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So tired! Need to go out soon but haven sleep @ all~~~

Asked my mummy to help me make a cup of coffee for me.. Am drinking it now.. Hope de caffeine boost will do me some good!

He's officially attached in his facebook status.. Sigh...

Lalala~ I'm going crazy! De ex staff sms me again~ "Baby Happy New Year"~ Eh, when did i become his baby ah~ -__-" Scaring me~~~

Enjoy your eve my dears! Will put up my resolution tmr~~~~~~~~~~~

Happy New Year Eve!! Last day of 2008!

Dear frens!

Happy new year eve to you! May 2009 be a better year than 2008~~~
Today work for half day onli, due to office shutdown in the noon~ One good thing about this company is tat when they shutdown half day, they never deduct your leave~ hahahaha...

Reached office @ 915am today.. Did some work & sent out reports~ So tired after the hectic nite~~ Worked till 130pm den leave office

After work, went to eat steamboat wif my beloved cousin. After looking @ a few stalls, we decided to go the 2nd cheapest one tat we saw "Happy Pay Steamboat" --> Odd name hor~ ^_^ it's located @ the Tan Qwee Lan (not sure if i spelt correctly) near Bugis~

The variety quite little leh... But still ok ba... one good thing is tat they show movies in the restaurant~ "One night in the museum - Adam Sandler" & "Garfield 2" were being shown. Nice! hahaha.. We eat till very full & left @ 345pm.

By the time i reached home oredi 450pm le... spent the past hour checking email & facebook..Feeling super tired but cannot sleep.. Cos need to go housewarming soon... Yawnzz.... More updates later~ Wah juz realised i got like zillion of photos to post~ ^_^

Oh, tat idiot still msg-ing me today, asking me when i will transfer money~ hahaha... "Niao-hua lian pian" Am still ignoring him! =)

Pre-new year eve celebration

Once again, didn't do much work yesterday..received a belated gift from ivan- think it's a mug. went to lavender to meet justin to pass him a staff's cheque n öso his present. Öso managed to activate my citibank smrt credit card there as well. Den Went to PLO in de late morning yesterday to pass them staff's cheques n öso my last part of xmas eve gift to them. Was very excited leh.. Felt very pleased wif myself as de gift turns out quite well. It's actually a photo collage wif a personalized message for my dears.. :-D rushed back to bugis to haf lunch wif jones n one of my colleague- supiah from business processing dept. Haf our lunch @ fish n co. Haha. After working here for half a yr, nv realised tat there's a fish n co @ bugis junction loh. :-D we ordered a seafood platter combo for 1, mussel wif butter n garlic, seafood pizza n a dessert(made of cheesecake n caramel) for sharing. Think we over ordered, very full when done. Felt like giving them a
treat n did so! :-x one of de server there is very shuai n cute leh.. From his name, deduce tat he's from myanmmar n su helped me to cfm. :-D kept taking photos throughout. Went back to office ard 2pm n spent de remainder of my time finishing up my gift for de rest n öso did some report, which is due on new year eve.. Gave out all gifts, except my BFF, dear fren, 2 kelvin n sam's gift. Meet up wif an ex staff who's staying in sembawang in office to pass him his cheque.. Eh, a bit stunned by his appearance. Though wearing long sleeve, his tattoes are pretty obvious.. But get past tat, he's a pretty nice n frenly guy (abeit being beng-ish) spent some time chatting n finding out why he's not been reporting for work.. Den he asked if i go drinking or not.. N say to keep in touch, can go jogging or drinking next time.. Haha.. Den after he left, received an sms from him, reminding me to keep in touch, n asking if i'm on half day tmr.. If i am, he wan to date
me go out.. -_-" continued to nua at office till like 715pm, cos supposed to haf an outing wif minghua, sam, david n jones after work. Ah sim is supposed to join but din do so in de end cos she say dun wanna stay out too late. :-| waited for sam to finish his work (who is so responsible tat he went back to work though he's on leave wor..) so met up wif jones n david n took mrt to paya lebar to meet minghua n sam. They took quite long n end up onli meet them @ almost 8pm.. Supposed to go tampines central but someone suggested going to "popeye" fast food @ changi airport. So we all very haf "ya xing" took mrt to changi loh. Went to terminal 3 for our food.. De mountain turtle me is quite surprised aBt many things in de airport. Haha.. :-/ took some photos while there n waited for quite some time to get seats. Starving! First time i'm eating there.. Eh, sad to say, i dun feel it's very special.. Selling basically fried chicken, similar to kfc.. Juz tat
their mashed potato is like indian style n their bun is rather special (called biscuit wor..) after tat went to "harry's bar" n treated them all to a bottle of white wine, watching my beloved arsenal's match on tv. We're all quite nonsensical there, think quite high ba. Haha.. I passed sam his gift-an alarm clock n de photo collage. My beloved minghua den passed me my xmas gift. Was meant to be a suprise to me but i kinda guessed n my ditzy jones cfm for me. Haha.. She bought me my all-time-favourite soft toy *drum roll* TAREPANDA! :-D a very big one loh! My love affair wif TARE began when i was 18! I totally heart it loh! N dear minghua actually got it for me! One of my best n favorite xmas gift received this year! Love u, my dear fren! I'm totally smitten wif TARE loh. :-D after tat, we dun feel like going back n proceeded to fisherman village at pasir ris for rd 2 via cab. Haha.. Went to one of de watering hole there, think it's called summer breeze,
recommended by david. Ordered my fav food topshell n calamari! Ordered a jug of tequila sprite, full pint of hoegarden n 3 (or was it 4) shots of submarine-tequila + beer! De crazy 5 keep taking photos! Drink n take photo until 230am~~
Den i shared a cab wif Jones & MingHua, Sam & David shared a cab back..By the time i reached home oredi 3am le... Zonked out immediately!!

Nua-ing on a monday

I did my xmas thingy till 3am on sunday nite.. Feeling too depressed.. Woke up late on monday.. Tat woman n boss is still on leave.. Took cab to office.. Went for lunch wif jones n dear fren @ ajisen ramen, treat from dear fren. So touched. During lunch, ask aBt her opinion on whether i shd rtn tat bastard's mj money.. She say no! :-D shd let him haf a taste of his own medicine. Tat idiot keep sms me, chasing me for payment. :-| i told him, u owe me for 2yrs i öso nv do anything. I juz owe u for 2days n u chase like mad? knS! Anyway i think i'll follow dear fren advice. At most rtn by installment, maybe $5/mth? *evil laugh* anyway, haf a great time wif dear fren, but she n jones keep teasing me aBt some photos i've taken leh. :'( after lunch went back office, did some work. Met wif jones after work to go print my xmas thingy at bras besar. Excited! Everything turns out nice n pretty! :-D costs me aBt $20 for de 20 "stuff" but main thing is de effort n
time spent ba. Hope my frens will like de "part 3" of my xmas gifts! After tat, rushed down to junction 8 for dinner n movie. Haf jap food @ de food court n went to bysi for some retail therapy. All dresses are selling @ 30% off! Promotion till 31 dec 08! Bought a blouse n a dress, for cny ba. :-D movie i'm watching is "ip man" n supposed to be @ 930pm. But onli went in @ 950pm, missed aBt few minutes of de start.. I've received pretty good reviews aBt tis show n very keen to watch it. Turns out great! Many parts of de show is so funny tat i LOL! :-P n i've always enjoyed watching show whereby donnie yen is starring in. Tis is a real life story of a martials arts exponent, who is actually de master of de late bruce lee n donnie acted reali well! I've always enjoyed watching those real life story. Though de ending is usually predictable, at least there is an appropriate n realistic ending! Definitely recommend to go watch! Show ended at 1130 n i reached
home at 12. Went online n onli went to bed at 330am.. Chatting wif "a colleague"- someone interesting on facebook! :-x been sleeping very late recently n clocking in too much online time le.. I muz start exercising self control.. My school will start on 5 jan.. Think it'll be every monday n friday weekly, for de 1st 3 months.. Sigh.. Dunno can cope anot.. My weekdays-mon, tues n fri will be burnt! :'(

Sad Sunday..

Slept @ 8am this morning & woke up @ 1pm.. juz 5 hours of sleep.. not enuf.. but somehow i cant seem to sleep peacefully.. Woke up & surfed net.. Continued making my xmas cards...

Last nite i sms to him, asking him if he feels there is anything wrong wif our relationship.. This morning, he replied:

Him: go think about it & you tell me wat u did wrong

Me: I am asking YOU wat you think & if you may, wat did i do wrong?

Him: We lack of communication, i dunnoe wat u are thinking. Self center.

Me: ??? In wat way am i self centered?

Him: Do things you feel like it. Go restaurant but usually I am the one who is paying. I am not rich. Can go out yourself but not me. I give u room so via verse i want it.

