bennon, he will be sitting in for the interview & oso another senior HR executive.. I was like -_-".. I asked him why so many ppl & i very shy de~ hahaha... he reassurred me tat all of them are very frenly & nice ppl..

Anyway, they took turn asking me question & i think i did fine ba.. Anyway, will let u all nOe more when/if i meet up wif u~ ^_^ The interview took abt an hour & they say once they finished all their 2nd interview candidates they will call me & let me nOe de outcome ba~

After the interview, went to Jurong Point to meet Zhengyu, cos he wanna buy bday present for one of his gal pal & i wanted to get something for Hui Sim as well.. Managed to buy something for Hui Sim but Zhengyu did not..

Felt very depressed suddenly & msg a few frens, asking if they wanna go boat quay to drink wif me... Ended up meeting Minghua, Wei Yu & one of Minghua guy fren (Eugene). Took MRT from Boon Lay down to Raffles to meet them.. Minghua made me wait for abt half an hour before reaching loh~ -_-'

We reached "She Bang" about 1045pm & i asked for my bottle of gin & ordered another barrel of beer... Ordered calamari & chicken wings, cos nv eat dinner earlier.. Spent $85 in total (beer - $61, food - $24).. Sad.. Been spending like mad lately.. But it was fun la... Minghua's fren is very funny! =) Keep asking me to guess how many fingers he haf at the end of the nite loh~

Anyway, we drank & eat & sing & play dice game & dai dee~~ Stayed till 3am closing leh... jialat... hahaha...

Wild thurs nite..

Yesterday was super busy at work cos rushing payroll.. Den i'm supposed to go for my 2nd interview at leica at 6pm but onli managed to leave office ard 540.. By de time i reached jurong east oredi 615 le.. Called leslie n informed him i'll be late. Got caught in a jam n onli reached at 630.. Anyway, leslie originally told me onli de snr hr manager bennOn will be interviewing me. End up he, bennOn n another snr hr executive against me. :'( den got false info fr andrine tat bennOn is a young, good looking chap who drive a sports car. All i can say is one word: uncle! Hp low batt le.. Will continue my post later! ;-D

On my way to work..

Am now in train on my way to work.. So tired.. Yesterday reached home at 1130pm.. By de time i settled down oredi 12 le.. Replied n clear my emails, surf my facebook, got my usual dose of blog reading, oredi 130am.. Intended to sleep early but Received a call from ryan.. Chatted till 215am den sleep.. Confided in him aBt my bf prob.. Didn't get much solution but at least feel better after letting it out.. Woke up at 730am but dilly dally till 805 den come out.. Anyway i'll be at genting from tmr 9 jan till sun 11 jan.. I reali hope he dun spring any suprise on me (ie propose).. If it was any earlier, i might feel more excited n anticipating but now if u ask me, i onli feel dread n doom.. How weird one's feeling is.. Anyway last nite is my first day of class n oredi, we're informed to form group of 4 for our group assignments.. My time is so packed now, hopefully i can cope.. N for today's interview, i'm excited yet dreading it at de same time.. Excited
cos of de shuai ge (haha) n de new possibilities n challenges, dread it cos i've grown attached to some of my staff in my current co n accustomed to my environment.. I'm scared of changes, tat i'll upset the equilibrium n order in my life, scared of making decisions.. Cos every decision u make, there's bound to be opportunity costs.. N i'll be left thinking of all the "what if"s n "if onli"s.. Sigh.. Ya.. I'm one confused girl, a big big girl in tis big big world, dunno wat i wan in life.. Or am i now experiencing de well known n documented : MID LIFE CRISIS?? :'(

First day of school

Woke up feeling sick.. So took half day of leave.. Took medicine for fever n went back to sleep. Left for work @ 1130am.. Meeting dear fren n jones for lunch. Decided to go to de hong kong cafe by crystal jade for lunch.. Spent $50 there.. Went back office, worked till 545 den made my way down to hougang for my 1st class, on total quality management.. De lecturer is a filipino n his accent is quite strong.. Cant make out wat he says at time.. Sian.. My study package still not ready.. Collected my notes for leadership n Work motivation module.. They ran out of notes for tqm.. Asked me to collect on friday.. Lousy rite.. Sigh.. De class is quite big.. 24 students.. 1st lesson oredi formed group for our assignment.. Stressed.. Got to nOe one 38 year old married lady (chris) n one guy (pee) who stay bedok n ride bike.. Saw one quite good looking guy in de class.. Sigh.. Very stressed.. Hope i can cope.. Going for 2nd interview at leica @ teban gardens tmr @
6pm.. Dunno wat to expect.. Broke n stressed.. Now in bus 161, toWARDS woodlands, den later change mrt.. Stressed n tired!