Me: All along i've been doing things carefully, not wanting to hurt your feelings. Dun think i've ever restricted ur movements. All i asked for was juz an sms from you, telling me u're going out & where to. is tat reali too much to ask for?

Me: I've never seen you as being rich, not from the way you've been acting, dun seem like a rich person to me anyway.

Me: Ever wondered why i look so unhappy when we're together? ask urself abt wat u've said. I cant stand the way u talk @ times. Hurting & insensitive. I juz wan to ask u answer me something very frankly. Ask urself this: Do u reali love me or issit cos u r old & juz wan to find someone to get married & settle down? Cos tat is wat some of my frens haf been telling me.

Me: I felt tat you haf changed..from the day we started till now, u haf changed..

Me: And pls dun make me out to be so materialistic & as if i'm wif u for money. If tat being the case, I would not haf been so stupid as to spend money buying gifts, things which are not cheap either.

Him: I still love you.

Him: Let start again. I still love you. I am on project presentation so my emotion will swing. Dont be angry.
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Did not reply him, after his last sms to me.. Dunno wat to reply.
Wat haf i gotten myself into? Self-centered? Me? Despite putting in much effort, all i get is accusations, due to his "emotion swing"?

To put the record straight, I din always ask to go to restaurants & i've paid for our meal before (maybe not as many times as he did but still, I think i've paid for at least 30% - 40% of the times)... I've lowered my expectations of him oredi, as compared to before.. So am I still expecting too much?

Is it too much to expect your bf to:
1) pay for most of meals?
2) sms you his whereabouts?
3) call you at least once every one or two days, juz to chat?
4) dote on you, shower u wif care & concerns?
5) be sensitive to ur needs & feelings?

Maybe i am too much, maybe everything is my fault..

Do i love him? Or is it out of loneliness, boredom tat I am wif him? Guess i should reali think about this..

A lot more that i wanna say but suddenly, i feel so weak & sick & tired.. I'll go seek solace wif my tequila now, if u may excuse me..

Saturday Blues...

Played mahjOng @ Jurong West wif his colleagues till 1am.. By the time we reached home is oredi 2am.. Felt so so tired...

wOke up @ 2pm on Saturday & spent my day nua-ing @ home.. Doing my xMas cards for my colleagues... Till 7plus.. Haf some unpleasant moments wif him.. Felt so angry + disappointed.. Sigh... Went to the "Bei Sheng Lou" @ Chong Pang for dinner.. Ordered tang hoon wif crab in claypot, pineapple rice, honey chicken + kailan.. It's obvious how much someone loves you, juz from the way you haf dinner wif him.. From there, I can deduce tat he dun reali me tat much..

Felt very upset & moody after dinner.. told him i wanna go home after tat & may onli meet him tmr... Left on a bitter note...

Arranged to play mahjOng wif Edward, the loser who owes me mahjong money for almost 2years. He still owes me $130 after all this while, so since he jiO, I sure "feng pei". If i win, can get more money. If lose oso never mind, since i still haf credit wif him.

Prior to tat, went to withdraw $200 & den went to 7-11 to buy 3 cans of beer to drink cos feeling depressed over wat happened over dinner...Reached his place @ 1040pm & started playing, all the way till 7am in the morning..

You nOe wat? I lost $220 to him this time round~ ^_^ I'm so happy despite losing! Hahaha.. After deducting the $130, i still owe him $90. I told him i will transfer to him & tat asshole gOt the cheek to keep chasing me for the money, say wat we oredi agreed to play cash la, say if he lose he will oso pay me cash, blah blah blah. All bullshit lar~ Hahaha... I insisted on nOt paying him & told him i will transfer him later. He oso LL, den keep sms me, all his craps.

Wat say you? You think i should return him the money? Or should i pay by monthly installment? $10/mth? ^_^ Let me know your thoughts my dear readers~

Anyway, in the cab on my way home, I realised tat there is $50 missing from my wallet... Wonder where i dropped it??? Is it when I went to buy drinks @ 7-11?? Or when i took cab to his house?? Or issit someone scared i dun pay, stole the money from my wallet?? I haf no idea leh~ Feel so sian when i realised i lost $50~~~~

Sadness... Any kind soul wanna donate $50 to me?????

Last working day of de week! Yes!

Woke up onli at 745am n onli left home at 830am.. Reached office at 930am.
Late but who cares? Boss went on leave n onli be back on 7 jan 09.

Tat woman is on leave today n next monday. Went to check her leave balance n realised she nv enter de half day annual leave n medical leave for de past few days.

So purposely send her an email, cc stupid one as well to "remind" her. Quite nua in de morning..

Went for lunch at seah street n haf chicken rice n mixed omelette. Drank a can of becks beer cos feel tired.. On our way back, saw raymond from brookes business school. Den went bugis n bought some magazine.

Nua more after lunch. Left office onli at 7pm, to go to jurong west to meet bf, who is playing mj wif his colleagues. Is now 1130pm n still playing.. Tired..

Merry christmas to all!

Slept until 2pm on xmas day, but is onli 7hr sleep..

Forced myself to wake up though not fully rested. Reason being i need to meet my dear fren for lunch at sun plaza, for xmas gift exchange.

We went to gelare for our xmas lunch. First time eating there, food is quite nice. :-D i ordered pork ribs spaghetti n dear fren ordered a set lunch, think is baked rice. I öso ordered one hot dog cocktail + torquila chips.

But end up cant finish so i brought back de rest home for sis. Left dear fren after walking ard a while n went home to nua a bit.

Surf net for a while n den meet bf for dinner. Initially wan to go bishan junction 8,to buy my xmas gift. Wanted to get a braun buffel wallet but on our way there, realised tat sembawang shopping centre is open for business so decided to check it out.

Most of de shops are not opened yet.. Went to seahorse to buy a quilt set for my queen sized bed. :-D due to xmas + new opening, there's a lot of shops having sale. De
quilt set got 50% discount n i got it for onli $34.90. Wat a steal!

:-P there's a western food restaurant called aston on de 3rd floor n haf long queue, so decided to check it out. Both of us order a prime rib eye steak, which comes wif 2 side dish-up to u to choose. N it's $13.90! Very worthwhile as de steak is nice + big portion. I ordered a root beer n bf ordered a snapple. Total bill? Onli $31.90! Very cheap, no gst + no service charge! Definitely worth a try!

There's öso a chocolate shop, which is best for chocolate lovers. Bought some chocolate for colleagues who gave me present but i didn't. :-P there'll öso be a splash pool, which will be completed next year!

After tat, decided to go northpoint to get my gift, since oredi quite late liaO. Went to bonia to check out de bags.. Decided on a wallet + card cum coin holder as my xmas gift. :-P as it's on sale, costs onli $100, which bf got for me!

After tat went walk walk. Decided to buy an xmas
gift for myself. Went to taka jewellery n got a nice pendant for myself. Pendant itself cost $89 n chain cost $39. However, it's too short for me. :'( sales girl tried to convince me to get another longer chain, which cost $109, more ex than de pendant! Crazy!

Decided to walk ard to see if can get cheaper chain after buying my pendant. Got an oxidised chain for $6 n another pendant cum chain for $13.90.

Finally went to one of de clothing shop call "NET" n bought myself 2 dresses n a blouse. Total cost $70+.

Very happy cos i can fit into a "L" size! Went home happy + contented but broke. Bf left at 12am n i went on to check my emails n surf net.

Ended up sleeping onli at 3am.. So tired..

Xmas eve (Unusal day) - Part IV; last part

Continued from previous post..

We went to youth park n ordered some satay n drinks.. Me ordered red bull, iced milo for ah hua n coffee for kelvin.. Think i muz haf been quite tipsy.. Cos i started pouring out my sorrows at work to them.. ABt de 2 evil ppl in my dept n stuff like tat..

Den we walked back for our movie @ 350am.. Managed to be on time tis time round.. De movie is quite lame n definitely pales in comparison to "yes man" it's either too boring or ah hua is too tired.. Cos she fell asleep in de midst of de show..

Though i'm tired n tipsy, managed to stay awake throughout de show.. Dun wan waste money ma.. Haha.. Show finally ended at 6am..

Parted ways wif ah hua there, cos she stay jurong west.. Took cab n send kelvin home.. Finally reached home at 7am.. Super duper tired, as it's been a long time since i stayed out so late, except while playing mahjong.. :-P

replied some sms n fell asleep.. Tiring xmas eve, but i totally enjoyed myself wif
de 2 wackos! :-P but spent a lot of money, on dinner + de 3 cab trips! Fainted! But at least i watched a free show, thanks to kelvin! :-*

Xmas eve (Unusal day) - Part III

Continued fr previous post..

Our show was for 935pm but we onli went in at 950pm. Bought a popcorn set whereby de drink is filled in a tumbler. Cute!