Continued on wat i did on tuesday

Met up wif alex @ amk kbox for singing.. Opened 2 bottles of chivas as it's one for one.. Gotten a big big room.. Asked my dear fren to join me n my loyal fren came. :-P alex played de game machine n gotten me a bag tag cum mirror. Piggy one. Very cute! Spent $300 there.. Sang till 11plus den shared a cab wif him.. Reached home n slept immediately..

Tuesday - spendthrift me!

Wake up wif splitting headache n diarrhea.. So went to greenlife clinic.. Managed to get mc.. After tat decided to go do my nails, cos de one done at bugis, a few broken. Arranged to meet my dear fren, she's on leave! :-P went to nail palace at sun plaza n did a pedicure, nail extension + manicure n treatment. Total bill comes up to a whopping $300+. So kana psycho by de manicurist to sign up for a package.. Entails me to 15 session of manicure, pedicure n treatment each. It costs $1875 n my session done was deducted from there lo.. Dear fren did her pedicure too. Den i forgot to charge my camera so didn't take any photos.. After tat we went for dinner at food court.. After tat i went to meet alex at amk kbox.. To be continued..

She bang on monday nite..

Met up wif grace on monday for dinner.. She suggested going for steamboat at bugis, de one below top one ktv. Quite nice but hot n cos not feeling well, din reali enjoy. After tat decided to go down to she bang, to see if there's any chance for me to retrieve my camera.. Amy managed to reserve sofa seat for us.. I ordered 1 jug of beer, 1 mini barrel of beer n one gin.. Sigh.. Wasted $235 there.. Asked stanley, kelvin n joseph to join us.. Took many photos-esp some discriminating n wild photo of grace! :-P .. Finally saw amy's latest bf! :-x

Monday blues again..

Never go work today.. Mainly cos of 3 reasons: 1. Dun wanna see tat woman 2. Tired n lazy 3. Sick-down wif flu n cough. Super sian.. But de doc i see is super nice.. Ask me wan how many days of mc.. Haha.. Asked for 1 day nia.. Am now on my way to meet gracey for dinner at bugis. Oh ya, de shuai ge company (leica) which i went for interview like 2 to 3 weeks ago? They called me to go down for 2nd interview! Excited!

Sunday - My BFF is back!

My BFF is finally back from US!! So happy can~~

Met her for lunch @ 4pm @ Sakae Sushi @ Causeway point. She helped me to buy 2 Coach bags back & oso one bottle of vodka~ Excited!! I passed her the Xmas gifts & she loves it~

Haf a great time chatting abt many things.. Am so glad tat she is finally back~

After lunch (cum dinner), it's oredi 7plus. Acc her to buy a pair of shoes & den she acc me to buy a chain for my pendant. Bought one wif pendant ($15.90) from Chamelon~ Bought a "qi-pao" thing from one of the shop~ Super nice but it's black~ Was intending to wear it for CNY but not sure leh.. hahaha..

After tat we went to BYSI to shop & i spent $150, buying 2 dresses & 1 top~ BFF bought 1 dress & 1 top, & our combined spending exceeds $200, which entails us to get a free membership for life~~~ So happy!!

Finally left for home~ Excited over all my purchases!

Very tired cos spent my time juz now tidying up my room.. Going to sleep now~~ Tmr gotta work again... =(

Saturday.. Bday lunch wif Xiaoyi

Reached home @ 2pm & proceeded to get ready to meet my Xiaoyi @ 3pm @ Sembawang Shopping Centre. 2 Jan is her bday so intend to meet her @ SSC to give her a treat. Took bus 167 from Sembawang interchange to go there & managed to reac @ 305pm.

Originally decided to go to Aston for lunch but we saw tat there is a Chinese restaurant call "Prosperous Kitchen" which serves dim sum oso~ Decided to give it a try. Ordered many dishes (Beef hor fun, zha-jiang mien, jellyfish, claypot tofu, chicken feet, prawn wif peach roll, xiaolongbao, chives dumplings etc) & juz managed to finish it between the 3 of us.

As my camera lost, can onli take photos using my camera phone. Total bill is $68, which is quite ok ba~ Cos we ordered alot~

After lunch, went to a VCD/DVD shop & bought 3 VCDs (Monster in law, love guru & Fool's Gold). Den went to Challenger to purchase my new camera. After much browsing, decided to get the pink Canon Ixus801S, recommended by the sales guy! Super nice & cute my new camera~ On promotion, it costs me $349~ Decided to become Challenger's member, paid $30 for it & also bought a nice casing for my camera.

After tat went Daiso & bought some home use stuff.