De show was great n jim didn't disappoint me! It's a super nice show, whereby Jim Carrey was the male lead (as always).. In the 1st part of the show, he was protrayed as a very difficult man, who always says "No" to people & new opportunities. After attending a seminar on how to say "Yes", his life was never the same again... It's a thought-provoking show & yet damn hilarious @ de same time.. Definitely muz-see show!

Show ended at 1130pm n de 2 of them wanted to "suprise" me n refused to tell me where we're going next -_-".

Went to 7-11, kelvin bought a pack of poker card n i bought a bottle of "for girls onli" lychee vodka, which costs me $47.90!-_-"

We took a cab n they finally revealed tat we're going sentosa. geEz! ;-D spent our countdown in de cab.. Haha.. De place we're going to is cafe del mar.

Rem tat stanley is working there so sms him. But too bad, nv meet him, as there is a $20 cover charge n de 2 of them dun seem keen.

So we went to de bridge nearby n settled down there. Nice place la, got sea breeze n music fr cafe del mar. :-P spent aBt 2hours plus there, playing dai dee, chatting n drinking (onli me, cos ah hua took 1 sip n decided she dun like de taste. Kelvin
drink will get rashes, so ya, urs truly finished de whole bottle!)

our penalty for losing dai dee is to kana photographed while "fen pai". They say is a torture cos my camera flash too power. :-D anyway i realised tat i'm quite good at dai dee wor, cos de camera onli got 2 photos of me. :-P majority is kelvin i think. Haha..

After tat went walking ard sentosa, taking photos. Ended up at de cab drop off point. Originally they wanted to haf supper at geylang but after boarding de cab we called for, they decided tat they wanna see one more movie! :-|

so changed location to cineleisure, as tat's de onli place wif double midnight show. Reached there n kelvin suggested watching "bedtime stories" by adam sandler..

Bought de tickets, whereby it's at 3.55am n it's at de 1st row.. Since we haf aBt 45min to spare, decided to go youth park, which is nearby for our supper..

Xmas eve (Unsual day) Part II

.. Continued fr previous post..

Kelvin is giving tuition n Minghua was back in office doing some work, so de task of booking tickets befalls on me. ^_^

Planned to watch "YES MAN"-requested by urs truly, cos i totally digs jim carey's show. :-D ..

After reaching home, laid out all my presents on my bed n took photos! Showed off to my mum! :-D Oso gave her a present.

Camera died on me so went to charge it. Mum managed to take a pic of me n my gifts, using my hp.

After tat spent my time checking mails n checking out where to catch movie. Chatted wif Minghua while doing so n finally decided to go GV TiOng bahru, as they wanted somewhere near town n it's de onli cinema wif reasonably good seats.

Decided to go bugis for korean food for dinner, n meet at 730pm. However, by de time i'm done checking mails n getting ready, it's oredi 715pm. In de mrt, sms them to inform my
lateness.

Turns out Kelvin is oredi home (He stays in Rochor Central) but Minghua will be late as well. So changed location for dinner at tiOng bahru plaza, so tat we'll not be so rushed.

Managed to reach at 8pm n Kelvin reached oredi as well. So we went on to collect our tickets first. Ms Tay was late n not answering call. Turns out her hp died on her . Finally managed to meet her at 820..

As there was not much time, decided to go thai express, as tat's de onli place w/o queue. Too hungry to take photos.

It's so funny, 3 of us watching movie together, all from diff dept eh? (Minghua fr TM, me fr HR, Kelvin fr WS):-D

Went in for our show, fifteen min late n it's oredi showing..

Xmas Eve (Unusal day) - Part I

Wedneday was xmas eve.

Woke up late-930am n worse of all, it was raining heavily. So decided to take cab to work but ended up waiting for almost an hour for th stupid cab... Decided to wear my new boots to work.

By de time i reached office oredi 11am. Pleasant suprise when i reached though, as there were many gifts on my desk, even fr those whom i've not bought any presents for... :-x

spent de day going ard giving presents, totally didn't do any work. At 12pm, de food for our xmas party was delivered.

Prior to tat, went to 8th floor for gift exchange. Jean, who is my angel bought me a mu-ee lighter. Cute! Took many photos! After tat I went back to office @ 4th floor for lunch.. De food is quite nice (got turkey, chocolate fondue, mee siam, siew mai etc..) but I didn't get to eat much.. cos there are like a lot of "hungry ghosts" on 4th floor..

Continued giving n receiving gifts after lunch ended.. Justin came n gave me my presents-a bottle of chivas n some body shop stuff..

Met Kelvin (Lee) downstairs while smoking n started chatting. Oso dunno wat we were chatting about & he den suggested catching a show at nite. Was quite suprised abt de suggestion cos though we're quite frenly (smoking kaki ba..), we're not chummy to de extent of going out together. :-D .. Anyway, i juz replied in affirmative tat it should be ok.. So juz exchange number & he say tat he would sms me later to confirm..
So happened tat Minghua is here in Parkview for some errands so i asked her if she would be keen to join us later for the movie (if it actually materialise..)cos i'll feel reali odd if it's juz de 2 of us.. Minghua was quite surprised initially but agreed to go wif us after much cajoling~ ^_^

Continue to Nua in office, taking photos wif some colleagues n admired all de gifts i've received, till about 3pm. Decided to pack all my gifts n bring them home, cos some of the items are like perishable. After packing den realised i've like 3 big bags of gifts~ ^_^

Was supposed to play mj at yishun so decided to take cab down as my stuff are too heavy & called for cab as there are no cabs in sight, but ended up heading for home instead, as mj kaki fly me kite (very -_-").

On my way home, received an sms from Kelvin, asking me if i wanna meet for dinner first before movie & if so, he'll be meeting me at suntec @ 7.30pm. !!

After much hesitation, decided to go ahead wif the dinner & movie "date" & informed minghua abt it as well~ Looking forward to the movie, "Yes Man"!!

Tuesday-pre xmas dinner wif plo colleagues

Took mrt to work @ 715.
Reached bugis early, so bought breakfast.

Basically juz nua at work yesterday n today, wrapping xmas gifts + giving out presents to ppl.

Lunch time, buy more presents. Bought some stuff from the wallet shop & mu-ee..

After lunch, tat woman say she say go see doc, den take half day mc "again". Too tired & hopeless to feel angry..

Left office at 730, to meet huisim, minghua, elina, clara n david for dinner @ sakura at somerset. Justin joined us later.

Busy passing presents to them. The food was so-so but haf a good time, laughing to jOkes cracked.. But Sakura has changed oredi... No oysters! aNd last time used to be nett price... Now they need to include GST~ Total cost per person is like $27.80 loh~~ Whereby it used to cost just $24 for dinner~ *Sianzation*

Dinner was ok, but mood changed sad after dinner. We did some photo-taking along orchard road... After everyone parted ways, I acc Hui Sim to take cab.. When her cab came, I juz walked to Doby Ghaut MRT & took train from there to go home.. Feeling ultra depressed suddenly..

See earlier posts for more info..

Monday-xmas shopping + lunch wif dear fren

Met dear fren for lunch on monday at bugis.
Zhengyu went wif us as well. Went to a japanese cafe @ bugis junction call Shokudo. Took photos n & catch up wif dear fren over lunch.

Passed her de xmas gift for her too. After tat did some shopping.

Back in office, tat woman say she need to take urgent half day leave.
After work, went for dinner + shopping wif zhengyu n his fren @ bugis.

Eat at Basement 1 of bugis junction, a small stall selling wanton mee. Nice n cheap. Too bad the portion is quite small... realli enjoyed the noodles ("QQ" feel) & the wanton (inside got 2 prawns~) We oso ordered 1 "xiaolongbaO" for sharing..

Den went bugis village walk walk. Zhengyu left wif his fren for movie so i continue to shop on my own. Bought more xmas gift & some facial mask for myself. Super brOke.. cos bought 3 bottles of perfumes (Hugo Boss, Daviddoff etc), 1 wallet & 2 card holders from pierre cardin & 1 key pouch from braun buffel.. -_-"

As my stuff were too heavy, decided to take cab home. After tat met up wif someone i like a lot.. -_-"... he gave me de tequila tat he promised me long ago n oso my xmas gift. I gave him his as well-hugo boss perfume.

Slept for 3hours onli. Very tired but pleased...

Busy week so far..

Been too busy n lazy to update my blog..
Busy wif de xmas gift preparation.. Didn't do much last sunday..

Juz eat n sleep onli.. Went causeway point for dinner @ mOS burger for dinner..
Den juz walk walk n buy xmas gift..

Went home at 9plus..

Rainy nite / morning

It's now 3am n i'm still lying on bed.. Wide awake.. Despite sleeping for 2 or 3 hours n being totally shagged, it still doesn't help me sleep earlier..

It's raining now, gloomy n cold.. Same as my heart n soul.

Tortured.

cold.

Alone..

My mundane life so far..

Let's juz jot down wat i've been doing for de past few days, so tat i can take my mind off depressing stuff. Went to send off my BFF to airport last saturday. She was bound for US for a holiday. T

ook a cab from my place to hers to fetch her n proceeded to terminal 1. Reached there aBt 930. After she checked in her luggage, took some photos. Den went on to eat breakfast @ imperial treasure something restaurant, for some wanton n dumpling noodles.

By de time we're done n she boarded de plane, it's oredi ten thirty. Xiaoyi called to ask me go northpoint for lunch. So took 858 to yishun n reached at 1130.

Did some shopping-bought another pair of shoes n boots for myself @ "Be mine"-current fav shoe shop n öso bought 2 pairs of shoes for vinny. Total damage is $100+. Next bought a blouse for xiaoyi-$40. Bought some small gifts for xmas.

Xiaoyi bought 2 bras from young heart for me. We went to de jap-themed foodcourt for lunch. Nice food, no crowd. By den,
it's oredi 4plus. Feeling tired as i onli sleep for 5hrs or so.

Went home, leaving xiaoyi they all to continue shopping. Reached home, nua a while. Bf came to fetch me @ 6pm, to go jurong point for shopping n dinner.

It's "people mountain people sea", due to de newly opened extension. Did more shopping for xmas-bought something for "sim" n sam.

Went swenson for dinner. Quarrelled. Kinda. Went back his place. Sleep.

Life blanketed by depression

Apologies for de lack of updates.. Been either too depressed or tired to write.

Am in train now on my way home.. Wonder why my mood swings so fast.. ONe moment i'm elated, de next i'm deflated.. Sigh..

Went out wif colleagues for dinner @ sakura @ orchard shopping center today.. Was still very upbeat tis morn n noon, doing last min shopping n wrapping gifts.. Was still ok during de dinner itself..

But all changed after dinner.. Wonder why we became tis way.. "i've ppl whom i cant afford to let down"... A simple sentence yet a deep deep hurt to me.. I've tried putting on a brave front but it all falls apart, as de nite nears..

Almost driven to tears a couple of time, but managed to hold it back.. Juz barely.. Went photo taking after dinner. Tried to ignore de overwhelming sadness but it became too much to bear, as de nite draws to an end.

Acc "Sim" to wait for cab near somerset mrt. After tat decided to walk to doby ghaut to take train..

Walking down de
street, a cigarette in hand, drinking a bottle of mini white wine, jacob creeks chardonnay which i bought fr 7-11.. Looking at de xmas lightings..

Nothing fills me, wif onli loneliness n sadness for company.. Feel like walking all de way home, wif de icy wind blowing in face.. Too bad i stay too far away.. Admiring de ppl ard me, in groups wif frens, or couples admiring n soaking in xmas mood..

So why do i feel so alienated? I dunno.. I haf so much troubles to pour out, but noone to confide in.. There is too many dark secrets in my life.. Sometime i feel blessed, sometime i juz feel so awful tat i wished i can juz die.. Maybe "he" will feel sorry n regretful.. Ya rite. Fat hope.

I missed my BFF, who is in US now. Missed my clubbing mate, who can acc me go club n drown my sorrows n pain.
Most of all, i miss him-someone who totally digs, loves, adores, pampers, dotes on me n vice versa.

Doubt tat i can meet someone like this in this life, awful life of
mine. Of 100 guys, 3 are good men, of which 1 is attached/unavailable, 1 is gay n de last one is dead. Wish i'm immune n dead to all these negativities..

Sadness yet again...

What the fuck is wrong wif me?????????????????????????????

Having depression yet again!

My Friday - TGIF!

Friday was supposed to go for 2nd interview @ Grand Copthrone Hotel @ 8am, so should sleep earlier on Thursday? But end up onli sleep @ 3am.. Playing some games on Facebook + update blog loh~ Den cos i scared i cant wake up, sms my mum (cos she oredi sleeping liao ma ^_^) to give me morning call~

Managed to wake up @ 650am..But dilly dally choosing clothes to wear + make-up, onli left my hse & caught mrt @ 730am.. So by the time i reached orchard oredi 8am.. So took a cab from there loh... Msg the interviewer & told her i will be late for 5min, she say ok. Called her when i reached there @ 807am & see say she will see me @ the lobby shortly. Ended up waiting for her till 835am! Turns out tat we waited @ different places... -_-" Tried calling her but she never pick up loh~ Diaoo...

Anyway think i screwed up the interview leh.. sigh... will update more on this next time. Anyway after tat i told my "AM" tat i going to Paya Lebar officer to pass some documents to the staff over there.. Went to buy MACS breakfast for 2 lovely ladies & reached there @ 945am~ Hang around taking photos + exchange gifts + viewing photos & reached back office @ 11am.

Lunch wif the regional HR + my dept @ Yum Cha @ Chinatown @ 1215pm. Boring~~~~ Reached back office @ 2pm lidat~ nUa nua & den @ 4pm, haf my PMP (Performance Management Appraisal) wif my Manager. Sian lar~~ (Will update more on this next post)

Received a gift from my manager + IT guy (Thanks, Sam!! -- The guy who went KTV wif us the other time~) Boring gift from manager (Espirit wallet..) & lovely gift from Sam!! (Mobile phone holder~~ Pinkish!!)

After tat went to meet Cass for dinner + return her yoga mat to her, after 3 long years! We went to haf korean food @ one of my fav korean restaurant @ Bugis (call Arirang~). Haf BBQ Eel, soya seafood soup + 6 side dishes (free flow). After tat we ordered a korean soju (19.5% alcohol!)~ Haf a great time catching up wif Cass!

Den went to Bugis Junction City Chain, bought xmas gift for my cousin Jones~

Den went to Bugis Village to look look & bought a dress for $10!!

Left Bugis @ 1115pm & reached home @ 1215am~ Supposed to go play mahjong @ dear fren house (& some frens asked me go St James to club) but too tired + Sat need to wake up early to send my BFF to airport. The lucky chick gets to travel to US & stay there for 2 whole weeks!!!! So good rite?! her gU-Ma is there & say will sponsor her stay there but she need to pay for the airfare~ Almost $3000 but still!

Anticipating her return! GoOnna miss her!! ~~~

Excited abt tmr..

Yesterday was too tired to blog..So fast tmr is friday liao
Quick recap of my week so far..

Monday -- Treated cousin to lunch @ MOF. Left office ard 7pm, went back wif cousin, go Yishun walk walk wanted to buy some xmas gift but end up wif nothing to buy. Bought some food & went to xiaoyi houe for dinner. Great seeing them, lately been too busy wif work to visit her... Went home @ 10plus, very tired..

Tuesday -- Too sick to go driving lesson. MC in the morning & went back to work in the noon. Worked till almost 9pm den go home. Met ex duak for dinner. Tired.

Wednesday -
Left office @ 645pm. Went AMK Hub to meet BFF. Supposed to meet her @ 7pm but waited till 840pm den she reached. Spent my time walkin around, trying to buy some xmas gift, but cant find anything suitable.

Tried calling "someone" but he nv answer call, feel rather sad. Went to Rama Ten - Jap Ramen restaurant wif BFF for dinner when she finally reached. Wanted to go Sumo House but their last order is @ 830pm.. Ordered a set dinner each @ Rama Ten. Food is quite nice. Cost abt $20 per person.

After tat walked ard AMK central. Found a shop selling my favourite perfume (Hugo Boss - Deep Red) & is @ wholesale price. Got the tester set for only $49.90! Love the smell so much (dunno why oso.. haha).. Bought some mini skin care products, spent $60+ @ tat shop alone! After tat went Watson & bought a mini makeup set. =)

Took cab as both of us are very tired. After reached home, waited for BFF to call me.. Confided in her abt my relationship prob.. Felt much better after tat (Thanks my bestest fren - Pauline Lung Kha Yeng ^_^)

Btw, received a call from agent today, tat the DKSH wants me to go for a 2nd interview wif their country HR manager~ Mixed feelings @ the moment...

Thursday (Today) -- Never go for the scheduled interview today, for the company @ Senoko.. (Dun ask me why..) Anyway, agent called to confirm my 2nd interview.. It's tmr (FridaY) @ 8am @ Grand Copthrone Hotel. Why such an odd place? Cos it seems tat the country HR Manager is super busy & tat is the onli time slot & place available for her to meet me! Very excited + nervous + apprehensive.. Hope i can wake up!

Met him in @ the lobby today. Feeling very akward. Felt as if we are strangers. Sigh.
Left office @ 630pm, as need to meet BF @ Marina Square. Felt puzzled as to why he wants to meet me there..our 1st official date's meeting place.. hahahaa... When i met him, he say originally wanted to bring me go Spore Flyers, but i was late. ^_^

Decided to go for dinner first before deciding if we still wanna go.. Wanted to go Hotpot Culture but no seats. Ended up going to a Jap restaurant beside it for dinner. Call Ryoichi (or something lidat). Food not tat nice. I ordered cha soba, softshell crab temaki, sake sashimi & BF ordered a teriyaki chicken bento set. Is quite cheap but reali not so nice/fresh.