Den we went to MOF for some desserts. I ordered a hot chocolate, Xiaoyi ordered a Latte, Yingzhu ordered some drink which i cant rem the name & we ordered a salmon wif egg sandwich & unagi salad & ice cream for sharing.

Started using my new camera for photos taking!! ^_^ Finally left for home @ 815pm. As i was like super full, decided to walk home & finally reached @ 830pm. Surf net & play some games. Talked to Alex for 1hr plus & we decided to meet to get some drinks @ Sembawang.

Met him @ 11plus & went down to one of the pub near Sembawang Park (which i went a couple of times wif Pauline, Mike & Andy) & we ordered 5 bottles of Heinken & a plate of topshell~ Enjoyed!

Left for home @ 2am (cos they close @ tat time)~

Lost my camera on Friday nite~

I'm like super sad loh~ Cos i lost my Pentax Camera!!! i JUZ finished paying the installment lo... sian sia.....

On Friday, went to Bugis Village to meet Grace after work @ 715pm. Went to put fake nails cos she was doing manicure @ one of the shop call Venus so i "hiao hiao" went to put~ Now got problem typing & sms & take money & card from my wallet -_-" Anyway. I spent $24.90 for the fake nails - $11 for the nails & $13.90 for service charge - i.e. de manicurist put for me. quite nice ba, few frens complimented. but damn torture loh~ worst is i cannot take it out now - waste of money! so haf to endure typing slowly for 2 weeks. hope i dun get any infection~

After tat went to a shop selling fake eyelashes & they provide free service to help u put it on~ think i kana "docked"~ spent $110+ in the shop, buying 2 pairs of lashes, a glue remover, a glue cum mascara, 2 liquid eye shadow + an eye mask... diao rite..

Anyway the sales ger put the lash for me but think not very good leh...falling off so took it off in the end...

Arranged to meet up wif my ex staff (Alex) yesterday... Very qiao loh..he jio me go drink @ Boat Quay -- She Bangs Pub. Which is where Amy is working @. He noes her as well... Supposed to meet him @ 8pm but onli reached there @ 9pm...went down wif Grace.. Opened a bottle of martell after much pressuring from Amy.. $169! -_-" started drinking a an empty stomach.. Alex den ordered some finger food for me (sweet wor~) when he heard tat I haven eat.. Very nice food~ bY THE time Minghua came i oredi half drunk le.. Started pouring out some sorrow to her (kinda regret now le -_-" cos supposed to be a secret de...) anyway.. left the pub @ 11plus.. Minghua took cab & sent me home... Minghua & Alex supposed to take care of my bag. but dunno why.. my camera was missing by the time i reached home.. sigh.. lately so suay... keep losing thing... Anyway i haf been meaning to change camera..but thing is.. lots of photo taken recently haven upload to my pc... now tat it's lost.. Sigh.. Very sad..

Anyway met Alex when i reached home.. Cos he oso stays sembawang... anyway some things.. cannot share in my blog... cos many ppl read my blog now ^_^

Friday is here!

Slept at 4am this morning.. So damN sleepy.. Insomnia is back wif a bang! :-| took time off from work. Wearing my other pair of boots to work n wearing de dkny perfume "he" gave me.. Tat day, he asked if i'm angry wif his answer.. Wat can i say.. Upset yes, depressed yes.. Angry? How can i be angry over wat he feels? He never reply after tat.. Anyway, new year, new start, new year resolution! Today de bf is doing duty.. Thinking of where to go? Fren asked to go club @ double o.. See how ba.. Supposed to go plo for lunch today.. Hope i can make it! :-x

Happy New Year! Goodbye 2008~ Welcome 2009!

Happy New Year my dears!!! It's officially 2009~ This year, I'm going to be 27 come August~ My self-imposed "to-be-married" age is finally here~ ^_^ But suddenly, I dun feel the urge to get married anymore~

Anyway, yesterday was a very tiring day for me.. Cos not enuf sleep, when i reached home, wanted to sleep but cannot as i need to go to a housewarming.

Did so & spent my eve counting down there... Played blackjack & managed to win $11~ ^_^ so happy~ Drank vodka & red wine as well~

Today went to causeway point to watch "Transporter 3". Quite nice show if you like those action-type~ I loved the music played in the movie & totally smitten wif the male lead (Jason Stratham). He is super fit man! When he took off his shirt (a few times!), I was like swooning loh~ Muscles rippling~ *Salivates* ^_^

Am eating my dinner now (Yes.. I'm going to be fat! Dinner @ 12am~~)

Rather concerned now tat 2009 is here... Am going to start school soon! Need to confirm on my timetable by tmr~~

Oh ya, I'll be off to Genting from 9 - 11 January (which is next Friday~). Looking forward to the short trip~~~~