After dinner went shopping for xmas gifts. Finally managed to buy some stuff! Bought some from John Little, Action City & Mini ToonS! (Cannot say wat i buy first, cos some of my colleagues read my blog! ^_^) Will blog so after Xmas!

Went home feeling tired but contented! =)

More updates tmr, after my 2nd interview! Now is 230am liao, muz faster sleep!

What is wrong wif my body..

I'm going crazy.. Though i'm sick as a whale the past few days, i cant seem to sleep early @ nite, despite popping a cocktail of drugs every nite.. Last nite, or should i say tis morning, i actually fell asleep onli @ almost 5am.. Woke up @ 8am.. I was in bed by 4am actually, tossing n turning, cannot get to sleep due to my runny nose.. Keep getting up to blow my nose.. Worst part is my left ear öso blocked.. Sigh.. Reali hope i recover soon! Christmas is coming! Oh ya, i'm cracking my head on wat christmas gift to buy.. Can anyone gimme some suggestion? I need some generic ones (mass present-budget aBt ten bucks for some not-very-close colleagues n öso for de co gift exchange), some special ones for close fren, for bf.. Do give me some suggestion wor! Or can post in ur blog den i go read. :-D

Juz came home from dinner...

I juz gOt back home from dinner... went out to eat onli @ 1015pm...wif.... my ex..
Yes, you read rite.. After 1 year of non-contact, i finally agreed to meet him.. Quite "qiao", cos juz yesterday i was blogging tat i kinda miss him & he immediately asked to meet me, out of the blue..

Purpose of this meet up is for me to return his passport to him..ya tat time his passport was being kept by me, den break up forgot to return to him...-_-" so anyway, yesterday he sms me, ask me if i free to meet him tonight to return him his passport... And he oso wanna treat me dinner as well..

So today after work (left office @ 845pm today--note to self: muz take note of wat time i leave daily so tat can justify to the SB) went home, bathe & den meet my ex duak.. he came to fetch me from home & after tat we went to sembawang shopping centre opposite tat S22 for zi char + sting ray (i am so lame, sick still eat sting ray -_-).. Turns out tat he strike 4D 1st prize ($4,000) tat's why wanna treat me eat..

But after chatting, still the same.. He is still working at the same place, drawing the same salary, owing the same people money.. He told me now he owes him mum like $3K++... Sigh.. After all this while, still the same.. Am kinda relieved tat we have broken up after all... Anyway, we haf cereal prawn, kailan, hotplate beancurd + stingray.. During dinner, chatted about my work, and he kept saying "in the past we..." -_-" And he kept "jia cai" for me & peel prawn for me.. In the past, ask him to peel he keep nagging @ me.. How time flies & how people change...

After dinner, he sent me home & walked me back to my door... I think i can safely say tat i reali haf no more feelings for him le....

Anyway, today was on half day MC in the morning (got 1 day but took half day nia) & went back to work in the noon, as i got lots of work to clear... Cos since last Thurs, haf been on MC & on leave... Sian.... Today got one agency (Skillforce) call me & told me she has an opening as a HR Executive @ FujiXerox... Quite keen loh, cos big co + got a fren (quite yandao leh ^_^) working there... Will be meeting the agent sometime this week to discuss more loh...

Oh, was supposed to go for driving lesson today but because i'm still sick, sms new David tis morning & told him haf to postpone my lesson..He ask me to take care & to show him my MC the next lesson....

Am still coughing rather badly... Juz taken my medicine... Going to ZzzzZZ now..

Monday Blues - Still feeling sick...

Last nite slept @ 3am & woke up @ 750am this morning.. Managed to reach office @ 9am.. But was coughing reali badly the whole day.. Been popping pills whole day, even till now... Took 3 pills for flu (supposed to make me drowsy but like no effect leh)

Juz ignore the 2 evil people @ work whole day.. Do my own stuff.. Go for long smoking break... Suan the dumb bitch (DB) from time to time.. Hahaha...

Today was doing the payroll checking & realised tat both the DB & the stupid boss (SB)both got increment. Den our payroll vendor made a mistake wif SB's pro-rated salary for Dec 08. As all the payroll people should nOe, if someone got an increment in the mid of the month, the salary should be pro-rated accordingl, using this formula: Old pay / No. of working days in the mth * No. of days worked + New pay / No. of working days in the mth * No. of days worked

At one glance, i can tell tat the SB's salary is wrong, cos it is stated as her old salary, meaning the vendor did not adjust her salary. I highlighted to the DB, to make sure that the pro-rated AWS is correct, cos SB's salary is not correct.

Den she ask me "What is wrong leh? Can you show me?" So i told her "you wan u come to my table, I show u the calculation". Then i juz show her my computation & explain to her wat is wrong. Den she like "are u sure it is wrong? show me again"

I was like "haloOOOoo~ explained to u liao u still like wan to act smart, like wan to find out mistake from my working". So i juz told her: "U nOe how to do pro-rating of salary or not? Issnt it obvious tat the vendor's working is wrong??"

Stupid rite? This kinda people "kiam suan" rite? -_-" Anyway after being suan, she juz say yes loh~ Hahaha...

Den you nOe hor, de Xmas & new year falls on a Thursday ma, den if take friday off, can haf long holiday rite? My SB is going on leave from 26 Dec 08 all the way till next year abt 7 Jan 08 den come back.

This morning, DB ask me if she take 26 & 29 Dec 08 off, will there be a problem for me to stay alone? I juz told her, as she wishes, cos they come or dun come oso doesnt impact me or help me loh~ Den i juz ask her, tat time she say she carry forward 3 days of leave, now take 2 days, still left how many leave to c/f? She juz say her these 2 days of leave she oredi taken into account... Please loh~ Damn ffake! Tmr i going to check system, see how many "off days" she still going to take~

On the bright side, one of the recruitment agency agent called me this evening (ard 4pm). She is the agent who arranged the interview for me on Friday, for the FMCG company (situated @ Boon Leat Terrace).. GOOD NEWS!!

She told me tat the interview has juz feedback to her & the feedback is very positive! Seems like the interviewer is trying to arrange for her Regional HR Manager to meet up wif me.. I've scored a 2nd interview!! Yipee~~~~ ^_^

The interviewer told my agent tat so far, she has seen quite a few candidate & by far, I am the best she has seen so far (interviwer's exact words~~).. And tat she is very impressed wif me, as in given my young age, she feels tat i can present myself very well~~ Hahaha... Meaning my "geng" skill is getting better le~~

I told my agent tat i am quite keen on tat job, but I am oso waiting for feedback from the other interviews tat i have attended loh.. (hopefully the other one @ Teban Gardens will get back to me as well... Can work wif shuai ge leh~~~) So she told me to keep her informed of the status & she will keep me updated of the status on her end as well~~

Keeping my finger crossed!! This Thursday still got one more interview to attend (Excited over the location - close proximity to my home!!)~~ See how ba~~~

Oh ya, my BFF is flying to US for the period 22 Dec 08 till 3 Jan 09~ So good rite! GONNA MISS HER!!!!

Now is 1:34am and i am still typing away.... The medicine i took earlier (supposed to make me drowsy) like no use leh... Sian Sian Sian! Gonna try to get some sleep~ Tmr is my driving (cum scolding) lesson again... Will update more tmr... CiaO~~~~

Feeling so weak..

De cocktail of drugs (i.e. Pills) i took last nite finally took effect n i finally fall asleep @ 3am.. It's an agony to be sick man.. I woke up on n off from 6am onwards. And finally dragged myself up at 750am.. Got ready n reached mrt @ 830am.. Am in de train now, feeling weak n lousy. Keep coughing still.. Super tired.. Sigh.. Wonder wat other torture awaits me @ work today..

Lonely + Sick Day

Spent the whole day surfing net & uploading photos to bothe facebook & my blog... It was a rainy day.... Totally suits my gloomy mood..

Met BF for dinner juz now @ Sun Plaza.. And me, in my sickness stricken state, still went to eat KFC! My mentality is to "yi du gong du" - fight poison wif poison.. But i think it's not working cos i am still feeling so sick now!

Now is oredi 215am & i am still awake~!! Wonder if i can wake up tmr... I popped a lot of pills but none of it is making me sleepy or feeling better~ Keep having this hacking cough leh...

Hope i will get well soon... Muz start my xmas shopping soon~~

Suddenly, i miss him, my ex.. Dunno why i suddenly feel this way... But i think this will pass soon.. After all, we have broken up for 1 year & 2mths & 2 weeks... Geez.. It has been tat long!

Better catch some sleep soon~~~~

Dinner @ "Bu Ye Tian Xiao Chu"

Went out wif BF & his family for dinner sometime ago, @ a coffee shop which is located next to the Courts @ Bukit Timah, for fish head steamboat.

The food is so so but the bill is expensive~

Only managed to take 2 pic: one of the napkin; one of some of the food~

Lunch @ Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant

I haf lunch @ this Ah Yat Abalone Restaurant twice. It's situated @ Shaw Towers which is quite near to my workplace..

The 1st time i went is wif my cousin, to celebrate his passing his Japanese language course wif flying color. The 2nd time is together with the stupid manager & tat bitch.

No need to say, I can tell u the food is damn yummy + expensive loh~ ^_^

Photos!!

1) 1st visit wif Jones - Food tat we ordered!! Think we ordered too much for 2 le~


2) Me~~ Enoying my food


3) Jones - Enjoying his food


4) Some random stuff


2nd visit wif the evil people going as well...

1) Food~


2) The evil people


3) Me & Jones


4) Some random & mundane stuff

Lunch @ The Central @ Vivocity..

Haf my lunch @ vivocity a few months ago. Is a hong kong cafe call "The Central".. Lately, there seem to be a lot of hong kong cafe popping up in Singapore.. Hahaha..

This cafe is situated @ the Basement of Vivo. Food is quite nice & the set lunch are quite worth it..

Photos!

Lunch @ Sketches

Went to a cafe called Sketches @ Bugis Junction...

It's a cafe selling pasta & pizza. Very original because we can actually design our own pasta & pizza...

The waiter in the cafe is very shuai too~~

But feel tat the food is not tat great...

Photos!!

1) Food


2) Jones

Lunch @ Lion City Hotel

Went to paya lebar sometime ago, to the lion city hotel chinese restaurant (cant remember the name but it's always advertised in the newspapers) for dim sum lunch.

The food is quite nice & not very expensive loh.. But if can go with 4 person more worth it.. Cos 4 people can haf buffet (min 4)..

That time onli 3 of us so can onli order ala carte~

Lunch @ Bishamon

There is a japanese cafe @ the basement of Bugis Junction.

Went one fine day for lunch wif Jones~~

Photo!

1) All the food & drink we ordered. Think it's like $12.90 nett per set. The set is super big + fulfilling for one person~



2) Some lame photo of me..


3) Of Jones..


4) Random - Of the menu..

Miss Clarity Cafe - Lunch wif jones

Last Last Friday noon, went out for lunch with Jones, juz the 2 of us~
As we haf been eating hawker food for the past week, decided to haf something nicer for our Friday lunch.

Decided to walk to Purvis Street there to take a look @ wat is nice & special. Cam across a cafe wif a nice & somehow "neat" ambience. Decided to try our luck there.. The name of the said cafe is "Miss Clarity Cafe". I have actually passed by this cafe quite a few time @ Upper Thomson Road.

It was mentioned in a newspaper article some time ago, asa recommendation for Valentine Day's dining. I have been meaning to try it out but no chance before this.

Well, wat can i say? The ambience inside is definitely cosy + romantic~ Ms Clarity is actually a comic strip character which i read in newspapers last time... Very cute~~

Jones ordered the baked rice set lunch (baked rice, pumpkin soup, dessert + drink), while i ordered the pasta set lunch(soft shell crab linguine, garden salad, dessert + drink). I oso ordered the escargots + lobster bisque, both of which are my fav craving nowadays...

The food is served quite fast & the service is great + yummy yummy food!! The best part is "Passion Card" holder enjoys like 15% discount! The whole meal costs me less than $40~~~~~~ Recommended for repeat visits!!!

Photos!

1) Food ordered


2) Me!


3) Jones


4) Random - The menu + my manicure~

Rainy Sunday.....

Took a huge combi of pills last nite, hoping tat i will get well by today but..no such luck.. Wake up still having difficulties in breathing.. Keep coughing..

Am now checking my email & updating my blogs... seems like i haf a lot of photos not uploaded yet... hahaah...

Feeling sick still... hope i will be ok by tmr...

Btw, on Friday, i received a call from VSL Singapore (construction company), asking me to go down for an interview on Thursday morning. Will probably need to take half day leave again...

Am very excited over this interview as the company is located @ SENOKO!! Super near my place loh~~ Reali hop i will get this job, since it's like very near my place~ They oso provide transport @ Admiralty MRT!~~ Their working hours is from 9am to 6pm, which means if i get the job, even if i wake up @ 830am, still will be able to make it in time for work!!

Hahaha... Stayed tuned on this!

Saturday - Sick!! Dinner + Movie @ Nite

BF is going for a mahjong tournament this morning & bcos i am sick, he went there alone.. Left my place @ 9am.. After sending him off, went back to sleep... Onli woke up @ 130pm..

Wake up, cook maggi mee for lunch & den spent the rest of my day updating blog & uploading photos to facebook... BF say will coem & meet me in the evening... So waited till 730pm, he reached my place..

Showered & proceeded to our fav food stall for Thai food.. We ordered the famous thai fried fish, fish maw soup & beef stir fried wif kailan.. Bery yummy as usual..

After tat, went to Yishun Ten to buy tickets for movie.. Decided to watch "The Day the earth stood still", one of my fav is starring in it (Keanu Reeves). We bought the tickets @ 915pm, since there is some time, we decided to go to the Northpoint extension for some shopping.

Went to a shoe shop called " Be Me" to see see. Managed to find a pair of nice looking boots! Asked for my size to try it on & bingo~ Fits me perfectly! Been meaning to buy a pair of boots since young (when i was like 16 years old loh~) & was even more tempted after wearing tat pair for my D & D!! finally, my own pair of boots! I oso bought a pair of flat covered shoes... The best part is i dun even nOe how much the boots cost & i told the ger i wan it!~~

Anyway, this shop is newly opened & at the moment, they onli haf this branch @ Yishun.. The owner told me they will be opening one in Jurong Point next year April & a few more in Orchard subsequently. The guy was very nice, asked me if i haf any member card & when i said no, he immediately asked me sign up for one~ Turns out that members will get 10% discount~ And so, after discount, both my shoes cost $83.50. The shoes i bought is $22.90 before discount, so i guess my boots should costs about $70 before discount?? Anyway it's a steal~~~ Very comfy!! Will wear out soon~~

After buying my shoes, BF & I went to Levi Shop. They are having promotion -- 2 pairs of jeans for $99.90!! (Original price per piece is $69.90) So both of us bought 1 pair each.

By the time we finished shopping, is oredi 945pm. Our show is supposed to start @ 935pm but i told BF, they will need at least 10 minutes to play the commercial so probably we still haf time for a stick of cigarettes! ^_^ True enuf, when we went in the cinema, the show haven start yet..

This show is about Keanu Reeves being an alien & one fine day, he decideed to come to earth.. Supposedly, it is said tat the earth & people are in deep trouble & he is supposed to come to save the earth from harm. But when he came to earth, he feel tat the people are actually harming the earth. To prevent tis from happening, he has to save the earth but people will die if he does this.. He started the process of "saving the earth" but in the end, being touched by a woman & her young child, he decided not to...


Seriously, not a very interesting movie (though there are some funny conversations in between) & i dun like the ending.. Quite a boring show, so dun watch (unless u reali got nothing better to do..den again, might as well give me the money i act for u better ^_^)

Show ended @ 1130pm. Think i saw some AISS classmates (saw jiawen & some other guys who i cannot remember the name) & they are actually watching the same show.. Hahaha... After movie, BF sent me home as I am reali feeling rather sick.

Juz popped some pills but still not improving.. .Gonna sleep soon & hopefully will recover by tmr...

Friday - Busy day wif 2 interviews

Friday was supposed to be on half day leave onli & noon should be meeting Xia & Jan for Xmas shopping. However, on Thursday received 2 calls from 2 companies, asking me to go interview..

Could nt wake up due to heavy drinking + sleeping late + not motivated to go work & see evil people, decided to take 1 day leave instead. The fake manager still sms me & ask where i put my OT form, say wanna help me submit but if dun haf, haf to wait till next month payroll... Blah blah blah..

Noe why she did tat? Cos i sent an email to her on Thurs, justifying my oT hours to her. And told her since she wan to be so specific, I still haf like 2.25hrs OT not claimed. Will consolidate till 4 hours den claim for off days again. & in my last sentence (was still very angry when i emailed her), i say that since she does not trust me somehow, maybe i should submit a daily timesheet to her, juz like the temp staff. Ask her to give me her thoughts on this but so far, no answer.

Anyway, i woke up onli @ 12pm. The 1st interview is supposed to start @ 130pm & it's located @ some ulu place call Boon Leat Terrace. I tot is near Jurong East MRT so took the train to JE. By the time i reached there oredi 120pm liao.. Decided to take a cab down but onli managed to get into 1 by 135pm. Reached the place @ 2pm.. Late for 0.5hours. The company is a FSMG company (not sure wat it means oso..) Basically, it's some sort of service provider company & is Swiss MNC. The working hours are rather funny: 8am to 533pm. Yes, 533pm! The interviewer told me is because they follow the Swiss timing... Weird.

The interviewer will be the reporting manager for the selected candidate. She is very nice & candid, reminds me a bit of Fiona's elder sis wor.. hahaha... This position is oso mainly for payroll but the JD sounds interesting.. ^_^ Whole thing took about 1hr +... I was quite anxious as my next interview is actually @ 3pm.. But I cannot let the interviewer noe mah... So bobian keep listening to wat she says..

After tat faster run out to main road to get a cab... Luckily managed to get one very soon. Called the next interviewer tat i will be late & managed to reach the place by 330pm. This 2nd interview is wif a German company. It's situated @ Teban Gardens Cresent, another ULU place.. But thank god for both the earlier & this company, they actually provide company transport.

This company is actually dealing with microsystems, manufacturing lens (engineering co). The one thing i like about this company is tat their HR Manager is a guy & oso the senior executive~~ The SE is the one who actually called me down for the interview & he is the one interviewing me.

His name is Leslie & my first reaction was: WOOW!!! YandaOx wor~~ But too bad la, he should be married oredi (saw a ring on his ring finger, tat's how i nOe)

But he is very nice, when i went into the meeting room wif him, he actually brought a bottle of mineral water & opened it for me! ^_^ I'm being lame here i nOe~~
During the interview he keep asking me: "Give me an example of...." Rather stressful loh.. But overall ok ba... The whole thing took 2.5hours~~ He told me cos I am the 1st candidate they haf shortlisted & interviewed, I will need to wait for 2 weeks to nOe of the results... Hope i can get the job! Finally got chance to work wif shuai ge leh~~ hahaha.. But hor, think the meeting room ventilation no good.. After being there for 2.5hours, my nose started running leh... Even after i left the place, keep sneezzing...

After tat, took a bus to lakeside MRT, den transfer MRT to go home..
Reached home about 7pm liao.. Whole day rush & rush, no time to eat anything! Waited for BF to come fetch me for dinner..

Went to a Zi Char stall @ Sembawang road for dinner.. Ordered prok rib, kai lan & hotplate tofu... Dunno issit i sick or wat, the food like got no taste one lo.. hahaha... After tat went back to Sun Plaza to see doc as i am reali not feeling well.. The doc commented that i dyed my hair red.. Wah.. Like very notice me leh.. haha...

After tat went home, watch TV a while, eat medicine den sleep le..

Thursday - Interview @ IDA + KTV @ TopOne

Due to my heavy drinking the nite before, was unable to wake up & go work on Thursday. Anyway, still feeling very angry abt work, so decided to go see doctor & take MC. Did so @ 11am & bought lunch back for me & piggy sista.

After that, spent the rest of my time replying to email for work. Also, IDA has a questionnarie, which i was supposed to complete & send to them before going for the interview... Spent a long time on tat loh~~

Was supposed to go for interview @ IDA & should reached there by 630pm. However, as I never go work today, did not haf printer & photocopier machine to photocopy my CV & supporting documents.

Decided to go to the shop @ MRT to do so & at the same time, take some passport sized photo. Spent a bit of time on make up & onli managed to reach MRT @ 605pm. Took photo + photocopy document = 635pm den done.. -_-"

Managed to reach City Hall by 7pm but spent another 20 minutes trying to look for the place.. Tower 3 is damn far loh!!

Managed to reach the place @ 725pm.. Luckily the interviewer never scold me.. The interview was done by 2 person.. One HR Manager & one Payroll manager. The position i applied for is supposed to handle payroll fully... Doubt tat my chances are high.. Cos my experience is not tat solid for this role...

Well.. they say tat they will call my agent (Capital) if I am selected for last round of interview... See how loh.... Still got time ba...

After interview, went to TopOne KTV @ Bugis to meet my PLO colleagues for some singing. People who went includes: Elina, MingHua, HuiSim, Sam & Justin (who joined us much later..) Was too excited to eat ^_^ so even though i bought a sandwich, did not eat it... Was very enjoyable as most of us can sing quite well leh... haha.. Especially SAM, when he sing the cantonese songs (super nice loh~ Cos his mother tongue is Cantonese as he is from Hong Kong!!)

Spent a lot of time singing & cam whoring~~ We ordered 6 jugs of beer & between the 4 of us (me, sam, justin & minghua), we managed to finish like 5.5 jugs.. Think most of us are drunk by then. Sam fell asleep for a while, Justin keep going toilet to puuke & Ming Hua was quite incohorent for some time. ^_^ The bill comes up to $280+!

We left the place only @ 130am.. Except for Hui Sim, who left like 11plus as she need to rush home to feed her precious doggys~~ Sam sent Minghua & Elina home whereas I shared a cab wif Justin.. Did something very silly back den (ShhhHhhh..Secret!)

Slept @ 5am...

Wat happened on Wednesday?

I was reali reali angry & disgusted @ work on Wednesday. This is wat happened:

Tuesday is the cutoff date for payroll submission. I finished calculating my OT & transport claim & submitted to manager in the morning. She signed off & i put my documents into the payroll file, which is to be sent to our payroll vendor. It was being sent over @ 11am. Before i left home on Tuesday, i left my leave carry forward form (c/f 2 days) on manager's desk for her signature.

When i reached office on Wed morn, I saw a stack of signed documents on my desk but could not find my form for c/f leave, so went into manager room to ask her.

I cannot believe my eyes, when i saw my leave c/f form & mhy OT CLAIM FORM on her desk. I tot i have already submitted to my vendor?? What she said next reali pissed me off. There was a small piece of paper pasted on my OT form & on it states the time-off i haf taken so far. So manager told me she cannot sign off the leave c/f form. Reason is because, i haf taken time off for a few days & she is not sure if i haf deducted these hours from my OT claimed. So she ask me if i have any way to justify & keep track of whether i haf oredi minus off these hours from my OT claimed.

WHAT THE FUCK is this man! First of all, if she got any problems with my OT form, she should not haf approved the day before rite? Secondly, she muz haf taken out my form from the payroll file since yesterday (Tues) noon, why wait till Wed den ask me about this? From the looks of things, probably tat BITCH muz haf told her something & purposely take out my form rite? Damn it la! Super pissed off!

Manager say I muz give justifications for my time off taken & she wants some official records, when i asked her, shouldnt time off be off the records, she couldnt answer me. Fine then. I told her i will check & give her a breakdown on my OT hours worked.

After this incident, i am ultra disgusted @ her. Feel like resigning there and then on the spot.! So for the rest of the day, I juz bochup, never do any work & spent most of my time either talking on the phone, complaining to my frens or answering calls from people asking me to go for interview.

After tat, left office @ 7pm to meet Grace to go dinner with Jocelyn (her bday) -- Went to an ultra ulu place (forgot the name) & it's @ the "Ole School" -- upon a hilltop near PS. Haf their famous pizza & ordered a glass of samoca.

After tat took a cab to Double O, for our 2nd round. Enjoyed the free flow of drinks greatly. Happened to see my dear clubbing fren Andrea there as well! so for the rest of the nite, stayed wif her group.

After they left, we joined Erin & Jackson, the latter who was celebrating his bday there. Spent most of our time taking photos..

Left @ 2am.. Cab fare super expensive as usual.. Tried to login Internet to prepare my interview the next day but was too drunk.. Fell asleep while surfing net..

"The Ole School" Dinner; Double O Ladies Nite!!

Went clubbing on Wednesday @ Double O finally, on Wednesday!!! It was an enjoyable day i should say~ After sufferin much abuse @ work (dear frens would noe the whole story by now..), decided to go out & let my hair down!!

Met Grace @ Dhoby Ghaut MRT first @ 7pm. Proceed to meet some of her fren (Jocelyn, GRace etc) for Dinner @ "Old School", some secluded place which is nearby Plaza Singapura (on top of a hill nearby..). The place actually serves nice pizza + drinks --> a pretty nice place for chilling out!~

After dinner, we proceeded to double O. Happened to meet one of my dear fren Andrea there~ So partied for the 1st half of de nite wif her & her frens.

After they left, we joined Erin & Jackson's group of frens.. It's Jackson bday party!!

Basically spent the nite cam-whoring & drinking!!

Went home ard 2am~~~ Photos!!!

1) Dinner @ "The Old School" - Pizza~




2) Partying wif Andrea & frens

a) Group photo


b) Me & Andrea


c) Me & Grace


3) Jackson's bday

a) Ms Erin


b) Group photo


c) Me & Erin


d) Me, Grace & Erin


e) Me, Grace & Jackson

Random pictures

Miscellaneous

Got this quite souvenir from one of my colleague who went to Korea... Candy & biscuit!

 

Remember i posted sometime ago that a very nice + shuai ex colleague who came down to office one day to collect his cheque from me & bought some food for me? Here is wat he bought me -- donuts & iced chocolate from J.Co!! Very sweet!!

Photos: Dinner @ Cafe Cartel wif PLO colleagues!

Went out wif colleagues from my Paya Lebar office + my cousin, for dinner one fine Thursday evening.. (Last week or so...)

Decided to go to Cafe Cartel @ Plaza Singapore... Managed to take some photos..

1) Food

 

2) Colleagues, myself, Jones



3) Finished all the food & drinks~~

Tuesday Blues ~ "Auntie" come & visit finally!~

After a false alarm, finally it came..^_^ Ended one of my unfounded worries~

Today was a busy day, as we need to submit payroll for this month by today. Spent the whole morning doing payroll... Was still not feeling well, so lunch time din eat alot...

Did a phone interview with IDA after lunch, it's for the post of Payroll Executive.. Not very confident of scoring a 2nd interview wif them, as they are looking for someone wif more in-depth payroll experience... Oh well, I still got 21 days till "freedom - i.e. end of bond period".. See how it goes ba...

Oh, this morning went into my manager's room to get her signature for some documents. And she very casually "informed" me tat bitch is not leaving the company afterall, cos: MD & Regional HR Manager want her to stay & have counter-offer her & promoted her, in view of all her "contributions".

I juz nodded & replied very coldly wif an "OK". -_-" Like wat am i supposed to say? Jump about in joy?? Very lame la... Feel so disgusted & disillusioned wif the whole saga... Bochup mode now on loh...

Left the office @ 535pm today, as i have driving lessons.. Reached the place @ 625pm.. Today's lesson is a disaster loh.. Keep getting scolded by the new David.. He say tat I did not control the accelator well... I read in the book, tat one will onli get better & familiar wif the accelarator + braking + clutch wif practice loh..

This is my 10th lesson of driving lesson but it's officially my 2nd "driving" class loh.. Cos previously the old David always ask me to concentrate on parking, seldom on the road loh.. HaiZ... Feel so demoralised wif the scoldings... Is not i dun wanna listen loh... Juz tat some of the things new David says are new to me & I need more time to absorb ma... Sad sad.......

Next lesson will be on next Tuesday, from 630pm to 830pm... Still wif new David... Still dunno which instructor i prefer... Old David is not so fierce but he is not as concise wif his teachings... New David is ultra fierce loh.. But his explanation are clearer.....

Sob! Hope i reali can get better wif more lessons & pass my test on the 1st attempt! Wanna maintain my clean records of "one-time pass" for all my driving tests loh...

Took bus 51 to meet Andrine @ Hougang after my lesson.. She juz gOt back from her HK trip & the poor ger is sick, down wif flu.. Can "feel" her sickness over the phone when i spoke to her loh... Meeting her as she has bought back some "laopo bing" for me & oso helped me to buy a bottle of tequila... Lots of my liquors haf been finished by me, during my "depression period", so need to stock up again... ^_^

Went to suki sushi for dinner & spent the time complaining to her about my workplace issues... Saded!!

Left the place @ 10pm & managed to board the bus (towards Woodlands interchange) @ 1020pm.. Reached home @ 1120pm.. So tired... Am going to update blog + check email + reply email, den going to sleep le..

Might be going to double O tmr, to release mid-week stress!!!!

Sick yesterday...on PH somemore..

Was sick the whole day yesterday... So sian rite.. Falling sick on a public holiday.. Woke up several times in the nite in cold sweat.. & keep gOing to the toilet...

Being drragged out of bed by de BF @ 9am to go for breakfast downstairs.. Have fishball noodles but couldnt finish as no appetite.. BF felt my forehead & confirmed that I am running a slight fever..

Went back home after finishing our breakfast & started reading yesterday's papers.. After tat went online to check my email & do my expense claim. @ 11am, logged in to office email network & spent the remainder of the day checking emails & doing work.
-_-" no choice leh.. gOt like 50+ emails that need to clear..

Felt dizzy & feverish halfway thru, so BF gave me 2 panadols to take.. After taking, continued doing my work..

Finally finished my work by 6pm.. BF's mum bought dinner back for us and after finishing the dinner, de BF sent me home. It was drizzling on our ride back.. Reached home @ 8plus & spent the remainder of the nite reading newspapers + checking & clearing my personal email + waiting for time to pass, so tat i can meet someone..

Finally managed to meet him after 2 failed attempts (i.e. fallen asleep while waiting for him ^_^) Complained to him about my work stress.. Left @ 12 plus & finally went to bed @ 1am...

Sidenote: Read the papers these few days, reali depressing.. Alot of sad news in the papers (i.e. people having accidents & dying..) Life is so fragile & unpredictable @ times....

Dinner wif BF's family

Yesterday was supposed to be a birthday celebration for BF's mum. Totally forgot about it~ -_-" Think he told me last week tat Sunday we are to go dinner wif his family... No wonder yesterday noon he sms me say need to reach his place by 5pm.. lately too many things need to think about liao...

So lugging my laptop & bag, took the mrt to his place.. Managed to reach there onli @ 520pm. Went to the 4D outlet when i reached.. Saw BF's 4th auntie in the queue as well.. BF came shortly after & helped to relieve me of the heaviness of my baggages...

Went to his place to put down the stuff & proceeded to go out to dinner. Stupid sky started raining just as we started our journey... So kana caught in the rain..

The place we are going to is the "Tung Lok Seafood restaurant @ the Arena Country Club". It's located in the West area..Somewhere near to Jurong / Boon Lay / Tuas.. Supposed to be a chinese food ala-carte buffet style. The price per pax is $28.80 ++ & you muz haf min 4 pax to enjoy the buffet... There are 6 of us in total (BF, me, mother, father, sister & brother-in-law) as BF's elder brother doesn't wanna go... Reached there about 630pm & started ordering the food..

Well.. I am quite disappointed in the food served.. Not exactly tat nice & some of the prawns & crabs served are like uncooked... The salmon sashimi is quite fresh though... We ordered about 4 servings in total...
But i like the fried & steamed man tou, and the desserts are quite nice, especially the cream puff... The servings are quite huge but the variety is quite miserable.. Still prefer the other restaurants that I've been to (i.e. Riverview Hotel, Excelsior Hotel, RELC Hotel etc)

Juz realised that my taste bud is quite similar to BF's sister ^_^ Both of us ordered 2nd & 3rd helping of the Man Tou & the cream puff & the muah-chee thingy~~

Finished our dinner @ around 9pm.. All of us are very very full... Went back to BF hse & read papers.. After tat went to bed ard 10pm.. Feeling so sleepy after all the food...

Sunday - Nua @ Home

wOke up early in the morning & decided to tidy up my room..

Am still nua-ing around, surfing net & all. BF reached home @ 10plus & sms me tat he is going to take a nap & will sms me when he is up.

Juz received his sms... But dun feel like going out to meet him as yet.. Feeling very lazy leh... hahaha...

Tonight got ppl jio to go St james - Boilers Room.. Wondering if i should go or not.. Since i haf oredi been drinking for the past 2 days...

Feeling bery sian leh.... hahahaa... I wanna play mahjong!!!

Saturday - KTV wif BFF; gathering (MJ + steamboat session) @ Grace hse

Yesterday keep waking up in btw hours.. Whenever i am drunk, my sleep will be very disturbed~ haha... Finally wake up @ 12pm. Was supposed to go housewarming @ Sufern (ex BATA colleague) house... There is to be mahjong session there... But dun feel like going alone..... So end up never go..

Met my BFF to go AMK for lunch & KTV session. Went to the Ichiban Sushi restaurant for our lunch. Due to my hangover, could not eat alot... So juz ordered a few dishes. After tat, went to the KbOx @ Mac Centre for our singing session. Went to the clinic to get my pills as well..

Sing & sing till 7pm, den BFF is supposed to go meet her frens @ Clarke Quay for dinner. I've RSVP to Grace, saying tat i will go to her house for the jiemei-shiongdee gathering.. Ms Lee is supposed to attend wif me but last min cancelled again... Sian...

Was thinking whether to go or not, as i dunno most of the people there well... But when Grace told me tat gOt mahjong, i finally decided to go! ^_^ Tried to ask some frens to go wif me.. most say ok but not confirmed, end up all fly me kites loh.. Waste my time & sms trying to arrange. Sian!!!

Took a cab down to her place as it was quite far.. Cab fare is $20!! Pengz loh~ Anyway, reached her place @ 8pm... all of the people are there oredi~

At first feel quite akward loh.. cos reali dunno the people there well... Luckily grace entertained me. Haf steamboat for dinner. Wow! They reali prepared a lot of ingredients leh.. very nice!! After tat started drinking red wine. Started the mahjong session ard 10pm..

Drink + mahjong all the way till 12plus.. Most of them were drunk by then.. I won $8 after playing 1 round.. Supposed to play 2 rounds, but some of the people too drunk & decided to call it a day.

Someone came to fetch me home... A bit high la but luckily never throw up~ Was supposed to go st james meet mcleen de... but too tired to do so....